My real Name is Derek. not ektor. Ektor is a guitar player for my favorite band....atreyu.
learn them, love them, listen to them.
VIRGO: Drinking style
Cerebral Virgos are compelled to impose order onto their bender. Their famously fussy
quest for purity could lead to drinking less than other signs, sure -- but it could also
lead to drinking booze neat, to sucking down organic wine.. ( I totally went through the
wine phase...lol) or just to brand loyalty (that too). They rarely get fully shellacked --
but, oh, when they do! Virgo's controlled by the intellect, but there's an unbridled beast
lurking within, and they let it loose when walloped. It's dead sexy (and surprisingly
unsloppy). As one Virgo friend used to declare, "I'm going to drink myself into a low
level of intelligence tonight." A toast to the subgenus IQ!
PRIDE is considered the root of all evil. It is for Pride that Lucifer (aka Satan, Iblis)
fell from the heavens to the subterranean realm of the underground.. The selfish sin is to
be "vainglorious" and think oneself better than all others. Arrogance blocks the
Divine as well as other persons from the heart. Pride is invariably seen as a lion with
its opposing virtue being Humility.
In Heaven, his name was Lucifer (light bearer), he was God's most beautiful angel. But
even in this position, Lucifer was not content. He took inordinate pride in his own
angelic nature - he was overly pleased with his supernatural gifts, his immortality, his
closeness to God. And eventually, his pride became so great that he was angered at having
a master of any kind, even God.
He wanted to control his own destiny and so he rebelled against God and all of Heaven. He
threw up his banner, recruited his army of equally discontented angels and waged war
against God for supremacy.
To lead his own troops, God appointed the archangel Michael as his field commander:
"And there was war in heaven: Michael and his angels fought against the dragon; and
the dragon fought and his angels, and prevailed not; neither was their place found any
more in heaven. And the great dragon was cast out, that old serpent, called the Devil, and
Satan, which deceived the whole world; he was cast out into the earth, and his angels were
cast out with him ... Therefore rejoice, ye heavens, and ye that dwell in them. Woe to the
inhabitors of the earth and of the seal for the devil is come down unto you, having great
wrath ..." ( - - - Revelation 12: 7-9, 12)
Thus having fallen from Heaven, Lucifer was no more -- he had a new name, Satan (the
Hebrew word for "adversary"
and his new domain was Hell.
The angels who had fallen with him (based on a determination by the Fourth Lateran Council
in A.D. 1215) became his Demons.
Accursed by God and doomed to eternal torment themselves, Satan and his legions found a
new vocation in the temptation and corruption of man. With nothing better to occupy their
time, they resolved to take out their "great wrath" on those mortals too foolish
or sinful to resist their lures and temptations.
Unfortunately, as the world's sad history will attest, there was never a shortage of
recruits.
Lip Gloss And Black
If I gave you pretty enough words.
could you paint a picture of us that works.
an emphasis on function rather than design.
aren't you tired cause I will carry you, on a broken back
and blown out knees, I have been where you are for a while..
Aren't you tired of being weak?
Such rage that you could scream. All the stars right out of the sky
And destroy the prettiest starry night. every evening that I die.
I am exhumed just a little less human and a lot more bitter and cold. [x3]
I am exhumed.. just a little less human....
so much more bitter and cold....
after all these images of pain, have cut right thru you,
I will kiss every scar, and weep you are not alone...
then I'll show you that place in my chest where my heart still tries to beat.
aren't you tired of being weak?
Such rage that you could scream. All the stars right out of the sky
and destroy the prettiest starry night. every evening that I die
live love burn die
Bleeding Mascara
A wraith with an angel's body
A demon with a smile of gold
You soulsucker
I won't become like you
A killer with the perfect weapons, crystal eyes, and a heart of coal
You soulsucker
I won't lose myself in you
Look how pretty she is when she falls down
Now there is no beauty in bleeding mascara
Lip are quivering like a withering rose
She's back again
What the fuck do you think love means?
It's much more than words and feelings sucking me dry
Is my marrow that sweet?
Your dead lovers have left a trail of broken hearts and misspent hopes
Sucking them dry
Does their marrow taste of sweetness, sweetness?
I hope you choke
Right Side Of The Bed
I can see her now
Dancing around, her drink in hand
All her baggage in tow
I just want to fucking let her go
Of all the joy, all of the pain
I took your guilt and placed it into me
And now I kiss it goodbye
Our last dance ended fatall
Who's sleeping on my side of the bed tonight?
Have you ever cried so hard?
Baby you just died
There she goes again
Another masquerade in false circumstance
She'll fuck you just for the taste
I just wish I could replace all the memories
Of what makes my blood run cold
And as your blood flows through me
I say goodbye to what we had
She came and went
I gnawed through my lip
Makeup smeared in her eyes
Each sob's a reason to say goodbye.
Sometimes when you're holding on
You'll never see the light
With flowers in her hair
I gazed upon with dead lovers eyes
She never looked so good
And I never felt so right
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