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I missed my old profile, so I decided to go back to it.

The moment you stop trying is the moment you’ve failed. Don’t ever give up. - me

I have created an encoded message. Only the elite have cracked it.
This is the message:

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krxsodm. Uihsh lv or qslah grs uilv, hyfhqu pb rzo dpdahphou.


Claim To Fame List of people who have decoded my message:
catshley
c0urtney
Boomstick (Added props for pointing out an error)
Someone Who's Name I Forgot. Oops.
nicotinequeen
skara

My Disorders:
Paranoid
Schizotypal
Antisocial
Histrionic
Narcissistic
Obsessive-Compulsive
ADHD

So what I’m saying is, "message at your own risk."

Life is about people. It's about connections. It's not about cocks, and ass, and
tits. And butthole pleasures. It's not about these rusty trombones, and these dirty
sanchez. And these cincinatti bowties, and these pussy juice cocktail, and these shit
stained balls.

Now, back to my original profile...

Things I choose.
I choose to be egotistical.
I choose to be arrogant.
I choose to be anonymous.
I choose to be known.
I choose to be happy.
I choose to be sad.
I choose to love.
I choose to hate.
I choose whether or not I answer your messages.
I choose whether or not we’re friends.
I choose if you love me or hate me.
I choose whether I want to manipulate you or not.
I choose how many times we talk.
I choose who I want to use.
I choose who wants to fuck me.
I choose how many times you’ll think about me in a day.
I choose how I want to drive.
I choose how fast I want to walk.
I choose my own attitude.
I choose to disappear.
I choose to come back.
I choose to ignore you.
I choose to be an individual.
I choose to label myself.
I choose to be everything I’ve dreamed.
I choose to be a slacker.
I choose what colors I wear.
I choose to lie to the people that think they know me.
I choose to be honest to the people that I don’t know at all.
I choose to hate people that are fake.
I choose to be fake just to hate myself for it.
I choose how many times a day I think about you.
I choose how many times a day I think about killing you.
I choose where I will be when I commit the perfect crime.
I choose to be perfect.
I choose to be discreet.
I choose to always strive for first place.
I choose to go against the tide.
I choose to never be satisfied.
I choose why humanity ostracizes me.
I choose to never be psychotic again.
I choose to be evil.
I choose to be hardfuckencore.
I choose to steal your girlfriend.
I choose to let her go.
I choose to move on.
I choose to be alone.
I choose to be vulnerable.

Things that are chosen for me.
It is chosen that I do not do drugs without dying.
It is chosen that I look the way I do.
It is chosen that I will always come in second place.
It is chosen that life will always try to bring me down.
It is chosen that too many people will die because of me.
It is chosen that no matter how hard I try, I can’t bring people back to life.
It is chosen that I will live a short life.
It is chosen that people I don’t know will hate me.
It is chosen that people I don’t know will love me.
It is chosen that I will hurt.
It is chosen that eventually, everyone I know will turn their back on me for some time.
It is chosen that I will never be fat.
It is chosen that I will never lead a rock star life.
It is chosen that life will always go on.
It is chosen that regret is the simplest form of suppressing the future.
It is chosen that sin is much more tempting than goodness.
It is chosen that we all will lose someone we love.
It is chosen that lost love is the greatest pain.
It is chosen that moving on is the only way to soothe that pain.
It is chosen that vulnerability is a weakness.

The Soundtrack of My Life

opening credits: ? - your spirit ( magic alex mix )
average-day scene: sum 41 - hell song
best-friend scene: they might be giants - mammal / they might be
giants - dinner bell
first-date-scene: miss jane - fine day
crush scene: bt - dreaming
falling-in-love scene: u2 - mysterious ways
sex scene: juno reactor - conga fury ( animatrix mix )
morning-after scene ( because there’s always a morning after ): korn
- adidas
fight-with-friend scene: supreme beings of leisure - under the
gun
break-up scene: puddle of mudd - she fucking hates me
miserable-without-each-other scene: dashboard confessionals - bend
and not break
get-back-together scene: peter gabriel - in your eyes
wedding scene: charlotte church - ave maria
long-night-alone scene: delerium - silence
heartbreak scene: taking back sunday - cute without the ’e’ ( cut
from the team )
mental-breakdown scene: noir soundtrack - cante per me
driving-at-night scene: squarepusher - my red hot car ( album version
)
driving-during-the-day scene: death in vegas - hands around my
throat
deep-thought scene: sneaker pimps - six underground
regret scene: nin - hurt
"life’s okay" scene: beanie man - who am i?
party at house scene: [-=depending on type of party=-]
underworld - bruce lee ( micronauts remix ) / underworld - pearl’s girl /
j.d.a. & digital boy & mc rage - hardcore 4 life
feeling mischevious scene: marilyn manson - beautiful people (
horrible people remix )
happy dance scene: zombie nation - kernkraft 400 ( oh oh oh remix
)
flashback scene: fear factory - cars
closing credits: yoko kanno - voices ( original japanese version from
"macross plus" )


Lastly, I’ve decided to repost some info. You see, I don’t like putting my AIM name
or my Yahoo name on here, because I don’t want people messaging me. I have about 7 people
on my AIM and 4 on my Yahoo. I think 5 on MSN. That’s where I go to talk to people that
I pretty much always want to talk to. I don’t have to grudgingly think, "If I get
online, ____ might be on, and I don’t want to talk to him/her." Fuck that. So if
you really want to get ahold of me, just call me. My cell phone number is 816.223.4447.
Ask for Chris. If I don’t answer, just leave a message. In fact, if you want to stop by,
my address is 4200 N Locust Apt #103; Kansas City, MO 64116.