i am a sweet girl when you get to know me and i like being on my own when not around my
friends i hate it when guys go out with you and they dump you becuz they think they found
someone else and yea. my favorite saying are "SEE MY HALO NICE AND BLACK MESS WITH ME
ILL KICK YOUR ASS" and one more "LOVE AND HATE ARE ONE FOREVER"
this is my favorite songs couple of them
MY POEM
THINK NOT OF DEATH BUT INSTEAD YOUR CHILD MOVING AWAY. IN A WAY ITS LIKE THE DAETH OF
YOUR CHILDBECAUSE WHEN YOU SEE THEMAGAIN THEY ARE AN ADULT. THE CHILD HAS DIED AND AN
ADULT HAS BEEN BORN.
Mark Wills Back At One lyrics
(Brian McKnight)
It's undeniable, that we should be together
It's unbelievable, how I used to say that I'd fall never
It's basis you need to know you know just how I feel
And let me show you now that I'm for real
If all things in time, time will reveal
One: you're like a dream come true
Two: just wanna be with you
Three: girl, it's plain to see that you're the only one for me and
Four: repeat steps 1 thru 3
Five: make you fall in love with me
If ever I believe my work is done
Then I start back at one
It's so incredible the way things work themselves out
And unemotional once you know what it's all about
And undesirable for us to be apart
I never would have made it very far
'Cause you know you hold the keys to me heart 'cause
One: you're like a dream come true
Two: just wanna be with you
Three: girl, it's plain to see that you're the only one for me and
Four: repeat steps 1 thru 3
Five: make you fall in love with me
If ever I believe my work is done
Then I start back at one
Say farewell to the darkened night
I see the coming of the sun
I feel like a little child whose life has just begun
You came and breathed new life
Into this lonely heart of mine
You threw out the lifeline just in the nick of time
One: you're like a dream come true
Two: just wanna be with you
Three: girl, it's plain to see that you're the only one for me and
Four: repeat steps 1 thru 3
Five: make you fall in love with me
If ever I believe my work is done
Then I start back at one
One: you're like a dream come true
Two: just wanna be with you
Three: girl, it's plain to see that you're the only one for me and
Four: repeat steps 1 thru 3
Five: make you fall in love with me
If ever I believe my work is done
Then I start back at one
Locked Up (Remix)
[Styles P]
Locked up, they won't let me out,
And I had a long day in court **** stressed me out,
Won't gimme the bail they can't get me out,
Now I'm headed to the county,
Gotta do a bid here, im used to living luxurous,
I don't wana live here, the walls is gray the clothes is orange,
The phones is broke, the food is garbage,
A lot a niggas is livin with these circumstances,
Sp's the same i still murk ya manz'z ,
Drug money to rap money work advances,
Niggas ran and told that i shoulda murked to kansas,
Niga got popped for a murda attempt,
Knocked me on d block when i was burning the hemph,
Had a brick in the stash hope they don't take to a further extent,
Locked up and they wont let me out,
When i hit my cell block, niggas know to get me out.
[AKON]
Im steady tryna find a motive,
Why do why i go,
Freedom aint gettin no closer,
No matter how far i go,
My car is stolen, no registration,
Cops patrolin', and now they done stop me,
And i get locked up,
[Chorus]
They won't let me out, they won't let me out, (im locked up)
They won't let me out no, they wont let me out, (im locked up)
They won't let me out, they won't let me out, (im locked up)
They won't let me out no, they won't let me out
[Akon]
Headin up town to re up,
Back with a couple keys,
Corner blocks on fire,
Under covers dressed as feens,
Makin so much money,
Ride up smooth and fast,
Put away the stash,
And as i sold the last bag fucked around and got locked up
[CHORUS]
They won't let me out, they won't let me out, (im locked up)
They won't let me out no, they wont let me out, (im locked up)
They won't let me out, they won't let me out, (im locked up)
They won't let me out no, they won't let me out
[Styles P]
Now that im locked up i rep two sets so
Ima ride or die and stay d blocked up
Two tooth brushes up,
Whoever wanted with p
When i walk by nigga get up,
Cuz im locked up they cant get me out,
I smoke a stick of haze when they stress me out,
Go and hit the bar when the reds be out,
Cant wait for the day when they let me out,
[Akon]
Cuz visitation no longer comes by,
Seems like they forgot about me,
Commissary is getting empty,
My cell mates getting food without me,
Can't wait to get out and move forward with my life,
Got a family that loves me and wants me to do right
But instead I get locked up
[CHORUS]
They won't let me out, they won't let me out, (im locked up)
They won't let me out no, they wont let me out, (my nigga im locked up)
They won't let me out, they won't let me out, (im locked up)
They won't let me out no, they won't let me out (cuz im locked up)
GREEN DAY LYRICS
"Boulevard Of Broken Dreams"
I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don’t know where it goes
But it’s home to me and I walk alone
I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
and I’m the only one and I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a...
