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Login: trendthrill
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Mood: Fat fat - Mood history
Real Name: Lesha
Gender: Female
Status: Single & not looking
Location: Edmonton, Alberta, Canada
Birthdate: Jul 3, 1982, I'm 26 and a Cancer
My +Buddies: .icon., =+.sabine.+=, Chino_369, gavin, GlitterBubble, o0paperdoll0o, r_sen_ick
+Buddy Of: =+.sabine.+=, Chino_369, gavin, Lizzadeth, o0paperdoll0o, r_sen_ick, VoodooRagdoll
Bio:
I'm an awkward girl.
i do and say wrong things at the wrong time. i have everything backwards.

i have a really hard time speaking my mind most of the time. and when i do, it's not hard
to make me feel badly about doing so. The moment i realize that i've hurt you, i
immediately feel poorly about myself.

Small, simple, safe price
Rise the wake and carry me with all of my regrets
This is not a small cut that scabs, and dries, and flakes, and heals
And I am not afraid to die
I'm not afraid to bleed, and fuck, and fight.
I want the pain of payment
What's left, but a section of pigmy size cuts
Much like a slew of a thousand unwanted fucks

Would you be my little cut?
Would you be my thousand fucks?


And make mark leaving space for the guilt to be liquid
To fill, and spill over, and under my thoughts
My sad, sorry, selfish cry out to the cutter
I'm cutting trying to picture your black broken heart
Love is not like anything
Especially a fucking knife



i think that the truth is i'm scared
i think that i'm just scared to live


Contact

Message: send me a private message
Email: private
ICQ: n/a
Homepage: don't have one
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My Gallery

 +tokens+ (1, 1 new Comments Enabled)

 Disassociate (4, 4 new Comments Enabled)
  feel good stuff.

 Furries (16, 16 new Comments Enabled)
  For those special somethings in my life.. i <3 my kitties

 Randomized (32, 32 new Comments Enabled)
  .precisely what is stated.

 shit that i do (2, 2 new Comments Enabled)
  don’t pretend to be interested...

 unable to encompass fruition (7, 7 new Comments Enabled)
  i will never ripen...

 Whatchamajiggits (6, 6 new Comments Enabled)
  ... fun silly things....

My Reviews

 Movie: 300 (2007-03-13)
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My Poems

 *6* (0 | 2005-03-05 Comments Enabled )
 pick me up soon... (1 | 2004-09-26 Comments Enabled )
 +motivational+ (2 | 2004-07-29 Comments Enabled )
 .busy people. (0 | 2004-07-29 Comments Enabled )
 .hesitation. (1 | 2004-07-29 Comments Enabled )
 .unclean. (3 | 2004-07-29 Comments Enabled )
 .starved. (2 | 2004-07-18 Comments Enabled )
 Burnt *old* (0 | 2004-06-13 Comments Enabled )
 It Falls *old* (3 | 2004-06-13 Comments Enabled )
 Marionette *old* (0 | 2004-06-13 Comments Enabled )
 Pop Star *old* (0 | 2004-06-13 Comments Enabled )
 Redemption *old* (1 | 2004-06-13 Comments Enabled )
 Solace *old* (0 | 2004-06-13 Comments Enabled )
 Thoughtless *old* (0 | 2004-06-13 Comments Enabled )
 Revealing Pains (1 | 2004-06-09 Comments Enabled )

My Journal

Goats go (to hell) (568 Comments Enabled )

My Attended Events

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