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Login:	inconsolable
Role:	Regular
Mood:	Anxious - Mood history
Real Name:	Lord Daemon
Gender:	Male
Status:	Not specified
Location:	Danville, Kentucky, U.S.A.
Birthdate:	Jul 31, 1984, I'm 24 and a Leo
My +Buddies:	i_h8_u_all, lil_punktasha, sweetbalz, ^Jellybean^
+Buddy Of:	sweetbalz
Bio:	I have an extremely boring life so I welcome anyone who can make it more interesting. The worst pain is loving someone you cannot have. Der Wille zur Macht Jenseits von Gut und Böse For those of you who would be interested in speaking with me... MSN: lord_daemon@hotmail.com Yahoo: daemon0876 AIM: Daemon1984 When I die, I want to go peacfully in my sleep, like my grandfather. Not screaming, like the passengers in the backseat. If one synchronized swimmer drowns, does that mean the rest of them have to drown too? Eagles may soar free and proud, but weasels never get sucked into jet engines. Remember.... You are not really drunk until you must hold on to the grass to keep from falling off the earth. You have a cough? Go home tonight, eat a whole box of Ex-Lax, and tomorrow you’ll be afraid to cough. Are you tired of all those sissy, mushy "friendship" poems that always sound good but never actually come close to reality? Well, here is a series of promises that really speaks to true friendship! 1. When you are sad, ...I will get you drunk and help you plot revenge against the sorry bastard who made you sad. 2. When you are blue, ...I’ll try to dislodge whatever is choking you. 3. When you smile, ...I’ll know you finally got laid. 4. When you are scared, ...I will rag on you about it every chance I get. 5. When you are worried, ...I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be and to quit whining 6. When you are confused, ...I will use little words to explain. 7. When you are sick, ...stay away from me until you’re well again. I don’t want whatever you have. 8. When you fall, ...I will point and laugh at your clumsy ass. [Closeup of Naraku smiling.] Naraku: Kagura... I shall set you free... [Closeup of Kagura looking confused.] Kagura: !? Kagura: You’d actually give me my freedom...? [View of Naraku.] Naraku: That’s right, Kagura. You wanted to be seperated from me didn’t you? [Closeup of Naraku.] Naraku: Which is exactly why you wanted me out of the way, and searched for the location of my heart... [Closeup of Kagura looking a bit tense.] Kagura: Humph.... You know that much, but would really give me freedom? [Naraku holds up his hand.] fx Naraku prepare [Kagura looks on in shock.] Kagura: !? [In Naraku’s hand is a heart organ.] fx heart thump [Closeup of Kagura looking wide-eyed.] Kagura: That’s my heart! [Closeup of Naraku with a smile.] Naraku: I’ll return it to you. [Kagura is clearly disbelieving.] Kagura: What...? [Closeup of Naraku, smiling slightly.] Naraku: You will be free... [The heart in Naraku’s hand vanishes.] fx heart fwish... [Energy suddenly pulses around Kagura.] fx Kagura (heart) thump [Closeup side view of Kagura looking shocked.] Kagura: My heart... has returned! [Closeup side view of Kagura looking very shocked.] fx Kagura ! [Kagura has been stabbed through the chest by three of Naraku’s tentacles.] fx tentacles thunk... [Kagura glares at Naraku in shock.] Naraku: Don’t worry... I avoided your precious heart. fx tentacles stick through Kagura: Ugh... [Closeup of Kagura looking angry.] Kagura: Na... Naraku... You bastard... [Kagura waves her fan.] fx air blade swish [The wind blade strikes Naraku’s barrier.] Naraku: Heh... fx blade wham [Naraku pulls out his tentacles.] fx tentacles gloop [Kagura slumps to the side.] fx Kagura lurch... Kagura: Ugh... [Closeup of Kagura, looking weak.] Kagura: The bastard... He fucking injected some miasma in... fx Kagura (heart) thump... [View of Naraku.] Naraku: Go... to whereever you want. [Kagura flies off on her feather.] fx feather waver... [View of Naraku looking on, smiling.] Naraku: Do your best to entertain me. During the short time until your life runs out... [Closeup of Kagura, looking weak.] Naraku: Naturally... all you will feel, is despair and agony. [Black frame.] Naraku: Kagura, that is... the freedom you wished for. "My first thought was, he lied in every word / That hoary cripple, with malicious eye" ~ Childe Roland to The Dark Tower Came by Robert Browning Stephen King is one of my favorite authors. I especially love his Dark Tower series. Quotes from the most powerful mage Krynn has ever known, Raistlin Majere. He is my favorite character from the Dragonlance novels. "So dark. Endless darkness, eternal. It was not the absence of light that