My shadow’s the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart’s the only thing that’s beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
’Til then I walk alone
Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ah,
Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah
I’m walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line
Of the edge and where I walk alone
Read between the lines
What’s fucked up and everything’s alright
Check my vital signs
To know I’m still alive and I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a...
My shadow’s the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart’s the only thing that’s beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
’Til then I walk alone
Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ah
Ah-ah, Ah-ah
I walk alone
I walk a...
I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I’m the only one and I walk a...
My shadow’s the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart’s the only thing that’s beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
’Til then I walk alone...
"Let Me Love You"
Mmmm ..... Mmmmm.... Yeah....Mmmmm....Yeah, Yeah, Yeah
Mmmm...Yeah....Mmmm..... Yeah, Yeah
[Verse 1:]
Baby I just don’t get it
Do you enjoy being hurt?
I know you smelled the perfume, the make-up on his shirt
You don’t believe his stories
You know that they’re all lies
Bad as you are ,you stick around and I just don’t know why
If I was ya man (baby you)
Never worry bout (what I do)
I’d be coming home (back to you)
Every night, doin’ you right
You’re the type of woman (deserves good thangs)
Wrist full of diamonds (hand full of rings)
Baby you’re a star (I just want to show you,you are)
[Chorus:]
You should let me love you
Let me be the one to give you everything you want and need
Baby good love and protection
Make me your selection
Show you the way love’s supposed to be
Baby you should let me love you, love you, love you
[Verse 2:]
Listen
Your true beauty’s description looks so good that it hurts
You’re a dime plus ninety-nine and it’s a shame
Don’t even know what you’re worth
Everywhere you go they stop and stare
Cause you’re bad and it shows
From your head to your toes, Out of control, baby you know
If I was ya man (baby you)
Never worry bout (what I do)
I’d be coming home (back to you)
Every night doin’ you right
You’re the type of woman (deserves good thangs)
Wrist full of diamonds (hand full of rings)
Baby you’re a star (I just want to show you, you are)
[Chorus:]
You should let me love you
Let me be the one to give you everything you want and need
Ooh Baby good love and protection
Make me your selection
Show you the way love’s supposed to be
Baby you should let me....
[Bridge:]
You deserve better girl (you know you deserve better)
We should be together girl (baby)
With me and you it’s whatever girl, hey!
So can we make this thing ours?
[Chorus:]
You should let me love you
Let me be the one to give you everything you want and need
Baby good love and protection
Make me your selection
Show you the way love’s supposed to be
Baby you should let me love you, love you, love you
[repeat til it ends (about 3 times)]
[Mario (talking):]
Let me love you that’s all you need baby
"Perfect"
hey mom look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan?
And do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do?
