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I'm alive, I can feel the blood rushing through my veins, and that's all I need to know,
cause' I'm not looking for a change, I've got friends and enemies, but it just don't
bother me, cause' as long as I believe, then I can breathe.-Nelly Furtado.
This is the paragraph I base my life upon as of late. I've been through a lot and I know
I'll go through more, but the best times are worth it in the end, and I wouldn't change
them for the world.
I just want everyone to be happy, including me, and making other people happy, well, that
just comes naturally. I am very good at giving advice, so if you ever need some then you
know where to go. I may not have all the answers, but I will try to help you anyway.
I have a pacemaker; I was born with Complete Heart Block, and I am 18. I've been through
my share of assholes and pricks in my family or elsewhere. Friends backstabbing me, being
cheated on, you name it. When I thought I couldn't handle anymore and I was staring down
the barrel of a gun, what stopped me..
..was realizing I really am here for a reason.
For me to live life to the fullest. To live out my dream of becoming a graphic designer
and someday make my own Final Fantasy game..to not live for others, to do it for myself.
To live life to the fullest because I was given a second chance at life with my
pacemaker..I should love it, not throw it away.
I've been through so much in my life..all I've ever known is negativity from my heart
condition, being told I could drop dead at the age of 4, almost dying and heart attack,
abuse from my brothers dad and ex boyfriends, it all adds up..but I am still here, for a
real reason. To become something in life, and show all those retards I can and will make
it, to prove them wrong and rub it in their faces when they're in their trailers with
bastard kids..I will be sophisticated and know what I want, be rich and have a great life,
then make everyone around me as happy as I strive to be on the way and thereafter.
Through all this and many other things, I have learned a lot about myself..and I will
stand by them forever.
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