[b] [blue]R.I.P Scott Robert Moody. R.I.P Paige Harshbarger. R.I.P Megan Karus. R.I.P
Sheri "Kay" Shafer. Im gonna miss you all so much.
Scott. All i wanna know is why would you do this. How could you do this. What caused you
to do this. I dont understand. I thought you were okay. I really do love you baby. And i
will miss you like crazy. You all will always be in my heart and thoughts. R.I.P.
[purple] Scott. You were the love of my life. You were everything i'd live for from day to
day. I woke up hopeing to hear your voice and to see you beautiful face. I loved you so
much more then you had ever know. I may have came off to you as me not loving you. But i
did and i hope you know that. I wish you were still here with me cause i want to be with
you so badly. I just want to feel your touch and hear your voice. You were my everything
and now i have nothing. I miss you terribly and i hope to be with you agian one day. In
heaven. I love you baby so much then you know. R.I.P 8-12-86 to 5-29-05
[b]My Fwends. (My closest friends)
[blue]Dano. You were always there for all of us. That ment a lot to everyone. You were so
kind and caring and so patient. You were the best friend anyone could ever have. I will
never for you and the memories we had together. I love you Daniel. R.I.P Dano. I wish you
could come back to us. We all need you more then ever. I wish i could go back to that
night and save you from all that. save you from even going to that game. This is so hard.
I miss you Dano. and I hope to be with you again. I love you.
[red]Corey. The love I have for you. I cant explain. I miss you so much. You were my best
friend. and I trusted you with everything in me. I miss you so much. Why’d that shit
happen between us. I regret it a lot. Cause we that shit didnt happen I dont know we may
or may not still be close. But I wish we were still as close as we were before. I miss you
dearly. and I love you with all my heart and always will.
[gray]Tom. I love you kid. Your the best. Your so caring and so patient. You remind me of
Dan. Maybe thats why you and dan were so close. You two somewhat act the same. Always so
patient and caring and always there for any of your friends when their in need. I love you
tom and I hope we stay as close as we are forever. I love you kid. More then you know and
more then I show. Your a great friend and I thank you for that.
[purple]Bean. (Cari) My sister. I love you a lot. Just you piss me off A LOT. but i spose
thats normal. eh? lol. I will always be here for you. Even when i turn 18 and move away
next yr i will still be there for you. Whatever you need Whenever you need me i will be
there. Never forget that. I love you little sis and i hope you dont make the same mistakes
i did when i was your age. I love you little sister. Im ALWAYS here for you.
[green]Steph. Your my best friend ever. You’ve always been there for me. Ive known you
longer then ive known any of the other i have on here. and im glad to have your
friendship. Your a great friend and i love you. Also whatever choices you make are your
choices. I cant change them even if i hate them with a passion! haha. You know. haha. UCK
YOURSELF! lol. I love you steph and im ALWAYS here for you too.
Ronnie. You make me soooo happy. You dont even know. If i was to ever lose you i
dont know what i would do. You mean so much to me. Your my world and your my everything. I
love you so much babe! ::kisses::
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[blue] [b]In memory of Daniel Jacob Campbell..12-14-86 to 10-18-03.. Dan you’ll always be
in my heart and thoughts..i love you alot and i hope your happy wherever you are..i miss
you.. Dan i wish you were still here.. i have so much more to talk to you about.. *crys*
Its been two months already.. its so hard to realize that your gone.. Parts of you are
still with each of us.. Dan you were My best friend.. and i will never ever forget you.. I
love you..
[purple] [b]In memory of Ashley Mae Smith..03-16-88 to 10-17-03..You’ll always be in my
thoughts and heart ashley..i hope your happy wherever you are and i hope your with
dan..cause dan was a happy guy when he was with you..I love you both and miss you guys
lots..I’ll never forget either one of you
[red]~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Kud. *Dustin* Your a great guy to talk to. You’ve always been there for me.Your
the best! I
you.
Seany. Your a great friends also. Your always there for me to buddy! I
you too!.