But it hurts when you disapprove all along
And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't pretend that
I'm alright
And you can't change me
'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore
And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright
'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard
Just to talk to you
NELLY (f/ Jaheim) LYRICS
My Place
I used to pride myself on being the other man
But now it's flipped and I don't want u with no other man
Why can't u understand anything I'm offering
I gave you the world but you just wanted arguing
From the time I picked you up, until the time I dropped u off again
Even flipped out on me at the mall again
"it's all his fault again" that's what u telling all ya friends
I aint pointing fingers ma, I just wanna call again
See how ya day going I know they stressin on ya
I know them times get hard that's why I'm checkin on ya
It's yours truly ma, I got a little message for ya
Anything he can do, girl I can do it better for ya, cause
[Bridge]
When we laugh or we cry it's together
Through the rain and the stormiest weather
We gon still be as one it's forever, it's forever
[Chorus]
Won't you come on and go with me
Come on ova to my place
Won't you sit ya self down and take a seat
And let me ease ya mind girl
We gon do it our way
I heard your friend told a friend that told a friend of mine
That you was thinking that we should do it one more time
If this aint the truth then hopefully it's not a lie
Cause I aint got no issue's with hitting at another time
We never had a problem gettin it done
Disagreed upon a lot ma but the sex wasn't one
Now check it I know u get excited (still) when I come round and bite it (girl)
Quit frowin up and quit actin like you don't like
I like it, I like it, I really, really like it, I want it, adore it, so come let me enjoy
it
[Bridge]
When we laugh or we cry it's together
Through the rain and the stormiest weather
We gon still be as one it's forever, it's forever
[Chorus]
Won't you come on and go with me
Come on ova to my place
Won't you sit ya self down and take a seat
And let me ease ya mind girl
We gon do it our way
Shawty where u been
Feels like a long time, long, long time since I seen ya
Yes it has girl, when I know I said some f*cked up things to u before
But girl u know I didn't mean it
(I didn't mean one single word)
(I never meant one single word)
If I could take back every word I would and more fo sho
If I thought that you believe it
Cause you make my life so convenient for me
[Bridge]
When we laugh or we cry it's together
Through the rain and the stormiest weather
We gon still be as one it's forever, it's forever
[Chorus]
Won't you come on and go with me
Come on ova to my place
Won't you sit ya self down and take a seat
And let me ease ya mind girl
We gon do it our way
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ALONE
The cold back dirt on my bare feet
The ball and chain dragging behind
As I trudge through the depths of hate and denial
My faltering heart can barley keep up
So slow and alone, about to stumble
so hurry please hold me.
The NEARS AND THE FARS.
by !Santa-Mike!
Times they change,
and they stay the same.
Times on the corners of pictures
logging when our memories, made.
Posted in albums of friends,
their minds and their hearts.
Remember us and when
in the good times we played parts.
Seperate roads coming soon,
but for now we are sharing...
life lived in masses,
in group or in pairings.
We live weekends hard,
and the weeks we spend pine-ing
for more weekends to come...
some of us cheerful, some whine-ing.
But together we’re the scene.
The backdrop and the stars.
The core of the plot...
we’re the nears and the fars.
We talk about when,
we all met and began.
May we never talk of our parting,
never once mentions our ends!
FAR FROM THE LIGHT.
by !Santa-Mike!
Somewhere out there I know there is light
Far from here, far from now maybe one day I’ll see it
Maybe I won’t
Here I don’t even have my hopes and dreams to keep me company
It’s a dark place buried inside us all usually used to lock up the dark things
Used to keep what you don’t want to be, chained down
Now I’m the one here, leaving something else to control
I am alone here
Able to look through the eyes of the machine that has taken over
I remember the days when I would be able to control these legs and travel to the ends of
my soul only to find out there was no end, only the beginning again
I remember when I could use these arms to reach out and pluck my dreams from the stars
above
When anything and everything was within reach
Now though the legs carry me from the path I so loved to travel
And the arms push my dreams far from my grasp, so far I fear I can no longer hope to make
them mine
For I have given up my choice to control me
Given it up to the machine inside, the machine that cannot be hurt be the words of others,
so I may seem to be as strong as I once was…
Now that the strength has left me
The machine has taken me through… taken me forward by moving me away from what I hold
dear, by pushing me inside, far from the light.
I am a slave to what I have become, the machine, uncaring, unhurt, unwanting, unneeding.
No more fear,
traded for my dreams, now only darkness
traded for my hopes, now only acceptance
I sit here and peek out at a world I have hid away from
Buried inside the shell protecting me, smothering me
I have no more strength to live for myself
Only the strength to keep my eyes open and watch the world slip through the fingers no
longer my own
I can now only hope one day it will end and I won’t know it
For I am the good that has been locked away,
The truth that has been chained down by my fear,
Far from the light.
