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~Alone
Spin, while standing still.
Loud, while sitting in the quiet.
Light, found in the darkness.
Thoughts race through an empty mind,
and movement in a still body.
~Pressure
So much pressure it's hard to breathe,
Mind is racing, don't know what to believe.
Loving outstretched arms corner me into obligation,
And I am traped, driven by my own temptation.
Broken promises restrain my own freewill,
going so fast , yet I'm standing still.
Dangerous plees have a hold on me,
they blind my judgement, so I can not see.
My choices traped by a familure face,
uncontrolably forced to increase to a faster pace.
My conscienceness and my essence were captured by you,
My mind does what you command it to do.
No use fighting it, I must give in,
It's finally time to declare that,
you win!
~Truth
As i live through each day with its fical tasks and unimportant daily routines. My mind
begines to wander, and i find myslef dreaming of you.
It seems that everything i encounter, only remeinds me of us, how we embrace eachother and
how i care so much.
I've never felt like this before, its a scary but uplifting feeling. i count the hours we
are togther, and the seconds when we are apart.
I thought that i was dead inside and that something was missing from deep within, now i
finally relize it was you taht i was lacking, you fill the void and complete my heart.
Just thinking of you puts a smile on my face, and hearing your voice makes my heart skip a
beat. When you hug me and hold me close, i feel as though nothing will ever harm me. i
find myself when i look in your eyes, and everything seems to be at peace.Then you kiss my
hand and make me blush, then I wonder how life without you would be.
Frowns would be a horrible desease, and you would be the missing cure.People would spend
their hole lives just looking for you, so that you would bring laughter once more.
You are the sky overlooking the ground, the oceans current,snow at the top of a mountain
and the peace that triumphs over war.
You are the reflection I see in the mirror, the one I've been searching for.
You are the one i want to talk to and see everyday.the one i want to share my inner most
thoughts wilth, and fall asleep with everynight.
You are the one i want to wake up to every morning, our bodies lying side by side and your
arms wrapped around me so tight.
I know you care about me, i can see it in your eyes, but whiether or not your feelings
match my own, i know it never could be.
My lust is indescribable and sometimes hard to understand, but it always makes sure to
stay hidden away, so no one will ever see.
One day it will escape from my grasp, straight from my heart and out through my lips, and
i wont know what to do.
I just hope the feelings will be mutual and you will completely understand when i say the
words...
I Love You!
~Aftermath
Body is quivering, and my mind has gone blank.I know i am still experiencing the fear.
You can see it in my eyes, witness it in my face, it hovers in the reflection of the
mirror.
My soul has gone numb, as i cry myself to sleep.the darkness still lingers as i wake
suddenly in the dead of night, and quietly begin to weep.
Everyone has a purpose, and for some reason mine must not have been forfilled.For I am
still here, my heart not yet stilled.
My thoughts become questions, and i find myself asking why.Then it invades my
conscienceness and surrounds me where i lye.
I was spared taht night, mu life still left for me to live to it's fullest.And i will make
it a point to do so, i will treasure it even when it's at it's dullest.
But you,your body was left unpolished, and damaged at the sight.This unforgetable
experience will be etched in your thoughts forever, the harships of that night.
It will linger in our memories, laugh at our innocents, we will never know why this
happened to us.And we'll spend our whole lives trying to make sense of it all, but move on
we must.
I was scared, but hidding it with a smile on my face.i am still worried about you, and i
hope thats everything will return to its proper place.
~Judgement day
Your values do not reflect my own. i am myslef. Unlike you i give into my inner
ambitions, and the day will come when i must decide. My choice will be true, true to
myself. the day will come and I will be ready. There will be no regrets, no termoil
between my head and my heart. Everything will stand together and agree. i will feel
free, and my anxieties lifted. It will be a valunerable time, i will be at risk. It will
be up to you to trust in yourself and make the right decision. Our lives changed, never
to be the same again. The way it's sappose to be. Everything will fall into it's
rightfull place. No feelings will be left behind...no memories forgotten. Desires will
be treated with respect. fantasies taken into account. love will be our wisdom, our
experience. We will be comfortable, and understanding. our instincts will guide the way.
Wants and needs will be important and focused on, as the hunger grows inside. Everything
will be perfect according to us...On judgement day! |
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