I have a boyfriend, don’t stop reading though.
I love him to pieces but we are so different.
Is it wrong to think that theres someone better out there?
It’s not that I doubt him so much as I doubt myself.
But I guess with that attitude I’ll never find anyone else.
Confidence is attractive not self-counciousness, right?
Right.
How come people can’t just be happy being alone.
Stupid how everyone has to gratify themselves by the approval of others.
And I KNOW that it’s stupid, so why do I still do it?
Why am I so afraid to be alone?
Stupid.
And now that you all think I’m thuroughly insane, I’ll shut up.
OK i lied.. i won’t shut up cos im bored.
I’m 16, i paint, draw, doodle, i like pop art, loud music, and emo boys i play guitar, my
parents are very disappointed in me and i am not what most people would call
"emotionally stable" but i am a lot of fun and i’m always considered one of the
guys so no need to act like someone your not around me im laid back and uhm...oh yeah .. i
rock
what do you want out of life? - to be loved completey
Alexisonfire rocks too...
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I still can remember what you did. Your eyes full of discomfort, bare foot
in a public washroom. Spill on me your nostalgia like warm water and
cataracts that that fell behind self conscious eyes. Hurt so good through
ivory rain and cut throat soap box derby racers. I want you to ruin me.
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this is really only all we have: day time, twilight, pitch black, night
light. You had the coldest eyes and the softest touch: day time, twilight,
pitch black, night light. These typed letters, beneath me. Fuck with these
buttons and knobs long enough and maybe things will turn out fine. Hide
behind your crystal screen and blow kisses at me. Remember what we said
wouldn’t happen? Write your name on my chest in kerosene. Spark a match and
you will never be cold again. this is really only all we have: day time,
twilight, pitch black, night light. You had the coldest eyes and the softest
touch: day time, twilight, pitch black, night light. Gag and destroy me
bay-bee. I have a large collection of thunder that I stole from your window
sill.
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