[blue]~+~+~+~+~+~+~+~+~+~+~+~+~+~+~+~+~+~+~+~+~+
.
/:.Quotes.
/:.
[red]"The hardest thing in the world to do is watch the person you love,
love someone else."
"If you really love something set it free, If it comes back its yours, if
it doesn’t it was never meant to be."
"It’s better to be hated for who you are than to be loved for who you are
not."-Slinque from L3ft.
[blue]"if do and not make dont, and will and not make wont, does that mean do and nah
make DAH!!."-Dano...
[red]What if life were a dream. Would you be there waiting for me. Suicide in a sleep. I’d
rather die and have you miss me.
[green]If you could come my way. What could i do to make you stay. Then you could
penetrate my life. Then you’d rip me up inside.
[red]Until forever. I’ll never stop loving you
[blue]I believe that if I should die and you were to walk near my grave from the very
depths of
the earth I would hear your footsteps.
[gray]I wonder when you look into my eyes and watch my heart shatter, does it break your
heart
too, even crack it a little bit?
[red]"What if life were a dream? Would you be there waiting for me?"
[green]This life has deadend my nerves.. What purpose does happiness serve?
Why do I dream?.. It’s not worth the pain of realizing reality.
[red]One day you’ll see that you need me more then I need you, But I wont need you
anymore.
[orange]/*\/*\/*\/*\/*\/*\/*\/*\/*\/*\/*\/*\/*\/*\/*\/*\/*\/*\/*\/*\
[red]~*~Poems I Like~*~
[purple]we spend all of our lives goin’ out of our minds
looking back to our birth, forward to our demise
even scientists say, everything is just light
not created, destroyed but eternally bright
masters in every time, lord in everyplace
those who stood up for love down in spite of the hate
we spend all of our lives goin’ out of our minds
they live in the light...
[orange] This is a great poem.
[green] [b]*I’ll be there*
*when no one is there for you*
*and you think no one cares*
*when the whole world walks out on you*
*and you think you’re alone*
*I’ll be there*
*when the one you care about the most*
*could care less about you*
*when the one you gave your heart to*
*throws it in your face*
*I’ll be there*
*when the person you trusted*
*betrays you*
*when the person you share all your memories with*
*cant even remember your birthday*
*I’ll be there*
*when all you need is a friend*
*to listen to you whine*
*when all you need is someone*
*to catch your tears*
*I’ll be there*
*when your heart hurts so bad*
*you cant even breath*
*when you just want to crawl up and die*
*I’ll be there*
*when you start to cry*
*after hearing that sad song*
*when the tears just won’t*
*stop falling down*
*I’ll be there*
*So you see, I’ll be there until the end*
*this is a promise I can make*
*if you ever need me*
*just give me a call and*
*I’ll be there*
[purple]Good Poem. I yike it a lot.
[blue]Silent whispers in the night call to me as i reach for the stars. One by one they
all fall down and I’m left alone to dream, hope, and scream again. All I own, and all I
want, are my sudden dreams, sudden hopes, and sudden screams. I talk to what I have left,
but all I ahve left are my bright stars, which seem to grow less bright by each passing
day. All I can do now is dream, hope, and scream.
Even though you say you love me. Do you really mean it, or do you just say it? I dont
understand the way you look at me, the way you make me smile, you make me feel so special.
Why do you do the things you do I cant stand the way I feel about you. I want you when
your not here. I call you but you never call back. I love you but I dont think you love me
the same way. I love you so tell me if you love me. So I can feel the same way.
[gray]Poem I wrote.
[red]My days have been dark since you left me.
But now thats all changing.
Theres someone coming into my life making things bright and happy again.
I dont need you. Your not worth my time.
Everything we had is the past and thats how I tend to leave it.
All the tears I cryed for you are forgotten and all the cuts are healing and lifes
begining to shape up and be better for me and everyone else.
I dont need you. I dont want you. Your like a image of the past.
The past. and thats how I tend to leave it.
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[green] [b]Some Very Good Songs.
