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When life shuts you out, make the most of it and go on without a doubt...
Breaking Benjamin "Had Enough"
Milk it for all it's worth
Make sure you get there first
The apple of your eye
The rotten core inside
We are all prisoners
Things couldn't get much worse
I've had it up to here
You know your end is near
[Chorus]
You had to have it all
Well have you had enough?
You greedy little bastard
You will get what you deserve
When all is said and done
I will be the one
To leave you in your misery
And hate what you've become
Intoxicated eyes
No longer live that life
You should have learned by now
I'll burn this whole world down
I need some peace of mind
No fear of what's behind
You think you've won this fight
You've only lost your mind.
[Chorus]
You had to have it all
Well have you had enough?
You greedy little bastard
You will get what you deserve
When all is said and done
I will be the one
To leave you in your misery
And hate what you've become
Hold me down
I will live again
Pull me out
I will break it in
Hold me down
Better in the end
Hold me down
[Chorus]
You had to have it all
Well have you had enough?
You greedy little bastard
You will get what you deserve
When all is said and done
I will be the one
To leave you in your misery
And hate what you've become
Heaven help you
Heaven help you
The Exies "Different Than You"
I used to hate you
no reason why
I was so angry,
so full of pride
Lost in opinions and innuendos
I knew everything that you didn't know
And I used to think to show I was right
When I knew the truth from a lie
I was so stupid when I was young
I was so stupid to think that I was
so different
so different than you
So different
so different than you
I know it's sad but true
So different
I'm no different than you
Was I just jealous, bitter and cold
sins I committed
the lies that I told
I had no respect for you,
only myself
I'm every I'm not
So it's as well
And I can honestly say I was wrong
So can you forgive me
So I can move on
I was so stupid when I was young
I was so stupid to think that I was
so different
so different than you
So different
So different than you
I know it's sad but true
So different
So different
I'm no different than you
We are one and the same
Only with different names
Some things are not worth changing
I learned to love by hating
We are one and the same
You're blood runs through my veins
Falls on deaf ears is fading
I learned to love by hating
I was so stupid when I was young
I was so stupid to think that I was
so different
so different than you
So different
So different than you
I know it's sad but true
So different
So different than you
different than you
different than you
i know it's sad but true
so different
I'm no different than you
Daughtry "It's Not Over"
I was blown away.
What could I say?
It all seemed to make sense.
You've taken away everything,
And I can't deal with that.
I try to see the good in life,
But good things in life are hard to find.
We'll blow it away, blow it away.
Can we make this something good?
Well, I'll try to do it right this time around.
Let's start over.
I'll try to do it right this time around.
It's not over.
'Cause a part of me is dead and in the ground.
This love is killing me,
But you're the only one.
It's not over.
Taken all I could take,
And I cannot wait.
We're wasting too much time
Being strong, holding on.
Can't let it bring us down.
My life with you means everything,
So I won't give up that easily.
I'll blow it away, blow it away.
Can we make this something good?
'Cause it's all misunderstood.
Well, I'll try to do it right this time around.
Let's start over.
I'll try to do it right this time around.
It's not over.
'Cause a part of me is dead and in the ground.
This love is killing me,
But you're the only one.
It's not over.
We can't let this get away.
Let it out, let it out.
Don't get caught up in yourself.
Let it out.
Let's start over.
I'll try to do it right this time around.
It's not over.
'Cause a part of me is dead and in the ground.
This love is killing me,
But you're the only one.
It's not over.
Let's start over.
It's not over, yeah...
This love is killing me,
But you're the only one.
It's not over.