was so frightening as the absence of thought, of knowledge, of comprehension. Our lives, the lives of the living will go on. The sun shines, the moons rise, we will laugh and talk, and he will know nothing, feel nothing. Nothing. So final. It will come to us all. It will come to me." "I will do this. Nothing in my life matters except this. No moment of my life exists except this moment. I am born in this moment, and if I fail, I will die in this moment." "There is a difference between wisdom and intelligence, my brother. A person may have one without the other." "Death is life’s one great certainty." "All my life, I was my own person. The choices I made, I made of my own free will. I was never held in thrall by anyone or anything; not even the Queen of Darkness herself! Bow to others in reverence and respect, but never in slavery!" "The half-elf comes to me for advice, not because I can see the future. I can’t. I am no seer. He comes because I am able to think, which is something most of these other fools seem incapable of doing." "...I break the silence now because I want the facts known. If I am to be judged by those who come after me, let me be judged by the truth." "I made love to a beautiful woman and I didn’t know it. Just my luck." "I will be an accommodating guest, I assure you! I will not set the bed linens on fire, nor will I poison the well." "If you even so much as look at my spellbooks sideways, I will turn you into a cricket and swallow you whole!" "Someday you - with all your strength and charm and good looks - you - all of you, will call me master!" "Bow only in reverence, never in subservience." "The dark crimes which stain my soul, brother, you cannot begin to imagine. If you knew, you would turn from me in horror and loathing. And, you are right. Sometimes in the night, even I turn from myself. But know this, I committed those crimes intentionally, willingly. Know this too--there are darker crimes before me, and I will commit them, intentionally, willingly... She will enter the Abyss with me. She will go before me and fight my battles. She will face dark priests, dark mages, spirits of the dead doomed to wander in that cursed land, plus the unbelievable torments that my Queen can devise. All these will wound her in body, devour her mind, and shred her soul. Finally, when she can endure no more, she will slump to the ground to lie at my feet...bleeding, wretched, dying. She will, with her last strength, hold out her hand to me for comfort. She will not ask me to save her. She is too strong for that. She will give her life for me willingly, gladly. All she will ask is that I stay with her as she dies. But I will walk past her. I will walk past her without a look, without a word. Why? Because I will no longer need her. I will continue to walk forward to my goal, and my strength will grow even as the blood flows from her pierced heart." "Hope is the denial of reality." "Someday fat innkeepers will bow to me." "I have sinned enough against the world. Teaching magic to a kender would ensure my damnation." Quotes of Fizban the Fabulous! "Uh, I seem to have forgotten something. What was my name again?" "Arrest the tree! Obstructing sunlight! That’s the charge!" "Me? Splatter! I never in my life splattered!" "No discipline in the younger generation. His father- now there was a puffball...." "Fizban. Yes... I sure thought he was dead..." “What was that name again? Fizbut? Furball?” “Got to go build another world. Let’s see. How did that go? You take a bit of dirt and mix in some bat guano...” "It was a weapon similar to-no, it wasn’t. Actually it was closer to...almost a...rather it was, sort of a- lance, that’s it! And it was quite good against dragons."(Fizban trying to describe the Dragonlance) Bang Bang (My Baby Shot Me Down) I was five and he was six We rode on horses made of sticks He wore black and I wore white He could always win the fight Bang bang he shot me down Bang bang I hit the ground Bang bang that awful sound Bang bang my baby shot me down Seasons came and changed the time When I grew up, I called him mine He would always laugh and say Remember when we used to play Bang bang I shot you down Bang bang you hit the ground Bang bang that awful sound Bang bang I used to shoot you down The music played and people sang And just for me the church bells rang Now he’s gone I don’t know why And till this day some times I cry He didn’t even say goodbye He didn’t take the time to lie Bang bang he shot me down Bang bang I hit the ground Bang bang that awful sound Bang bang my baby shot me down "As your leader, I encourage you from time to time