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STAGNANT YOUTH

A stagnant infancy has followed you, into your troubled youth.
A fragment crudely swallowed you, into your unknown truth.
Am I? Pledging to fortify the roots of this youth?
Or
Is he? Ceasing to standby the recruits of half-truth?
The corrupted threads of your very existence, have knotted their way into your fiery
brilliance.
This youth believes in changing past conditions, this truth deceived by flunking steadfast
missions.
Could I?
Alter this youth’s corrupted, stagnant existence?
or
Could he? Venture onto truths seeded, lucent conscience?
This youth must take his fate, in his very own hand.
Remiss truths theorist, partaking freely in keystone unmanned.

JUNCTURE

My soul has come to a final conclusion

And I know that it’s not some illusion

I’ve always believed in theoretical notions

Beliefs in the cosmos’s, and destiny’s motion

Secretly thinking I was the only one

Then by coincidences I meet someone

It’s amazing just how we seem to click

If he’s around me, the air feels thick

He knows what I’m thinking with utmost precision

His insightful thoughts and chaotical visions

Almost as if I’ve known him from past

The subliminal messages are many and vast

I believe his soul to be gentle and kind

Because of this belief, he melds with my mind

I’ve always avoided looking into his eyes

Because of the philosopher, I thought was inside

It almost feels like its been written in scriptures

Almost as if they are karma tic conjunctures

Our thoughts and our visions are so easy to see

As if we were speaking a secret decree

I’ve always been searching for someone like this

It’s surely a theory; I’m must not dismiss

I think we’ve always felt this way

Society says “He Could Not Stay”

So, now it’s the spring and were fusing again

The wisdom the knowledge, it all has began

Now, the juncture has been foretold

The past and the future are still to be told

CURRENT QUANTUM

As quantum I lay here,
in time and in space.
My conscious mind,
in an unconscious race
Subjective reality,
the Observer creates.
The chaotic destructions
of spirit through hate.
Thoughts of the past,
bring tears to my eyes.
The hatred, the anger,
confusion and lies.
The only conclusion,
in my sorted existence.
Is changing the current,
with little resistance.
Even though we are,
all born dead.
I’d rather be conscious,
then live in my head.

ACHES AND PAINS

This aching need
A silent scream
These teardrops fall
And melt the dream
Forever searching
Hope to find
The love to fill this hate inside

SUBSTANCE

The choke of smoke
The taste of coke
The burn of meth
The feel of death
Using chems to numb the truth
Telling lies to back the un-truth
I have sold and I have bought
I’ve played the game
And not been caught
I know the cooks,
I know the dealers
I know the addicts
I know the stealers
I cant say Ill ever quit
Just pass the pipe n take a hit
All I can do is curb the need
To give into this evil greed

SPLITZ DESCISON

My splitz decision, has arrisen
and given me a restriction,
From my addiction
This is depiction of my affliction

TRUE

If you truly believe the things you read
You understand the heart needs to feed
Instead of giving into evil greedz

TAKEN

Am I mistaken?
Are u taken?
Take some time and get some rest
Before your head becomes obsessed
My only conclusion to of your confusion
Is nothing more then morbid delusion
Alter your head to the quantum existence
I promise you little resistance

LOST AND CONFUSED

Why are you amused?
What’s accepted?
What’s refused?
Simply put, am I being used?
“State the facts”
“Be honest and true”
“Don’t be ascew3wed”
Simply put lost and confused
Head Games
Remember how I said
Were all born dead?
Live in the moment
Not in your head

WAIT
I wait my turn
You crash AND BURN
I HAVE CONCERN
BUT, YOU must learn
What’s done is done.
And you’ll become
Undone
Because you are the chosen one

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Beneath

Beneath the smile, I see your soul’s torcher
Beneath the green glow, I see tears glazing over
Beneath the happiness, I see the isolated side
Beneath the voice, your cry’s try to hide
Beneath the words, I hear your silence
Beneath the art, your hope for deliverance
Beneath the man, I see a boy craving affection
Beneath the joy, I hear the anger within him
Beneath the surface, lies the truth in





The only thing U need to know about me is what I sold U..

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Bahm Bahm Dillah!

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Melissa
a.k.a Sh@dygurl