Our emotional state of choice is Ecstasy. Our nourishment is Love. Our addiction of choice
is technology. Our religion of choice is music. Our currency of choice is knowledge. Our
politics of choice is none. Our society of choice is utopian though we know it will never
be! You may hate us. You may dismiss us. You may misunderstand us. You may be unaware of
our existence. We wish not to be judged by our choices. We are not criminals or
disillusioned nor are we drug addicts. We are the air you wish to breathe. We were first
drawn by the sound. The music is melting our souls and there, we realize one enigma:
We are all equal. And somewhere around 35Hz we could feel creator at our souls pushing us
forward to push ourselves to strengthen our mind and bodies. At this we turn to the person
beside us to join hands and uplift them by sharing the uncontrollable joy we felt from
creating this magical air that can, for one evening, protect us from the horrors and
atrocities of the outside world. We continue to pack our bodies in warehouses you’ve
abandoned, and we bring life to them. Strong, throbbing, vibrant life in its purest, most
intense form. There, we seek ourselves. We seek freedom from the shackles and torture
you’ve put on us for our own peace of mind. We want to destroy the programs that
tell us to hate, that tell us to judge, that tell us to stuff ourselves into nearest and
smallest hole possible. Programs that even tell us to climb ladders for you, jump through
hoops, and run through mazes confused. Programs that tell us to eat from metal utensils
that you are trying to feed us, instead of nourish ourselves with our own capable hands.
Programs that tell us to close our minds, instead of open them.
We dance fiercely until the sun explodes with our brothers and sisters in celebration of
our life, of our culture, and of the values we believe in: Peace, Love, Freedom,
Tolerance, Unity, Harmony, Expression, Responsibility and Respect.
Our enemy is ignorance. Our weapon of choice is information. Our crime of choice is
breaking and challenging whatever laws you feel you need to put in place to stop us from
celebrating our existence. But know this: you may shut down any given party, night, city,
country or continent on this planet; you can never shut down the Entire party. The music
will never stop the heartbeat will never fade. The sole will never burn out. The party
will never end. I am a raver, and this is my manifesto.
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(Gotta love the Lepracon Movies)
There once was a man from McGraff
Who had balls made of fine brass
In the stormy weather, they’d clang togeather
and sparks would fly ouy of his ass
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Fav Songs:
Sanatarium
-Metallica
Welcome to where time stands still
No one leaves and no one will
Moon is full, never seems to change
Just labeled mentally deranged
Dream the same thing every night
I see our freedom in my sight
No locked doors, No windows barred
No things to make my brain seem scarred
Sleep my friend and you will see
That dream is my reality
They keep me locked up in this cage
Can’t they see it’s why my brain says Rage
Sanitarium, leave me be
Sanitarium, just leave me alone
Build my fear of what’s out there
And cannot breathe the open air
Whisper things into my brain
Assuring me that I’m insane
They think our heads are in their hands
But violent use brings violent plans
Keep him tied, it makes him well
He’s getting better, can’t you tell?
No more can they keep us in
Listen, damn it, we will win
They see it right, they see it well
But they think this saves us from our hell
Sanitarium, leave me be
Sanitarium, just leave me alone
Sanitarium, just leave me alone
Fear of living on
Natives getting restless now
Mutiny in the air
Got some death to do
Mirror stares back hard
Kill, it’s such a friendly word
Seems the only way
For reaching out again.
Suicidal Dream’s
-Silverchair
I dream about how it’s going to end,
Approaching me quickly.
Leaving a life of fear,
I only want my mind to be clear.
People making fun of me,
For no reason but jealousy.
I fantasise about my death,
I’ll kill myself from holding my breath,
My suicidal dream,
Voices telling me what to do.
My suicidal dream,
I’m sure you will get your’s too.
Help me, comfort me,
Stop me from feeling what I’m feeling now.
The rope is here, now I’ll find a use.
I’ll kill myself, I’ll put my head in a noose.
[Chorus]
Dreamin’ about my death, dream...
Suicidal, suicidal, Suicidal dream
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My Likes:
Dave
kiss’s on my neck
Snowboarding
Party’n
Chill’n
Camping
Drugs
Being Lazy
Drunk/high walks
sex, sex, and ummm..........sex
My Dislikes:
Stupid people
Backstabbers
People who say their going to do something but don’t
Fav Bands:
METALLICA!!!!!! Godsmack Slipknot Afi AC DC Pink Floyd
Disturbed Marilyn Manson Nirvana Smeer The Used Finch
Stuff About Me:
I love to go out and party, I’m always up for party’n with new ppl so give me
a shout sometime
My new anual ritual is going up to Souble beach to party for may 24, this was my first yr
there and it was so amazing

There were ppl mud wrestling, there was a bar with a dj
out the back of a cube van selling $2 shots. ppl just put up random signs, one van had one
that said THE DOPE SALE. Pure madness,lol.
I CAN’T LIQUID!!!!!!!!!! so if anyone has ne tips, send ’em my way. I’m
hopeless! I feel like I need two brains but I only have one
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1. Full name: Amanda Meghan Major
2. Who were you named after: some girl in a soap opera had my name
3. Which finger is your favourite? my rollin fingers
4. Have you ever sang into the hairbrush? ummmmm.....i sing in the shower
5. When did you last cry? less then a month
6. Do you like your handwriting? no
What is your favourite lunch meat? chicken or turkey
8. Any bad habits? biteing my nails
9. What is the most embarrassing CD you have? alanis morissette (it was the 1st cd i ever
bought)
10. If you were another person, would you be friends with You? lol, maybe
11. Are you a daredevil? yep
12. Have you ever told a secret that you swore not to tell? nope
13. Do looks matter? to an extent
14. Have you ever said a word that sounded absolutely stupid? ya.............but i cnt
spell it
15. Do you think there is a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow? not anymore, I stole it
mohahaha
16. Do fish have feelings? how the fuck do i know
17. How do you release your anger? listen to loud heavy music , and/or have hot crazy
monkey sex!!!!!!
18. Where are your second homes? well as of now i have two homes, there both 2ed
19. Do you trust others easily? nope, ppl sux
20. What was your favourite toy as a child? this doll i had, it has no fingers anymore
:s
21. What class in school do you think is useless to you?all
22. Do you have a journal? no
23. Do you use sarcasm a lot?nooo
24. Do you have a crush on a guy or a girl at this minute? hmmmmmm........
25. What do you look for in a guy or a girl? good organs that can be sold on the black
market
26. Do you get along better with guys or girls? guys
27. Would you ever bungee jump? fuck ya, i cnt wait to go
29. Do you think your strong? Metally or Physically? sure
30. What’s your favourite ice cream flavour? too many to list
31. What’s your favourite colour? blue and black
32. How many wisdom teeth do you have? no idea, wanna look 4 me
33. How many people have a crush on you right now? one
34. Who do you miss the most right now? Dave
36. What are you wearing right now? nothing

37. What are you listening to right now? the voices....
38. What was the last thing you ate? sandwich from timmies
39. If u were a crayon what colour would you be? the broken white crayon that no one uses
40. How is the weather right now? i dunno, i live in a cave
41. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?boyfriend
43. How are you today? alive
44. Favourite drink? tripple black and lakeport(24 beers = $24)
45. Eye Colour? hazle