Sevendust "Live Again"
Feeling Nothing
Lonely Empty
You try to walk away but you fall
You cannot understand what's this for
In this world I see it more
The pain you feel that I ignore
You see my face and then you see
nothin'
Confused. you turn and live on
I turn my face
You're staring back again
Look at yourself and live again
Can't see me. you feel me
Want me. you'll find me
I'll be your everything
Will you call
You'll need more & more
When you fall
In this world I see it more
The pain you feel that I ignore
You see my face and then you see
nothing
Confused. you turn and live on
I turn my face
You're staring back again
Look at yourself and live again
How many times have you looked
At yourself & felt mistreated
How does it feel to know that
This life of yours is real
All of your life you've been led
To believe your nothin'
So look at yourself and start to live
again
You see my face and then you see
nothing
Confused you turn and live on
I turn my face
You're staring back again
Look at yourself and live again
If you don't change you'll be nothin'
So look at yourself and live again
I turn my face
You're staring back again
So look at yourself and live again
Nickelback "If Everyone Cared"
from underneath the trees, we watch the sky
confusing stars for satellites
i never dreamed that you'd be mine
but here we are, we're here tonight
singing amen, i'm alive
singing amen, i'm alive
if everyone cared and nobody cried
if everyone loved and nobody lied
if everyone shared and swallowed their pride
we'd see the day when nobody died
and i'm singing
amen i, i'm alive
amen i, i'm alive
and in the air the fireflies
our only light in paradise
we'll show the world they were wrong
and teach them all to sing along
singing amen i'm alive
singing amen i'm alive
if everyone cared and nobody cried
if everyone loved and nobody lied
if everyone shared and swallowed their pride
we'd see the day when nobody died
if everyone cared and nobody cried
if everyone loved and nobody lied
if everyone shared and swallowed their pride
we'd see the day when nobody died
and as we lie beneath the stars
we realize how small we are
if they could love like you and me
imagine what the world could be
if everyone cared and nobody cried
if everyone loved and nobody lied
if everyone shared and swallowed their pride
we'd see the day when nobody died
if everyone cared and nobody cried
if everyone loved and nobody lied
if everyone shared and swallowed their pride
we'd see the day when nobody died
we'd see the day, we'd see the day
when nobody died
we'd see the day, we'd see the day
when nobody died
we'd see the day when nobody died
Breaking Benjamin "Breath"
I see nothing in your eyes and the more I see the less I like.
Is it over yet, in my head?
I know nothing of your kind and I won’t reveal your evil mind.
Is it over yet? I can’t win.
So, sacrifice yourself and let me have what’s left.
I know that I can find the fire in your eyes.
I’m going all the way.
Get away, please.
You take the breath right out of me.
You left a hole where my heart should be.
You’ve got to fight just to make it through,
Cuz I will be the death of you.
This will be all over soon, pour the salt into the open wound.
Is it over yet? Let me in.
So, sacrifice yourself and let me have what’s left.
I know that I can find the fire in your eyes.
I’m going all the way.
Get away, please.
You take the breath right out of me.
You left a hole where my heart should be.
You’ve got to fight just to make it through,
Cuz I will be the death of you.
Take. take. take.
Are you waiting?
Are you praying?
Realize.
Start hating.
You take the breath right out of me.
You left a hole where my heart should be.
You’ve got to fight just to make it through,
Cuz I will be the death of you.
Three Days Grace "Time Of Dying"
On the ground I lay
Motionless in pain
I can see my life flashing before my eyes
Dead I fall asleep
Is this all a dream
Wake me up, I'm living a nightmare
I will not die (I will not die)
I will survive
I will not die, I'll wait here for you
I feel alive, when you're beside me
I will not die, I'll wait here for you
In my time of dying
On this bed I lay
Losing everything
I can see my life passing me by
Was it all too much
Or just not enough
Wake me up, I'm living a nightmare
I will not die (I will not die)
I will survive
I will not die, I'll wait here for you
I feel alive, when you're beside me
I will not die, I'll wait here for you
In my time of dying
I will not die, I'll wait here for you
I feel alive, when you're beside me
I will not die, I'll wait here for you
In my time of dying
I will not die, I'll wait here for you
I feel alive, when you're beside me
I will not die, I'll wait here for you
In my time of dying
Hinder "How Long"
Why'd you go and break what's already broken
I try to take a breath but I'm already choking
How long till this goes away
I try to remember to forget you
But I break down every time I do
It's left me less than zero
Beat down and bruised
I can't see him with you
Why'd you go and break what's already broken
I try to take a breath but I'm already choking
Cause everywhere I look I can see how you hold him
How long till this goes away
I can't seem to get my heart over you
Cause you creep into everything I do
And now I'm dying to know
How he touches you
I can't see him with you
Why'd you go and break what's already broken
I try to take a breath but I'm already choking
Cause everywhere I look I can see how you hold him
How long till this goes away
How long till this goes away
She said she wants to be friends
I took a big step back
She said
She said
She said she's sorry
With one finger
I said fuck that
I can tell you're lying when your lips move
Cause of one lie it's not me it's you
It's left me less than zero
Beat down and bruised
I can't see him with you
Why'd you go and break what's already broken
I try to take a breath but I'm already choking
Cause everywhere I look I can see how you hold him
How long till this goes away
Why'd you go and break what's already broken
I try to take a breath but I'm already choking
Cause everywhere I look I can see how you hold him
How long till this goes away
How long till this goes away
She said she wants to be friends
I took a big step back
She said
She said
She said she's sorry
With one finger
With one finger
I said fuck that
10 Years "Waking Up"
Distance and space,
Allow emotions to age,
Into faith.
Our bodies may end up alone,
But close.
