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emmbers25 |
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Smitten  - Mood history |
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we are all just # |
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Female |
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Single & looking |
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Iola, Kansas, U.S.A. |
| Birthdate: |
Feb 24, 1986, I'm 22 and a Pisces |
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House_Head, impurity, KCobainlives, yipyah |
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emmbersguests, KCobainlives |
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granted it has parts where we have walked together and the grass is more worn
but now it is my time to walk it alone and for myself
i am:abandoned
i miss:being in love
i want:to be with someone who cares
i have:nothing
i hate:people
i fear:love
i play:with my own emotions
i hear:nothinhness
i care:for more people then i should
i smile:not enough
i wonder:how life would be with out me in it
i love:a stranger
i messed up:everything and then some
i think:i want to die
i always:am alone even when i am around people
i am not:happy or loved
i dance:when i feel like no one cares what i look like or when i want to be just me
i sing:to songs that are over played on the radio
i talk about:things that are not important to me
i cry: because of my friends
i spilled:my heart to the wrong people
i wish:i was dead
i keep:on being someone im not
i am not always:who you think i am
i can:bleed
i cant:bring myself to death i am weak
i write:to express the unadressed issues of my life
i win:heatbreak
i lose:friends and people who actually do care about me because i go for the people who
need caring about them
i smell:blood
i confuse:myself and people i love
i need:to bleed sometimes to ease the pain
i should:let go
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these are pics that are mine and only mine... SO no you cannot see • College People (25, 25 new )
not always right, sometimes wrong, but always fun • Laura Baby pics (6, 6 new )
Growing up is not easy, but hey we all do it, came home and wanted to remind myself of how shit use to be... here are a few of my favorites • my life as a duck (24, 24 new )
this is an slbum that shows what it would be like if i were a duck • New Years Eve (11, 11 new )
well i through one hell of a party... here are jsut a few of the pics • our little secret (6, 6 new )
Wouldnt you like to know? • Randomosity... (19, 19 new )
randomnessness • Running riot (12, 12 new )
These are pictures of my Boys’ band Running Riot • school\play\photos (0, 0 new) • skate park (9, 9 new )
well i have these friends that i don’t too much talk to anymore but just found pics of i miss talking to them • Teenagers...pffft (6, 6 new )
These are pics of my waked out friends doing stuff? there are a few of me as well.. growing up was never ment to be boring... so we try and make it fun • wisconsin trip (10, 10 new )
things we did and saw in wisconsin My Reviews (None Yet)My Poems• footsteps (2 | 2006-09-23  )
• riddles (3 | 2006-09-01 )
• In love (updated) (2 | 2005-05-10 )
• confused on him (1 | 2005-03-30 )
• To Griffin (2 | 2005-02-28 )
• fucked up (5 | 2004-03-06 )
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