[gray]"Meant To Live"-Switchfoot
Fumbling his confidence
And wondering why the world has passed him by
Hoping that he’s bent for more than arguments
And failed attempts to fly, fly
[Chorus]
We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
Somewhere we live inside
Somewhere we live inside
We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
Somewhere we live inside
Dreaming about Providence
And whether mice or men have second tries
Maybe we’ve been livin with our eyes half open
Maybe we’re bent and broken, broken
[Chorus]
We want more than this world’s got to offer
We want more than this world’s got to offer
We want more than the wars of our fathers
And everything inside screams for second life, yeah
We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
We were meant to live
We were meant to live
[red]"Awake And Dreaming"-Finger Eleven
[blue]i can’t lose anything
[green]so what’s left is mine
[orange]and I win this time
[purple]consolation day
[gray]i’ll make up a way
[red]i’ll know now just what to say
[blue]i’ll get away from you
[green]wait and I’ll be begging
[orange]i’ll pull you down
[purple]i saw it all again
[gray]fading memory became clear to me
[red]i try but I can’t say
[blue]that I’m yours for good
[green]support me you said you would
[orange]i’ll get away from you
[purple]wait and I’ll be begging
[gray]i’ll pull you down
[red]awake and dreaming
[blue]I’m only sleeping
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[center][blue]Info On Meself.
[red]LAYER ONE:
Name: Amanda.
-- Birth date: March 26th, 1987
-- Birthplace: Bellefontaine Ohio. Usa.
-- Hair Color: Red.
-- Height: 5’4-5’5
-- Righty or Lefty: Righty.
-- Zodiac Sign: Aries.
[blue]LAYER TWO:
-- Your heritage: Italian.(very little.) Scott Irish.
-- The shoes you wore today: None. didnt do anything that required shoes.
-- Your weakness: Spending all my money.
--Your signifigant other: Uh What.
-- Your fears: Inclosed Small Places. And Spiders.
-- Your perfect pizza: Dont like pizza. but id have to say. Pepperoni, Cheese, Bacon,
Olives, Onions and Banana Peppers.
-- Goal: To go to skool for cosmetology. and Be with the one I love.
[green]LAYER THREE:
-- Your most overused phrase on MSN: Yeah. Okay. Lol. w/e. I ono.
-- Your thoughts first waking up: I miss him. I wish he was still lying here next to me. I
wish ronnie was here.
-- Your best physical feature: My eyes.
-- Your bedtime: Whenever i feel like sleepin.
--Your most missed memory: Hanging with Dano. R.I.P Daniel Jacob Campbell. I miss you.
::heart:
And being with ronnie all the time. and having him to kiss and hold.
[orange]LAYER FOUR:
-- Pepsi or Coke: Mt. Dew. or Pepsi. NO i like Juice.
-- McDonald’s or Burger King: Wendys. Burger King.
-- Single or group dates: Single. Get to be closer to the person. But group if you had the
friends i have.
-- Adidas or Nike: Etnies. Adidas
-- Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Lipton Ice Tea.
-- Chocolate or vanilla: Chocolate.
[purple]LAYER FIVE:
-- Smoke: Yep
-- Cuss: What the fuck you think?
-- Sing: In the shower.
-- Take a shower everyday: Yee. Of course.
-- Have a crush: Yes I do.
-- Do you think you’ve been in love: Yep.
-- Want to go to college: Nope.
-- Like(d) high school: Yes i did. great school.
-- Want to get married: Yeah.
-- Believe in yourself: Yeah.
-- Get motion sickness: Nope.
-- Think you’re attractive: Not Really.
-- Think you’re a health freak: A little.
-- Get along with your parent(s): Yes
-- Like thunderstorms:Not really. Only when ronnies next to me. He makes me feel safe.
-- Play an instrument: Nah.
[gray]LAYER SIX:
In the past month...
-- Drank alcohol: Yep.
-- Smoked: cigs or weed? Weed. Cigs. Yep.
-- Done a drug: Yep.
-- Had sex: Yep.
-- Made Out: Yep.