Are you there?
Can you hear me?
Are you there?
Can you feel me?
Just in the way,
All your fingertips touch me;
They are healing.
One day,
We'll all fall prey.
Are you there?
Can you hear me?
Are you there?
Can you feel me?
Waking up,
Good morning to you my dear I'm,
Waking up,
Enduring my biggest fears of,
Distance away,
A weight,
Distance away.
Are you there?
Can you hear me?
Are you there?
Can you feel me?
Waking up,
Good morning to you my dear I'm,
Waking up,
Enduring my biggest fear love....
Hinder "Bliss"
(I don't wanna know)
(I don't wanna know)
(I don't wanna know)
(I don't wanna know)
I'll go ahead and pour myself a drink
I really couldn't care less what you think
Well I don't have to listen now
Live this day down
If I can't feel a thing
You might as well save your goodbyes
We can give this train wreck one last ride
I'm gonna have to listen now
Live this day down
If I don't make things right
I'll tell you one last time
I don't wanna know it's over
So save your goodbye kiss
I don't wanna know it's over
Cause ignorance is bliss
I can hardly see
What's in front of me
Cause the vodka's running on empty
I can't stay sober
If it's over
(I don't wanna know)
(I don't wanna know)
(I don't wanna know)
So save your goodbye kiss
(I don't wanna know)
(I don't wanna know)
(I don't wanna know)
I woke up with a heartbeat in my head
I reached for the bottle by the bed
I saw your side was not slept in
Cold sheets again
Remind me of what you said
We need to take a break for a while
It's been so long since I smiled
I don't wanna listen now
Live this day down
With you so drunk and high
So I'll say goodbye
I don't wanna know it's over
So save your goodbye kiss
I don't want to know it's over
Cause ignorance is bliss
I can hardly see
What's in front of me
Cause the vodka's running on empty
I can't stay sober
If it's over
I don't wanna know it's over
So save your goodbye kiss
I don't wanna know it's over
Cause ignorance is bliss
Now I know I can't stay sober
Cause you left me here like this
I don't wanna know
(I don't wanna know)
(I don't wanna know)
(I don't wanna know)
So save your goodbye kiss
(I don't wanna know)
(I don't wanna know)
(I don't wanna know)
Cause ignorance is bliss
I can hardly see
What's in front of me
Cause the vodka's running on empty
I can't stay sober
If it's over
If it's over
I don't wanna know
If it's over
If it's over
I don't wanna know
3 days Grace "Pain"
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all...
You're sick of feeling down
You're not the only one
I'll take you by the hand
And I'll show you a world that you can understand
This life is filled with hurt
When happiness doesn't work
Trust me and take my hand
When the lights go out you'll understand
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Anger and agony
Are better than misery
Trust me I've got a plan
When the lights go off you will understand
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing
Rather feel pain
I know (I know) I know (I know) I know
That you're wounded
You know (You know) you know (you know)
That I'm here to save you
You know (You know) you know (you know)
I'm always here for you
I know (I know) I know (I know) I know
That you'll thank me later
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Rather feel pain than nothing at all
Rather feel pain
Nickelback "Rockstar"
I’m through with standing in line
to clubs we’ll never get in
It’s like the bottom of the ninth
and I’m never gonna win
This life hasn’t turned out
quite the way I want it to be
I want a brand new house
on an episode of Cribs
And a bathroom I can play baseball in
And a king size tub big enough
for ten plus me
I’ll need a credit card that’s got no limit
And a big black jet with a bedroom in it
Gonna join the mile high club
At thirty-seven thousand feet
I want a new tour bus full of old guitars
My own star on Hollywood Boulevard
Somewhere between Cher and
James Dean is fine for me
I’m gonna trade this life for fortune and fame
I’d even cut my hair and change my name
‘Cause we all just wanna be big rockstars
And live in hilltop houses driving fifteen cars
The girls come easy and the drugs come cheap
We’ll all stay skinny ‘cause we just won’t eat
And we’ll hang out in the coolest bars
In the VIP with the movie stars
Every good gold digger’s
Gonna wind up there
Every Playboy bunny
With her bleach blond hair
Hey hey I wanna be a rockstar
Hey hey I wanna be a rockstar
I wanna be great like Elvis without the tassels
Hire eight body guards that love to beat up assholes
Sign a couple autographs
So I can eat my meals for free
I think I’m gonna dress my ass
with the latest fashion
Get a front door key to the Playboy mansion
Gonna date a centerfold that loves to
blow my money for me
I’m gonna trade this life
For fortune and fame
I’d even cut my hair
And change my name
‘Cause we all just
wanna be big rockstars
And live in hilltop houses
driving fifteen cars
