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| Role: |
CS Lite |
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| Mood: |
Lonely  - Mood history |
| Real Name: |
Amanda |
| Gender: |
Female |
| Status: |
Single & not looking |
| Location: |
Toronto, Ontario, Canada |
| Birthdate: |
Jul 22, 1980, I'm 29 and a Cancer |
| My +Buddies: |
.nar., .xofer., :rukkus:, Atrix, Dakota_Barnes, DirectDrive, DirkD, djOpel, DynamicUno, epiphanes, Everybodies_D, HEATER, jam., JustJill, mannik5000, mizz.lee, Nubtech, Psychick, ravrkittie, Red_Velvet, robotpilot, SINEP, SPINJA, the_mad_monk, TransPlant, Weitom, Xphox, [purrfect], ~CrouchingTiger~ |
| +Buddy Of: |
*Munchkin*, .elimu., .nar., .Starrpuddin., .xofer., :::((Jiglet)):::, :rukkus:, Atrix, Bacchus, Burnsy123, candyjunglist, D-ROCK!, Dakota_Barnes, DirectDrive, DirkD, djOpel, DJTachyon, djtranzit, dj_digital_j, Dlinkqwint, DynamicUno, epiphanes, Error, Everybodies_D, HEATER, Hip-Hop, jam., JustJill, kaptik, lady_dionaea, little_leah, LogicBound, M@™, mannik5000, mirahface.*, mizz.lee, Nubtech, Pagugy, princess8471, Psychick, ravrkittie, Red_Velvet, robotpilot, SINEP, Somnus, sovietriot., SPINJA, STARter, TacoDelicious, Tall_Bill, the_mad_monk, TransPlant, vixelyn, Weitom, Xphox, [purrfect], ~CrouchingTiger~ |
| Bio: |
It hurts to watch Lucy lose a dream
I've had the pleasure of seeing our hero kick and scream
And when she calms down
I'll turn the sound down
And put my arms around the little lost and found.
Past and future bookings:
April 16, 2005: Nocturnal Commissions: Around the World in 80 Raves (Toronto)
July 16, 2005: Teknival (someplace up north)
July 22, 2005: Q&A Productions: The Extraction (Toronto)
July 23, 2005: Embedded: Sound System Banger (Toronto)
August 13, 2005: Kinetics Project: Unity (San Bernardino, CA)
August 20, 2005: Red Rocket/Kinetics Project: Smile (San Diego, CA)
August 27, 2005: Q&A Productions: Now and Forever (Toronto)
October 29, 2005: Meds House Hallowe'en Jam (Kingston, ON)
November 12, 2005: Meds House MVN Afterparty (Kingston, ON)
November 18, 2005: Future Perfect Synergy: Everybody's Daddy's Birthday Jam (Toronto)
January 21, 2006: Nocturnal Commissions and Q&A: Star Cross'd (Toronto)
February 25, 2006: SHX: The Draft! (Toronto)
March 4, 2006: Meds House Martini Party 1 (Kingston, ON)
March 25, 2006: Meds House Martini Party 2 (Kingston, ON)
April 15, 2006: Embedded Entertainment: Mizz Lee's Birthday Nacho Spectacular! (Toronto)
April 22, 2006: Nocturnal Commissions: We're So Not Goth (Toronto)
July 7th, 2006: Nocturnal Commissions and Laserglow: It'll Be a Wei Fun Time (Toronto)
July 15, 2006: Darkness Hosting: Like a Virgin (Minneapolis, MN)
July 22, 2006: General Misconduct: WEMF Renegade Stage (Tweed, ON)
July 29, 2006: Polish Soup: An As Yet Unnamed Party (Rochester, NY)
August 4, 2006: United As 1, General Misconduct, Quixotic & Airhead: Frenzy Fridays
(Toronto)
August 5, 2006: Nocturnal Commissions: Yo Ho Ho and a Bottle of Yager (Toronto)
August 6, 2006: Murder of Beatz and Underdog Entertainment: Definition of Dance (Ottawa,
ON)
August 31, 2006: Student Magazine, Sleeman's, Onaversal & Rough and Rugged Entertainment:
Girls' Night Out (Ottawa, ON)
October 1, 2006: Polish Soup: Same Bar, Bigger Anthems! (Rochester, NY)
October 14, 2006: Future Sound & Nocturnal Commissions: Fast Forward (Toronto)
October 16, 2006: CFRC Dance to the Underground: Barmitzvah Brothers (Kingston, ON)
November 3, 2006: Nocturnal Commissions & Embedded Entertainment: Total Request Rave!
