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Login:	gizmo019
Role:	Regular
Mood:	Adored - Mood history
Real Name:	jessica
Gender:	Female
Status:	Single & not looking
Location:	Buffalo, New York, U.S.A.
Birthdate:	Sep 14, 1984, I'm 23 and a Virgo
My +Buddies:	-BossY-*, ::Tink::, Statyk
+Buddy Of:	None yet.
Bio:	I need a Journal [red] This is my life and it's ening one minute at a time... I get up... I walk... I fall down... But meanwhile... I keep dancing I can see it in your eyes when we love a part of us dies [red]living to impress.... yet I fail to be impressed.... Who am I in your eyes.... because I don't see anything Lime Tree (Doubt) - intelligent, hard working, accepts what life dishes out, but not before trying to change bad circumstances into good ones, hates fighting and stress, enjoys getaway vacations, may appear tough, but is actually soft and relenting, always willing to make sacrifices for family and friends, has many talents but not always enough time to use them, can become a complainer, great leadership qualities, is jealous at times but extremely loyal. I wake today with pure desperation a pain so pure it's taken away only by your presence Some may say it's infatuation but it's only a longing a wish a hope for a day the pain is swiftly smeared away the pain replaced not with happiness but with contentment memmorie of a smile i created a smile so big it made me feel my presence replaced desperation with happiness "All the ways you wish you could be, that's me. I look like you wanna look, I fuck like you wanna fuck, I am smart, capable, and most importantly, I am free in all the ways that you are not." "Its not until you lose everything that you are free to do anything" "You're not your job. You're not how much money you have in the bank. You're not the car you drive. You're not the contents of your wallet. You're not your fucking khakis. You're the all-singing, all-dancing crap of the world." "The things you own end up owning you." "You have a kind of sick desperation in your laugh" "Sticking feathers up your butt does not make you a chicken." "If you wake up at a different time in a different place, could you wake up as a different person?" "And then, something happened. I let go. Lost in oblivion. Dark and silent and complete. I found freedom. Losing all hope was freedom." "With a gun barrel between your teeth, you speak only in vowels." "A condom is the glass slipper for our generation. You slip one on when you meet a stranger. You dance all night, and then you throw it away" "She's a predator posing as a house pet." [blue] [center] Things I love ::boys:: ::partys:: ::kisses:: ::hugs:: ::close friends:: ::drunken pictures:: ::cuddle puddles:: ::shopping:: ::my cousin quervo:: ::ecko:: ::music:: ::my home country.....CANADA:: ::flirting:: ::cuddling:: ::eating:: ::candy necklaces:: Things I hate ::bitchy girls:: ::cat fights:: ::sloppy kisses:: ::fighting:: ::liars:: ::hangovers:: ::forgetting:: ::car accidents:: ::lonliness:: [purple]::About Me:: I grew up in Canada...on six nations reservation I have blonde hair which I change all the time because I hate it I have green eyes....probably my best characteristic I used to love going out...but people cause too much drama and talk about me... because I am a bitch! Apparently...I'm a bitch. I'm a sap...I give everyone a chance to be my friend....actually I give everyone three chances... I really shouldn't If I could take everything you've given me and turn it into memories if I could have happiness If I could keep everything I would try If everything was built to last so far away and distant as she looks into his eyes she wanders through a forest full of broken dreams lost love and lies he doesn't want to hurt her but as long as he doesn't care her heart slowly turns cold she longs not for love but for passion, desire hope for a better tomorrow
Contact
Message:	send me a private message
Email:	private
ICQ:	n/a
Homepage:	don't have one