-- Gone on a date: Nope.
-- Eaten an entire box of Oreos: Gross.
-- Eaten sushi: Nasty.
-- Been on stage: Yes.
-- Been dumped: Yep.
-- Gone skating: Nope.
-- Made homemade cookies: Nope
-- Gone skinny dipping: Nope.
-- Dyed your hair: Yep.
-- Stolen anything: Nope.
[red]LAYER SEVEN:
Ever...
-- Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: Yep.
-- Been caught "doing something": Hehe. Maybe.
-- Been called a tease: All the time.
-- Gotten beaten up: Almost.
-- Shoplifted: Yee.
[blue]LAYER EIGHT:
-- Age you hope to be married: Who knows.
-- Numbers and Names of Children: 2. Girl-Britlee. Boy-Gage or Zane
-- Describe your Dream Wedding: Outside. Near a waterfall.
-- How do you want to die: Happy and Peaceful.
--What do you want to be when you grow up: A Cosmetologist. or Photographer.
-- What country would you most like to visit: Alaska. Canada. and England.
[green]LAYER NINE:
In a guy/girl..
-- Best eye color? Blue. or Brown. Hazel.
-- Best hair color? Brown. Black. or Blonde.
-- Short or long hair: Short
-- height: Taller then me
-- Best weight: 150-180
-- Best articles of clothing: Pants. and Shirt
[orange]LAYER TEN:
-- # of drugs taken illegally: 2
-- # of people I could trust with my life: 5
-- # of CDs that I own: too many to count
-- # of piercings: 4 Had to take out belly ring for surgery.
-- # of tattoos: Yes. 4. One on toe. One on ankle. One on each wrist.
-- # of scars on my body: 5
-- # of things in my past that I regret: Ever leaving Ronnie. I love him and Miss him
greatly.
[red]APPEARANCE
Hair: Red. and Short.
Height: 5’5
Figure: Little.
[blue]STYLE
Clothing: Tight jeans. and a tank.
Music: Punk. Rap.
Makeup: Eyeline. Eyeshadow. and Mascara. Foundation.
Body art: Nah.
[green]RIGHT NOW
Wearing: Pants, Hurley shirt, shoes, socks, thong, bra, wife beater.
Music: Notta.
Thinking of: Ronnie.
Feeling: Mad. and upset.
[orange]LAST THING YOU...
Bought: Pop.
Did: Talked to my sister and wendy.
Before that: went to the gas station.
Read:No.
Watched on TV: The soaps.
[purple]EITHER / OR
Club or Houseparty: Houseparty. More fun.
Tea or Coffee: Tea
Cats or Dogs: Cats
Single or Taken: Single.
Pen or Pencil: Black Pen.
Gloves or Mittens: Neither. Hate em both.
Food or Candy: Food.
Cassette or CD: CD
Snuff or Cigarettes: Cigs
Coke or Pepsi: Pepsi
Matches or a Lighter: lighter
Sunset Beach or The Bold and the Beautiful: Bold and the Beautiful.
Rickie Lake or Oprah Winfrey: Neither.
[gray]WHO DO YOU WANT TO...
Kill: A couple.
Look like: Anyone, rather then myself.
Be like: Myself. I love the way I am.
[blue]FAVORITE
Food: Chinese. Yum.
Drink: Juice. or Mt. Dew.
Color: Pink and Black.
Album: Twista
Shoes: Etnies.
Site: Myspace.
Song: Emotions. Twista
Vegetable: Broccli and Cauliflower.
Fruit: Pinapple. and Canalope. and Grapes.
[red]Last movie you saw: Fast and Furious. Tokyo Drift.
Last movie you saw on the big screen: Final Destionation 3
Last phone number you called: the hospital.
Last thing you had to drink: Mt. Dew.
Last thing you ate: hamburger and mac & cheese.
Last time you showered: An hour ago.
Last time you smiled: When ronnie kissed me this morning.
Last time you laughed: When i was with ronnie in bed last night.
Last person you hugged: Ronnie
Last person you kissed: Ronnie.