THE MELTING MAN
by !Santa-Mike!
Life ain’t so grand
When you’re the melting man
forced to take the scraps
Offered by solid man’s hand
You may want it all
But you’ll be mistaken
If you think solid man
Will let you bring home his bacon
It’s lose lose
Either way you look
So you might as well face it
And play by the book
The rules to this game
Are simple you see
What’s yours is mine
And what’s mine is for me
You were born to a place
A place in the line
Where I’m up ahead
And your far behind
And nothing will change that
Just try and you’ll see
For if melting man’s one
Then solid’s worth three
I do so love
The life that I lead
Where I watch you have nothing
And I have all that I need
It’s proper this way
So don’t cry your boohoo
Solid is tops
And the bottom’s for you
Now this poem may not
Have touched you in ways
That others may have
But what can I say
It’s a true story
Not out of a hat
Though the facts may be garbled
Acid does that.
LIFE: WITH AN UPSIDE DOWN FROWN
by 1-4-Robert
I’m a child again! Just what I wanted to be!
Full of promise, the way it should always be!
Hugs and kisses, come from around.
It doesn’t take time, so they are easily found.
You find peace and love, from all the masses.
It’s your smile and laughter, they never bring saddness.
Am I a child again? How can this be?
It’s the smile on your face? Cant you see?
Forget about your problems, don’t let them get to you.
You see a chid forgets, it’s the only way for you.
Do you mean, when i wake up in the morning,
it will all be forgoten? All this constant mourning?
All that candy, you’ll just have 2 learn...
how to do without it?, it’s a constant yearn...
It’s the angels out there, they will look after you...
just lay still, they will eventually come to you...
How can I tell? If there are angels in life?
The problem is you can’t, that’s why you’ll get into strife.
They dont all have wings, and they dont all fly.
There wings have been clipped, that’s why some of them lie.
Put that smile back on your face, respect and unite.
As mommy once said, you must never fight.
P*eace L*ove, U*nity & R*espect
If you a true, they will all take effect
So is the fact we grow old, why we must die?
That question was bold, so i will not lie...
It’s that smile on you face, it brings love and respect,
If you forget how 2 smile, life may become an unsightly prospect.
Peace love respect & unity, they all come from within.
Dont learn to block it, that way you won’t sin
So learn to run along, with the smile on your face.
This life forever, will be a total embrace.
But people may frown, dont let them get u down.
They cant understand how you live life with an upside down frown
THE GUY IN MY DREAMS
i close my eyes i see this guy
he looks at me and starts to cry
i swear this is all so real
his warm touch i can almost feel
he pulls me closer he licks his lips
i swear to you its pure bliss
i feel his hands upon my waist
his lips i swear i can almost tase
i hear his voice wisper in my ear
"ill love you forever" then he disappears
another one about another someone
MY NIGHT WITH YOU
u and me thats all i see
together u and me is my dream
me kissin u, u holding me.
thats all i see is eyes of green
its hot and sweaty we moving slow
whispering in my ear so no one can know
move to the music take it down low
all eyes on us on the dance floor
ur moving with my body hands up on my hips
u pull me closer to u we both feeling it
it gets a little hotter and a little tense
and on that night every thing made sense
I THINK I LOVE YOU
i think i love you...
or do i like u a lot
i cant stop thinkin about u
what we have just isnt enough
i think i love you...
buts its like ur to good to be true.
it all seems so perfect so not real.
i think i love you
but to tell u i never will
im afraid ill lose u forever
now that i have fallen in love with you.
i think i love u
and it hurts to not know how u feel its
like the wall around ur heart is made of steal
im trying to reach u and u how i feel.
i think i love u...
I FEEL ALONE
Can u hear me?
