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[center][red]My name is Mandee all of my friends in Big Lake know me as Manda but i hate
that name.
Eyes: Hazel
Hair: At the time it is redish brown
Height: 5’8
Bra size: 38 D
Thongs or Grannies: Thongs
[blue]~SeXuAl InFo~
Tounge or no tounge: a little tounge not alot and it depends where the tounge is at
cuddle: Yes i would rather cuddle than makeout all the fucking time like some guyz
spit or swallow: neither
loud or quiet: depends on the guy ( usually i am a screamer)
suck or nibble: i like guys to nibble on my ears and neck
hickies: i hate hickies
guys or girls: BOTH


[blue]*FrIeNdS*
NaTaShA
MiKe
LaUrEn
JoSh
RyAn
AnDi
BrIaN J.
RusSeLl
WiLlIe
KyLe
BoBbIe T.
BeCcA z.
BeCcA
AsHlEy D.
NiCk
EmIlY
AnD sO oN.........
PeOpLe I hAtE
AmBeR D.
NiKkI
TeAhA
BoBbI M.
SpIdErMaN (inside joke)
BrIaN d.
TiFfAnY




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[green]how to talk to me online
AIM:perdyNpink0310 or rubberduckeeoo
MSN: rubber_ducky0310@hotmail.com

[purple] simple plan welcome to my life
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don’t belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna runaway?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don’t know what it’s like
When nothing feels all right
You don’t know what it’s like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you’re down
To feel like you’ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one’s there to save you
No you don’t know what it’s like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you’re bleeding

No you don’t know what it’s like
When nothing feels all right
You don’t know what it’s like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you’re down
To feel like you’ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one’s there to save you
No you don’t know what it’s like
Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
No one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I’m happy but I’m not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
Never had to work it was always there
You don’t know what it’s like, what it’s like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you’re down
To feel like you’ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one’s there to save you
No you don’t know what it’s like (what it’s like)

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you’re down
To feel like you’ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one’s there to save you
No you don’t know what it’s like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life

[orange]"Close Yet Far"

[orange]Who said that I wasn’t right?
I’ve lived for years without a life
Don’t have a soul on my side
Still ridiculed despite how hard that I have tried
Don’t take me under your wing
I don’t need a hand, don’t need anything
I’ve got a roof over my head
As if I’d rather be alone with me instead

Close yet far
Drop me a line and tell me how the hell you are
And I’ll tip my hat to those who can’t believe it’s me
Though I never never never ever wanted this to be

I can hear the sounds of the city
Sunrise and set are the same to me
A hesitating pulse is good company
And my reflection offers no apology
But who said that I wasn’t right?
And I’ve lived for years without a life
Don’t have a soul on my side
Still ridiculed despite how hard that I have tried

Close yet far
Drop me a line and tell me how the hell you are
And I’ll tip my hat to those who can’t believe it’s me
Though I never never never ever wanted this to be

Close yet far
Drop me a line and tell me how the hell you are
And I’ll think of the days when there was something to believe
And I never never never ever wanted this to be


[green]R.I.P Mary
[green] I love you so much you will always be in my heart.