Last person you talked to online: Rachel.
Last thing you smelled: Ronnie.
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[orange]*Name: Amanda (Manda)
*Name Backwards: adnamA (adnaM)
*Does your name mean anything?: I ono. never looked it up.
*Were you named after anyone?: Some Song.
*Nick Name(s): Manda. Manda-bear.
*Birthday: March 26th.
*Ethnicity: White Girl
*Sign: Aries
*Religion: Catholic
*Height: 5’4
*Hair color: Red
*Eye color: Hazel
*What do you look like?: Myself.
*Innie or Outie?: Innie.
*Righty, Lefty, or Ambidextrous?: Righty.
[green]~*WHO IS YOUR*~
*Favorite on-line/offline Girl(s):Steph. Bean.
*Favorite on-line/offline Guy(s): Ronnie.
*Funniest friend: Ronnie.
*Craziest friend: Tifinni.
*Loudest Friend: Brooks.
*Person you cry with: Myself. errrr.
[blue]~*D0 Y0U HAVE*~
*Any sisters: Yep. 1. Bean.
*Any brothers: Nope.
*Any pets: Nope.
*A leather jacket with studs on it?:Nope.
*A Pool or hot tub:Nope.
[red]~*DESCRIBE Y0UR *~
*Personality: Quiet. Shy. Easy to get along with.
*Room: Black.
*Shoes: Black DVS.
*Bed: Futone.
*Relationship with your parent(s): Great.
[purple]~* D0 Y0U *~
*Get motion sickness: Nope.
*Believe in yourself: I ono.
*Do you believe in love at first sight? Yep. Of course. Fell in love with ronnie when i
first set eyes on him. *blushes*
*Consider yourself a good listener: Yep.
*Consider yourself a good friend: Yep.
*Believe in reincarnation: Yep.
*Like to make fun of people: Yep. lol. Sometimes.
*Dream in color: Yep.
*Sleep with a stuffed animal: Nope just my penguin blanky. and ronnies shirt.
[gray]~*WHAT IS / ARE / WAS *~
*Right next to you: Mouse. Chair. Cell phone. Purse.
*On the walls of your room: Friends. and Random Stuff.
*On your mouse pad: Nothing.
*Your dream date: Ronnie.
*Your dream honeymoon spot: Caribbean.
*Your bedtime: 12-4am
*Your bad time of the day: When someone wakes me up or when someone pisses me off.
*Your worst fear(s): Being Alone. Clowns. Spiders. Any kind of bug rly.
*The best trick you ever played on someone: Took tittys cigs and made him look everywhere
for them.
*The weirdest food or drink that you like: Pizza with Ranch dressin or chicken nuggets
with ranch dressing. Cappachino and hot chocolate.
*The hardest thing about growing up: Being a teen.
*Your funniest experience: Ronnies b-day party.
*Your scariest moment: when ronnie was going out around a car and there was a big
dumptruck coming right for us.
*The silliest thing you’ve said: Stam and pev.
*The craziest thing that’s ever happened while with your friend(s): Going to michigan at
12:30 in the morn and gettin there at like 4 am and then gettin drunk and not sleeping for
like 2 days.
*The worst feeling in the world: To drunk. Lonliness. Depressed.
*The best feeling in the world: Knowing ronnie still cares.
[orange]~*FAV0RITES*~
*Number: 69. 2. 21. 18. 23.
*Color: Pink. Black. Silver. Red. White.
*Day: Friday and Saturday.
*Month: March. June. July. and August.
*Song: On my own. The used.
*Movie: American History X.
*Food: Pizza. Salad. Chicken and Potatoes.
*Bands: Twista, Do or Die, Hinder, Seether.
*Season: Summer. and Fall.
*Class: None.
*Teacher: Mrs. Wesse.
*Drink: Juice.
*Veggie: Tatoes. Broccli. Cauliflower.
*Fruit: Strawberrys. Canteloup. Bananas.
*TV Channel: MTV or Fuse.