(Toronto)
November 4, 2006: S3X & Embedded Entertainment: Kung Fu (London, ON)
November 24, 2006: Future Perfect Synergy: A Love Story (Toronto)
December 31, 2006: Nocturnal Commissions & Goodfellaz: Kenya Dig It? (Toronto)
January 20, 2007: Nocturnal Commissions & De'ranged: Tag Back (Toronto)
February 9, 2007: De’ranged & Purple Heaven: Match Made in Heaven 2007 (Toronto)
February 16, 2007: T-Unit Productions: Tripenzi (Toronto)
February 17, 2007: Weitom & Laserglow: It'll be a Wei Funuary Time (Toronto)
March 2, 2007: Mixed Bag/Zirca: Downtempo & Breakbeat Sessions (Toronto)
March 3, 2007: United As One: "This is How We Do" Part 3 (Toronto)
April 7, 2007: Abstract: John B (Toronto)
May 11, 2007: Embedded: Cheap and Fun! (Toronto)
June 22, 2007: Braincell: Tranzmission (Toronto)
June 29, 2007: GME: Red Sweater Day (Toronto)
July 14, 2007: Xoford: Ooh Crikey, Wot A Ripoff! (Toronto)
August 10, 2007: Project D & 1Upped: Lost in Translation (Ottawa, Ontario)
September 28, 2007: Nocturnal Commissions: Goal! (Toronto)
November 3, 2007: Nocturnal Commissions & Embedded: Total Request Rave 2 (Toronto)
November 13, 2007: Queen's Feminist Review: Dancing on the Glass Ceiling (Kingston, ON)
January 25, 2008: Nocturnal Commissions: Aloha! (Toronto)
February 1, 2008: Embedded Entertainment: Cheap and Funuary! (Toronto)
February 14, 2008: Rinse House: Ladies Night (Toronto)
February 15, 2008: Blak: Funky Disco Birthday Party (Toronto)
July 26, 2008: Limey & Doc Ford: Enchantment Under the Sea Dance (Toronto)
October 18, 2008: CHC: 31 Seconds (Toronto)
November 8, 2008: Nocturnal Commissions & Embedded: Total Request Rave 3 (Toronto)
November 14, 2008: TDSK: Anniversary of TDSK - 8 Year Edition (Hamilton, ON)
February 21, 2009: Xoford: Way to Get Older and Not Die (Toronto)
March 7, 2009: White Trash Productions: Bras for a Cause! (London, ON)
April 24, 2009: BassTeasers: April Filth (Toronto)
June 30, 2009: Nocturnal Commissions: National Anthems (Toronto)
July 18, 2009: XoFord: Birthday FunPatio! (Toronto)
July 25, 2009: Ada's Birthday: Deadlebrities Ball! (Toronto)
August 29, 2009: Jaded Love (Toronto)
September 9, 2009: DTX Entertainment: New Jack City (Toronto)
November 14, 2009: Nocturnal Commissions & Embedded: Total Request Rave 4 (Toronto)
December 18, 2009: Project D: Love (Ottawa, ON)
December 31, 2009: Nocturnal Commissions: Rave Around the Clock (Toronto)
January 30, 2010: Nocturnal Commissions & Embedded: Good to the Last Bop! (Toronto)
February 27, 2010: Liquid Sessions: Toi Bar Saturdays (Toronto)
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This ------’ DJ is tight man
I can already feel the minutes being added to my life span
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If I was a rich man,
I’d buy you some shoes
Tall boots for all the dirt you walk through.
What would that do?
Enable you to deal?
Without schooling you on how to touch what’s real?
And if I was a smart man,
I’d tell you everything that I knew
And give it to you every time you need a talking to.
But what would that do?
Teach you my guidelines?
So you can be a cheerleader at your game on the sidelines?
And if I was a driver,
I’d keep my headlights on
To see the difference between right and wrong.
I’d wear my seatbelt even when I’m in park
’Cause I don’t trust the other fools that cruise through these parts.
And if I was a better cook,
I’d hook up a feast
Set a table full of food for the children to eat.
I encourage the nourishment so we can breathe
With the knowledge that we got something accomplished.
And if I was Santa Claus, I’d fight for the cause.
Wouldn’t expect nothing in return.
I’d give you everything you want,
I’d be everything you need
So you can take my hand
And I can take the lead.
And if I was an honest man,
I would stop writing songs.
I’d break for a nervous breakdown for breakfast.
I’d tell everyone I knew to stay away from making music
It ain’t nothing but a confusing mess.
And if I was you, I wouldn’t hear a word I said.
Wouldn’t trust nothing that started up inside my head.
I’d make a conscious effort to live instead
Of trying to kill the monsters that reside underneath the bed.
And if I was a hurt man
I’d find a way to put my faith
Into a woman that could take me from today
Maybe I need somebody that can save me
From the parts of myself that keep making me crazy.
And if I was a wise man,
I’d climb to the top of the mountain peak
To think about strength versus weakness
I’d find a point that rests a couple of feet above your head
And figure out how I could try to help you reach it.
And if I did have a choice,
I’d never want to live forever.
Just let me have a voice so I can make my points.
I can’t imagine running a race with no finish line.
Just let me keep my pace and make to most of my time.
I love giving but I’m bad at receiving.
The truth is, I’d prefer to be the one bleeding.
But I’m a paranoid that stays between play and work,
Cautious and aware, ’cause I’m afraid of being hurt.
Which brings me to the issue
And that would be this:
How often must I ask myself why I exist?
I feel like a freak, this world is a circus
Just trying to find myself as well as my purpose.