The girls come easy and
the drugs come cheap
We’ll all stay skinny
‘cause we just won’t eat
And we’ll hang out in the coolest bars
In the VIP with the movie stars
Every good gold digger’s
gonna wind up there
Every Playboy bunny
with her bleach blond hair
And we’ll hide out in the private rooms
With the latest dictionary and
today’s who’s who
They’ll get you anything
with that evil smile
Everybody’s got a
drug dealer on speed dial
Hey hey I wanna be a rockstar
Hey hey I wanna be a rockstar
I’m gonna sing those songs
that offend the censors
Gonna pop my pills
from a pez dispenser
When they ask why I drink all day
I’ll say because I can
I’ll get washed-up singers writing all my songs
Lip sync em every night so I don’t get ‘em wrong
Then listen to the fans tell me how damn good I am
I’m gonna trade this life for fortune and fame
I’d even cut my hair and change my name
Cause we all just wanna be big rockstars
And live in hillltop houses driving fifteen cars
The girls come easy and the drugs come cheap
We’ll all stay skinny ‘cause we just won’t eat
And we’ll hang out in the coolest bars
In the VIP with the movie stars
Every good gold digger’s gonna wind up there
Every playboy bunny with her bleach blond hair
And we’ll hide out in the private rooms
With the latest dictionary and today’s who’s who
They’ll get you anything with that evil smile
Everybody’s got a drug dealer on speed dial
Hey hey I wanna be a rockstar
Hey hey I wanna be a rockstar
3 Days Grace "Never Too Late"
This world will never be what I expected
And if I don’t belong who would’ve guessed it
I will not leave alone everything that I own
To make you feel like it’s not too late
It’s never too late
Chorus
Even if I say
It’ll be alright
Still I hear you say
You want to end your life
Why can’t we try to just stay alive
Maybe we’ll turn it all around
Cause’ it’s not too late it’s never too late
The world will never see this side reflected
And if there’s something wrong who would’ve guessed it
And I am left alone everything that I own
To make you feel like it’s not too late
It’s never too late
Chorus
Even if I say
It’ll be alright
Still I hear you say
You want to end your life
Why can’t we just try to stay alive
Maybe it’ll turn around
Cause’ it’s not too late it’s never too late
The world we knew won’t come back
Time we’ve lost can’t get back
Life we have
And won’t be us again
This world will never be what I expected
And if I don’t belong
Chorus
Even if I say
It’ll be alright
Still I hear you say
You wanna end your life
Why can’t we try to just stay alive
Maybe we’ll turn it all around
Because it’s not too late it’s never too late
Breaking Benjamin "The Diary Of Jane"
If I had to
I would put myself right beside you
So let me ask
Would you like that?
Would you like that?
And I don't mind
If you say this love is the last time
So now I'll ask
Do you like that?
Do you like that?
No
Something's getting in the way
Something's just about to break
I will try to find my place in the diary of Jane
So tell me how it should be
Try to find out what makes you tick
As I lie down
Sore and sick
Do you like that?
Do you like that?
There's a fine line between love and hate
And I don't mind
Just let me say that I like that
I like that
Something's getting in the way
Something's just about to break
I will try to find my place in the diary of Jane
As I burn another page
As I look the other way
I still try to find my place in the diary of Jane
So tell me how it should be
Desperate, I will crawl
Waiting for so long
No love, there is no love
Die for anyone
What have I become
Something's getting in the way
Something's just about to break
I will try to find my place in the diary of Jane
As I burn another page
As I look the other way
I still try to find my place
In the diary of Jane
Hinder "Lips Of An Angel"
Honey why are you calling me so late
It’s kinda hard to talk right now
Honey why are you crying is everything okay
I gotta whisper cause I can’t be too loud
Well, my girls in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It’s really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel
It’s funny that you’re calling me tonight
And yes I’ve dreamt of you too
And does he know you’re talking to me
Will it start a fight
No I don’t think she has a clue
Well my girls in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It’s really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel
It’s really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel
(And I never wanna say goodbye)
But girl you make it so hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel
Honey why are you calling me so late
Nickelback "Saving Me"
Prison gates won't open up for me
On these hands and knees I'm crawlin'
Oh, I reach for you
Well I'm terrified of these four walls
These iron bars can't hold my soul in
All I need is you
Come please I'm callin'
And oh I scream for you
Hurry I'm fallin'
[CHORUS]
Show me what it's like
To be the last one standing
And teach me wrong from right
And I'll show you what I can be
Say it for me
Say it to me
And I'll leave this life behind me
Say it if it's worth saving me
Heaven's gates won't open up for me
With these broken wings I'm fallin'
And all I see is you
These city walls ain't got no love for me
I'm on the ledge of the eighteenth story
And oh I scream for you
Come please I'm callin'
And all I need from you
Hurry I'm fallin'
[CHORUS]
Hurry I'm fallin'
Earshot "Someone"
And if you could make up
For every single time you lied
I'd probably whisper this
Hello, goodbye
And so it begins again
Harder each and every time
I start to reminisce
I never seem to ever find
[chorus]
Someone I can trust
Someone I believe
Someone who will never try
To bring me to my knees
Someday I will find again
Someone just like me
Someone who will take the time
In understanding me
And if I could make up
For every single tear you cried
I'd probably never miss
Your hand in mine
I never could understand
Mistakes I repeat again
I've been through this so many times
I never seem to ever find
And I've stopped searching
To take my time
And to really clear my head
And I believe it was meant to be
And I feel it's time to go
And if you could make up
For every single time you lied
I'd probably whisper this
I never seem to ever find
Seether "Love Her"
I met a girl who hated the world - she used her body to sell her soul
Everytime they'd break her and pay - tear out her heart, and leave her in pain
I never found out how she survived all of the sadness she kept inside
I never found out how she could lie with a smile on her face,
and the scratches she'd hide
[Chorus:]
You could love her if you paid, you could have her everyday
You could love her if you prayed, you could have her every way
Down on her knees, she wept on the floor - this hopeless life she wanted no more
Dead in her mind and cold to the bone - she opened her eyes and saw she was alone
She never found out how much I tried - all of the sadness she kept made me blind
She never found out how much I cried - the rope so tight on the night that she died...
[Chorus]
I never found out how she survived - a life lived in lies is a life of denial
I never found out how she could lie - with a smile on her face and the darkness inside
Personal
[Name]: Derek
[Birthday]: feb 15, 1988
[Siblings]: 1 sis and 1 bro
[Hair color]: red
[Eye color]: brown
[Height]: 5'6''
[Been kissed]: Yes
[Been in love]: Yes
[Eaten an entire box of oreos]: umm no
[Been on stage]: yes
[Gotten in a car accident]: yea
[Dyed your hair]: nope
[Choked in front of people on my own spit or drink]: umm not that i can think of
[Gone to school in your pajamas]: nope
[Gotten a detention]: yea
[Loved someone so much that it made you cry]: yea..but did they care??...no
This or that
[Cold/hot]: hot
[Blue/red]: red
[Rain/snow]: rain
[Give/receive]: give
[Wool/cotton]: cotton
[Rose/daisy]: rose
[Private school/public school]: public
[Chocolate milk/plain milk]: chocolate
[Celsius/Fahrenheit]:fahrenheit
[Spring/fall]:fall
[History/science]: science
[Math/English]: fuck'em both lol
[Country/rock]: rock
[Coke/pepsi]: pepsi
[Cherry coke/vanilla coke]:cherry
[Love/lust]: love
[Sleep/eat]: sleep
Opposite sex
[Do you like someone right now]: idk
[Do they know]:
[What do you look for in the opposite sex]: honesty and someone that has a heart that
cares for others and not just themselves
[Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend ]: no
Within the last 24 hours
[Had a serious talk]: yes
[Hugged someone]: no
[Missed someone]: yes
[Gotten along with your parents]: no
[Fought with a friend]: no
[Cried]: no
[Felt empty]: yes
Do you like to...
[Give hugs]: depends who it is lol
[Give back rubs]: sure
[Take walks in the rain]: umm sometimes
[Watch tv]: not really
[Do homework]: hell no
[Talk on the phone]: not really
[Go online]: yes
[Kiss]: yes
[Do freaky things]: lol hehe
Have you ever
[Been to a concert]: lots
[Been out of state]: yea
[Gone skinny dipping]: no
[Ran around naked]: umm only at home lol
[Broken a bone]: yes
[Ran a marathon]: no
[Met a famous person]:yea
[Bought something and then sold it]: umm not that i can think of
Extras
[What is your worst habit]: being too nice
[What really makes you mad]: when someone lies or hits a female
[Scariest moment]: when i thought i might die
[What is your earliest memory]: my mom
[Where are you]: home
[Are you wearing any jewelry]: umm a watch
[When was the last time you showered]: this morning
[What color pants do you have on right now] jeans
[What song are you listening to right now]: "Faceless" by Godsmack
[What is your computer desk made out of]: wood
[What was the last thing you ate]: umm shitty mac and cheese from school
[What should you really be doing right now]: finding a job
[If you were a crayon, what color would you be]: black |
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