*Store: Hot Topic. Pac-Sun. Nirvana. American Eagle.
*Animal: Monkey.
*Flower: Rose. and Carnations.
*State: Wisconsin.
[green]~*THIS 0R THAT*~
*Me/You: You.
*Coke/pepsi: Pepsi.
*Day/night: Night.
*Cd/casette: Cd.
*Dvd/vhs: DVD.
*Jeans/khakis: Jeans.
*Car/truck: Car.
*Tall/short: Tall.
*Lunch/dinner: Dinner.
*Gap/Old Navy: Gap.
*Lipstick/Lip gloss: Lip Gloss.
*Silver/Gold: Silver.
[blue]~*L0VE -N- RELATI0NSHIP *~
*Do you have a bf/gf or a likewise relationship?: I have something just not sure what yet.
*Do you have a crush?: Yep.
*How long have you liked him/her? For like 2 years.
*Why do you like this person?: Cause hes perfect. but a guy i rly rly like. I loves him!
*How long was your longest relationship?: A yr and a half.
*How long was your shortest relationship?:A week.
*Who was your first love or who IS your first love? Ronnie.
[red]~*THE PAST*~
*What is the one thing you would change about your past?: A lot. Saving Dan from the
accident and him dying.
and Gettin mad at ronnie and leaving him.
*What is the biggest mistake you regret?: Sleeping with that one kid. *puke*
*Last thing you heard: The kids.
*Last thing you saw:Computer Screen.
*Last thing you said: Mhm.
*Who is the last person you saw?: Wendy.
*Who is the last person you kissed?: Ronnie. My Baby!
*Who is the last person you hugged?: Ronnie. My Baby!
*Who is the last person you fought with?: Ronnie.
*Who was the last person you called: Ronnie.
*Who was the last person to call you: Nate.
*What is the last TV show you saw?: As the world turns.
[gray]~*THE PRESENT ~*
*What are you wearing?: A red shirt and light blue jeans.
*What are you doing?: Doing this.
*Who are you talking to?: No one.
*What song are you listening to?: Notta.
*Where are you?: Wendys house.
*Who are you with?: Wendy, Joey and Emily.
*How are you feeling?: Tired.
*Are you in a chatroom?: Nope. Only on MSN.
[purple]~* FUTURE*~
*What day is it tomorrow?: Wensday.
*What are you going to do after this?: I ono.
*Who are you going to talk to?: No one.
*Where are you going to go?: to the school to get Katelyn.
*How old will you be when you graduate?: 18
*What do you wanna be?: Cosmetologist. Photographer.
*What is one of your dreams?: Being with ronnie for the rest of my life.
[orange]~*HAVE Y0U EVER *~
*Drank?: Yep.
*Smoked?: Yep.
*Had sex?: Yep.
*Stolen?: Yep.
*Done anything illegal?: Yep.
*Wanted to die?: Yep.
*Hit someone?: Yep.
[green]~*0THER *~
*Do you write in cursive or print?: Print.
*Do you drive?: Yep.
*Do you have glasses or braces?: Nope.
*Did you like this survey? : Not rly. Its kinda Gay.
[blue]~*PHYS. & APPEAR.*~
*What do you most like about your body?: Me being the size i am.
*And least?: Face. Legs.Feet.
*How many fillings do you have?: I ono. None.
*Do you think you’re good looking?: Nope. not at all.
*Do other people often tell you that you’re good-looking? Yep. All the time.
*Do you look like any celebrites: Nope.
[gray]~*FASHION*~
*Do you wear a watch?: Nope.
*How many coats and jackets do you own?: To many.
*Favorite pants/skirt color?: Black. Blue. Plaid.
*Most expensive item of clothing?: Dress.
*Most treasured?: The clothes of Dans and ronnies.
*What kind of shoes do you wear?: DVS. Sandles.
*Describe your style in one word: Me.
[gray]i
won’t
hurt you
i promise i
really won’t
i love you so much
and you love me so much
so i would never hurt you ever
[red]I Love You Ronnie Sagraves
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