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Login:	tearzrunkold7
Role:	Regular
Mood:	Dizzy - Mood history
Real Name:	Chelsea
Gender:	Female
Status:	Attached & not looking
Location:	Topeka, Kansas, U.S.A.
Birthdate:	Sep 17, 1989, I'm 19 and a Virgo
My +Buddies:	.Without.You., Adio_4_Life, Balistik-Fool, psycho_cid, SnowyX500
+Buddy Of:	None yet.
Bio:	You want Truth? The girl's Chelsea, she's sixteen. Sometimes I feel like my lifes a movie, with all the drama, tears, sex & drugs. Usually I'm really paranoid, when I'm walking alone- I think people are following me. I'm pierced; expect more & to get inked. I extremely sensitive emotionally. I'm a complete idiot when it comes to boys. Say the words "I love you" & I automatically go week in the knees. I have many flaws, and so many imperfections that I've lost count. But who cares- so does everybody else, & I'm not here to impress anyone. I'm stubborn, I give everything I do my all, I fight and argue until I get my way, I'm a spoiled little brat & I like it when EVERYBODY knows it. I love laughing, I love living, I love smiling. I hate being alone, but when I'm sad or mad sometimes it's better to be by yourself, where you can think straight without constant interuptions. I have trouble respecting people. I give almost everybody I meet an attitude, & I have severe trust issues. & Self esteem issues, I'm always thinking I'm too fat for my own good, & it makes me sick. I know I'll never be ohkay with the way I look & I know I'll never be comfortable to meet new people. But it's something I guess I have to accept. By the way. Don't like me? Keep it to yourself & Keep your mouth shut about me. I'll do the exact same. I could care less if you "dig" me or not. Continue to talk shit & you can suck my fist, bitch. The truth is: I never forgot about you in the first place. i love the way my hand just falls into yours. i love how your taste still lingers on my lips after that special goodnight kiss. i love how whenever i go to call someone i automatically dial your number. i love how you look at me with those gorgeous eyes and then you smile that sweet smile. & i know right there, that you will always be mine. i love how you hug me with the intention of never letting go. i love you more than words could ever show. I am a broken doll, Average i am no more, On the outside i am perfection, But my heart is bruised and sore, They call me broken doll. Because of my broken heart, My heart broke long ago, Now it's in two parts, The only visable sign of hurt, Is the saddness in my eyes, No one knows how i feel My smile is my disguise, I am a porcelain doll, With a very broken heart, My thought's were the weapons that broke it, Now it's in two parts, So sweet looking on the outside, But inside angry and sour, Why must i watch such tradgedy, Every day hour by hour? Inside my tears are falling, Continuiusly non stop, My broken heart get's heavier, With every single drop, I am a broken doll, Who'll be broken evermore, On the outside i am perfection, But my heart is bruised and sore (\ /) (o_o) ( uu ) This is Bunny. Copy and paste Bunny into your journal (or bio) to help him conquer the world. Cry alone, I've gone away No more nights, no more pain I've gone alone, took all my strength But I've made the change, I won't see you tonight Sorrow, sank deep inside my blood all the ones around me, I cared for and most of all I loved Building up, inside of me A place so dark, so cold, I had to set me free Don't mourn for me, you're not the one to place the blame As bottles call my name, I won't see you tonight Sorrow, sank deep inside my blood all the ones around me, I cared for and most of all I loved but I can't see myself that way Please don't forget me Or cry while I'm away Cry alone, I've gone away No more nights, no more pain I've gone alone, took all my strength But I've made the change, I won't see you tonight So far away, I'm gone. Please don't follow me tonight. And while I'm gone, everything will be alright. 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She knows, she’s so much more than worthless, But she needs to find her purpose, She wonders what she, did to deserve this and... She’s calling out to You, This is a call; this is a call out, 'Cause everytime I fall down, I reach out to you And I’m losing all control now, And my hazard signs are all out, I’m asking you, to show me what this life, is all about It hurts when you need me And I can’t break your fall It hurts when you can’t see And it hurts And it hurts when you’re lonely And I’m standing right beside you there And it hurt when you told me That you told me that you tried this on your own
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