and always in a respectful manner to question my logic. If you’re unconvinced that a plan of action I’ve decided isn’t the wisest then tell me so. But allow me to convince you and I promise you right here and now no subject will ever be taboo. Except of course the subject that was just under discussion. The price you pay for bringing up either my Chinese or American hertiage as a negative, is, I collect your fucking head! Just like this fucker here. Now, if any of you sons of bitches got anything else to say now’s the fucking time!!! I didn’t think so..." The Flower of Carnage Shindeita Asa ni Tomorai no Yuki ga furu Hagure inu no Touboe Geta no Otokishimu Iin na naomosa Mitsumete aruku Yami wo dakishimeru Janomeno kasa hitotsu Inochi no michi wo Yuku onna Namida wa tooni Sutemashita Furimuita Kawa ni Toozakaru Tabinohima Itteta tsuru wa Ugokasu Naita Ame to kaze Kieta mizu mo ni Hotsure ga miutsushi Namida sae misenai Janomeno kasa hitotsu Urami no michi wo Yuku onna Kokoro wa tooni Sutemashita Giri mo nasake mo Namida mo yume no Kinou mo ashita mo Henno nai kotoba Urami no kawa ni Mi wo yudanete Honma wa tooni Sutemashita Begrieving snow falls in the dead morning Stray dog’s howls and the footsteops of Geta pierce the air I walk with the weight of the Milky Way on my shoulders but an umbrella that holds onto the darkness is all there is. I’m a woman who walks at the brink of life and death who’s emptied my tears many moons ago. All the compassion tears and dreams The snowy nights and tomorrow hold no meaning I’ve immersed my body in the river of venegance and thrown away my womanhood many moons ago On the behalf of heaven, they’re our soldiers, the loyal, invincible and brave. Now it’s time for them to leave the country of their parents their hearts buoyed by encouraging voices. They are solemnly resolved not to return alive, without victory. Here at home, the citizens wait for you. In foreign lands, the brave troops Instead of kindness from someone I do not care about I rather prefer selifshness from you my beloved. Oh, it the world a dream or an illusion? I am all alone in jail. Urami Bushi Hana yo Kirei to, Odaterare, Saite Mitanara, Sugu Chirasareru. Baka-na, Baka-na, Baka-na On’na no... Urami-bushi. Sadame Kanashi to, Ariramete, Naki-wo Misereba, Mata Nakasareru. On’na, On’na, On’na Namida no... Urami-bushi. Nikui, Kuyashii, Yurusenai. Kesu ni Kesenai, Wasure-rarenai. Tsukinu, Tsukinu, Tsukinu On’na no... Urami-bushi. Yume yo Miren to, Warawarete, Samete-misemasu, Mada Same-kirenu. On’na, on’na, On’na-gokoro no... Urami-bushi. Makka-na Bara nya, Toge ga Aru. Sashitaka-naiga Sasazu’nya-okanu. Mo’eru, Mo’eru, Mo’eru On’na-no... Urami-bushi. Shinde Hanami ga, Sakuja Nashi, Urami Hito-suji, Ikite-yuku. On’na, On’na, On’na Inochi no... Urami-bushi. My Grudge Blues You’re beautiful, you’re the flower, he praises you. But if you bloom, he will get you scattered. Stupid. So stupid. I go so stupid singin’ my grudge blues. You can accept your pitiful fate. But when you cry, he’ll make you cry more. Women, oh women, It’s women’s tears that makes my grudge blues. I hate you. Full of regret, never forgiven. Try to erase my memory, but cannot forget you. It never ends, never, It never ends, ’cause that’s my grudge blues. They say it’s a dream, embers of one-sided attachment, laughing at you. So you decide to wake up, but fear to be fully awake. Women, oh women, Women’s soul beats on my grudge blues. Crimson roses have its sharp thorns. Don’t wanna hurt you, but have to stab you with my thorn. Burning, it’s burning, It keeps on burning within my grudge blues. No flower would bloom on my dead body. So I will live along hanging on my grudge. Women, oh women, My woman’s life belongs to my grudge blues. A girl and guy were speeding over 100 mph on the road on a motorcycle... Girl: Slow down. Im scared. Guy: No this is fun. Girl: No its not. Please, its too scary! Guy: Then tell me you love me. Girl: Fine, I love you. Slow down! Guy: Now give me a BIG hug. ::Girl hugs him:: Guy: Can you take my helmet off & put it on yourself? Its bugging me. (In the paper the next day): A motorcycle had crashed into a building because of brake failure. 2 people were on it, but only 1 survived. The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his brakes broke, but he didn’t want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him & felt her hug 1 last time, then had her wear his helmet so that she would live even though it meant that he would die. If there is anyone in life you love this much, please repost this......
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