I’m yelling so loud!
just kill me now!!
yeah i said it i want it to be true.
all these lies u say keep filling my head.
can they blame u if i end up dead?
i cant take this shit any more
im so close to letting go.
i’m trying to hold on but ur touch....
its cold.
are u even trying?
y cant u let ur parents know?
wake up from your dreams
from ur nightmare killing me.
my world is black theres no lookin back.
my world feels cold
i’m cold to u im turning blue.
i’m not about to say sorry.....
for what ive done.
cuz now its getting dark
no light...no sun.
i’ve never had it all!
what was my reason to work so hard to just fall?!
i cant hear myself any more.....
my words lost in my head.
my heart slows down i pray to god this will end.
but its alright cuz one day i wont have to fight...
i will be dead shot in da head.
I hate everything about you!
i hate everything about me!
i sit awake at night holding back tears
i get to school with no friends some days i dont care.
but i get home stressed
wanting to pull out my hair.
Can u hear me?
I was yelling.....loud.......
THE PERSON WITHIN ME
Why are u crying what did u do?
how did that puddle of blood get around you?
So he doesnt care its his choice to leave,
but u didnt have to kill urself u got me!
i tried to save u but face it u need his help too,
u pushed him away n now he wont stay.
open ur eyes girl he wanted to stop the cries,
open ur eyes girl he wanted to stop the lies!
I hate u now u pushed him away,
u didnt think about me i wanted him to stay!
u threw it all away but for what?
U fucking crazy bitch u really need help!
look what ur doing to me ur making me hate myself
So tell me why you’re crying this is all ur fault.
you cant blame anyone but urself.
THE PLACE I HATE
Let me out take me from this place of hell.
Let me out!
Get me out!
Before i hurt someone before i kill.
Take the knife take the gun take it all away.
Let me out!
Get me out!
Do it before i kill.
Take the ropes take the pills take it all away.
I am About to break and fucking kill.
Let me out!
Get me out!
Forget this shit fuck the world.
Look into my blood shot eyes and help me fight my fears.
Make me see instead of bleed before theres nothing more.
Let me out!
Get me out!
Before i start to kill.
Let me out!
Get me out!
Before i start to kill.
Let me out!
Get me out!
Before i go insane.
Let me out!
Get me out!
Tell me one last time to ease the pain.
Kill the wanted kill the unwanted Create something more.
Let me out!
Get me out!
Im gonna end everyones misery....end everything till theres nothing more.
Let me out!
Get me out!
Let me out!
Get me out!
Can u hear me when i say
Let me out!
Get me out!
BROKEN
I’m looking at u through a window.
As i see tears fall from Ur eyes.
Ur crying out my name falling to the ground.
I’m sorry i left you but i cant stand the sounds.
The Sounds of the ppl yelling and fighting everyday.
I’m suffocating in the sounds....I’m drowning in the pain.
Screaming Out My name i hear u when I’m sleeping.
Just stop it OK stop playing the games.
Something Inside me was left for u to find.....its lost in the games of love.
Save Me from Myself save u from u....I CANT!
Ur Crying out my name and u still hope everything will be okay.
When All u ever wanted was just to hold me close.
The miles to me seem like they keeping adding up.
As I sit and cry for u every night just want to be by ur side.
I sit and Look at u through A window.
But this time I start to cry.
Ur sitting with another girl holding her by ur side.
I thought u said u loved me and I thought u said u cared.
If all them things were true why run ur fingers through her hair?
Im sitting in the room watching u through the glass.
As It suddenly breaks with the anger building up and me hitting it with the chair.
I take a piece and cut deeper then ive ever done.
U sit and stare at me like ive done something wrong.
U look at me and a tear falls from my eyes Telling u Im sorry
U did this to me u made me die.