And if I was Santa Claus, I’d fight for the cause.
Wouldn’t expect nothing in return.
I’d give you everything you want, I’d be everything you need
And you can take my hand and I can take the lead.
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Riding the public transit,
I study the blank stares
To answer my questions of how and why I got so many grey hairs.
I take care of the nervous that runs through my extension cord,
And I reflect on that reccurring dream where we met the Lord.
Single-file lines to give her a pound one at a time
But when I faced her, I attempted to embrace her, she looked so fine.
I awoke from my sleep before her bodyguard had a chance to beat me to submission
And I still walk with my religion.
I watched the children scurry in circles around a two-way mirror,
Worrying about which side of the glass projects the reflection clearer.
I hear the whispers of the wind trying to get me to grin,
Gassing me up about the love that I plucked and I’ve been stuck within.
For every eclipse that stares at me from the other side of a paper cup of espresso,
I light a match beneath a kettle,
And for ever set of lips
That become attached and equipped with that program to seek success,
I bleed my ethics out a slow drip.
I used to know a man who met a woman, don’t remember where,
Big beautiful eyes and light brown hair,
She was from the burbs, he was from the south side of the city,
This was back when Franklin avenue was still pretty.
Two different worlds apart, but the world is just a small town,
We all know how people like to get down.
Here we go, Aquarius, Pisces,
Feel the flow of the fluid as I swim through it to free my soul.
Push shoved the cane without the glove numbed the pain.
The magic from up above, what it does for the brain,
Make the love, paint the picture, write the song.
’Till the break of dawn. |
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My Gallery• Aloha! (64, 64 new  )
January 25, 2008 @ Blak • Art by Fabrizio Divari (1, 1 new  )
Tattoo designs... • Bean (29, 29 new )
::love:: • Birthday FunPatio! (52, 52 new )
;) • Brandon’s Wedding (7, 7 new )
February 7, 2008. A TENJA reunion of sorts, minus a few key players. • Bras for a Cause! (27, 27 new )
March 7, 2009 in London. • Chris Gets a Flu Shot (6, 6 new )
He barely cried at all. • Columbus, OH, March 2008 (64, 64 new )
A drunken stumble through Columus, Ohio, where we saw our TFC boys lose yet again, to a team with a silly logo. • Cottaging 2008 (80, 80 new )
Clearly, this trip involved a multitude of nachos and guns. • Doc Ford (61, 61 new )
Lucy makin’ love. • Don’t Get Caught Cheatin (12, 12 new )
Cuz pumpkin, you’ll get pwned. • Enchantment Under the Sea Danc (113, 113 new )
July 26, 2008 • Florida, January 2008 (51, 51 new )
A trip to Siesta Key to visit my beloved Bubie and Zaidie. • Flyers (40, 40 new )
Fuck you Lucy, for defining my existence. • General (39, 39 new )
My general album. • Gretchen (31, 31 new )
New kitty! Adopted December 16, 2008. • Holland/London 2008 (70, 70 new )
It took me way too long to upload these. • I Like My ’Hood (54, 54 new )
my neighbour is a lake • Inked. (5, 5 new )
The most expensive art I’ve ever bought. www.fabriziodivari.com • It’ll Be a Wei Fun Time (7, 7 new )
July 7th, 2006 • Jenn’s B-Day Weekend (15, 15 new )
Guiness and sunglasses and Rag Mop Oh My! • Kenya Dig It? (113, 113 new )
New Year’s Eve, 2006/7 • Lord of the Raves (7, 7 new )
May 15, 2004 • L’amour faux (26, 26 new )
Lessons learned, bridges burned. • May 7-9, 2004 (19, 19 new )
David and Teva invade Montreal. • Me (74, 74 new )
Pics of me which really... aren’t too interesting. • Miami Vacation (208, 208 new )
July 28 - August 4, 2007 • Montreal (9, 9 new )
<3 <3 <3 • Ooh Crikey, Wot a Ripoff! (153, 153 new )
My 27th birthday party, July 14, 2007. • Orange Crush (10, 10 new )
March 13, 2004 • Project D - Love (29, 29 new )
December 18, 2009 in Ottawa • Race Against Time! (66, 66 new )
Goodfellaz’s last party, September 13, 2008 • Rave Around the Clock NYE (60, 60 new )
Nocturnal Commissions, December 31, 2009 • Sexy Party (36, 36 new)
January 6, 2007. • Starlight 2 - Jan. 24/2004 (11, 11 new )
Another Montreal Shindig. • TDSK 8 Year (83, 83 new )
November 14, 2008 in Hamilton • The Gang Goes Asian (293, 293 new )
February 2010, they embark upon a perilous journey through the Orient, kicking ass and taking names as per usual. • The Great Outdoors (16, 16 new )
The world strikes a pose. • The love. (284, 284 new )
The reasons why life is awesome. • TRR2 (37, 37 new )
NC & Embedded: November 3, 2007 • TRR3 (18, 18 new )
Nov. 8, 2008 • Vegas NYE 07/08 (151, 151 new ) • