I'm not okay anymore again and you are ALL the fucking same. ~ Sep 26th, 2006.
Doesn’t it make you angry?
And upset?
When you don’t know what’s going on, when you don’t know what’s being said?
Isn’t it a bitch?
HOW DOES IT FEEL?
TELL ME, HOW DOES IT FEEL???
I’d like to apologize:
For trying so hard to be loved.
I’d like to apologize:
For being a psycho.
I’d like to apologize:
For needing someone to care.
I’d like to apologize:
For not being the prettiest girl you’ve ever seen.
I’d like to apologize:
For not being the best in your eyes, the way I used to.
I don’t understand what I did.
Now wonder, feel, the things I have felt, the hurt, the pain, everything. Just feel me
drift away from you, and woner where I am, wonder my secrets, wonder what lies I’ll be
telling today, what promises I will break tomorrow. Just spend your whole life worrying.
How does it feel?
Orgy-Blue Monday
How does it feel to treat me like you do?
When you’ve laid your hands upon me
And told me who you are
I thought I was mistaken
I thought I heard your words
Tell me how do I feel
Tell me now How do I feel
Those who came before me
Lived through their vocations
From the past until completion
They’ll turn away no more
And I still find it so hard
To say what I need to say
But I’m quite sure that you’ll tell me
Just how I should feel today
I see a ship in the harbor
I can and shall obey
But if it wasn’t for your misfortunes
I’d be a heavenly person today
And I thought I was mistaken
And I thought I heard you speak
Tell me how do I feel
Tell me now, how should I feel
Now I stand here waiting...
I thought I told you to leave me
When I walked down to the beach
Tell me how does it feel
When your heart grows cold
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Fuck You =)
For being a lying asshole
:-D
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I'm totally okay now.
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