TOGETHERs
She feels his touch its so cold
she listens when his stories told
she loves this boy more and more
shes been broken and torn
he has hurt her more then twice
he says he loves her she pays the price
he says he cares he’ll be there
he doesnt know she sits alone and ppl stare
they together have something more
they together nothings a bore
they dont care when ppl say
they care about each other every day
she wont get hurt so she thinks
he’ll steal her heart she will sink
they will fight they will have their times
she will love him forever for shes got his time
THE PERFECT NIGHT
the rain falls down on my face
im walking down the road at a slow pace
he pulls me close and wipes the rain away
says hes glad he came and hes going to stay
he kisses me softly and runs his hand through my hair
says he loves me tells me he cares
we walk a little futher and we reach this place
we walk in and theres no one not a face
a table for two candle light and food
soft music playing i dont know what to do
we sit down talk and eat
he stands up wants to dance with me
its like magic being in his arms
to think he won my heart by turning on his charm
he looks at me says he loves my eyes and my smile
he gets down on one knee smiles at me "marry me stephanie walk to me down that
aile"
i scream out yes and hug him tight
it was sealed with a promise on that night
MY WISH
if i could just get one wish
i would wish for u to be here
pray to god u wouldnt let me go
and just hold me near
i lo ve that i can be myself
and if i ever need u ur there to help
im happy cuz this is me
im gonna be who i want to be
i see my future it has u by my side
you’re in my dreams you’re on my mind
i think of you all the time
just one wish thats all i ask
but i guess itsjust to hard of a task
UNTITLED
I would walk a million miles swim in an ocean, lake, or sea.
i would crawl on my hands and knees so it can be u and me.
i care so much and i love you everything i say is true.
I love the way ur lips feel so soft against mine.
i could hug and kiss u forever but none of that would matter
just as long as u were by myside
just to look deep in ur eyes that would be enough to keep me up
i love the way u say my name every time we are on the phone
my body shivers every time u whisper in my ear so no one can know
i swear you and me is meant to be. watch, we can show the world make them see.
make them see that ur the one for me.
SEX BRACELETS
black - Hardcore Sex
blue - Blow Job
clear - Anything
orange - Kiss
yellow - Hug
red - Lap Dance
silver - Fisting
purple - Anal Sex
white - Flash Tits
pink - Flash Anything
brown - Eat Out
glow in the dark - Sex Toys
green - Outdoor Sex
(X) I HAVE BEEN DRUNK
(_) I HAVE SMOKED POT
(X) I HAVE KISSED A MEMBER OF THE OPPOSITE SEX
(_) I HAVE KISSED A MEMBER OF THE SAME SEX
(_) I CRASHED A FRIEND’S CAR
(_) I BEEN TO JAPAN
(X) I RODE IN A TAXI
(_) I GAVE OR RECEIVED ANAL SEX
(X) I HAVE BEEN IN LOVE
(_) I HAD SEX
(_) I HAVE HAD SEX IN PUBLIC
(X) I HAVE WATCHED PORN
(X) I HAVE BEEN DUMPED
(X) I SHOPLIFTED
(X) I HAVE BEEN FIRED
(X) I BEEN IN A FIST FIGHT
(X) I HAD A THREESOME
(X) I SNUCK OUT OF MY PARENT’S HOUSE
(_) I BEEN TIED UP (SEXUALLY)
(_) I BEEN CAUGHT MASTURBATING
(_) I PISSED ON MYSELF
(_) I HAD SEX WITH A MEMBER OF THE SAME SEX
(_) I BEEN ARRESTED
(X) I MADE OUT WITH A STRANGER
(_) I STOLE SOMETHING FROM MY JOB
(X) I CELEBRATED NEW YEARS IN TIME SQUARE
(X) I WENT ON A BLIND DATE
(X) I LIED TO A FRIEND
(X) I HAD A CRUSH ON A TEACHER
(_) I CELEBRATED MARDI-GRAS IN NEW ORLEANS
(_) I BEEN TO EUROPE
(X) I SKIPPED SCHOOL
(_) I SLEPT WITH A CO-WORKER
(X) I CUT MYSELF ON PURPOSE
(_) I HAD SEX AT THE OFFICE
(_) I’VE BEEN MARRIED
(_) I HAD SEX WITH MORE THAN ONE PERSON WITHIN THE SAME WEEK
(_) I HAD SEX WITH MORE THAN ONE PERSON WITHIN THE SAME DAY
(_) I HAVE POSED NUDE
(_) I GOT SOMEONE DRUNK JUST TO HAVE SEX WITH THEM
(X) I HAVE DRIVEN A CAR ILLEGALLY
(X) I HAVE BEEN ON TV
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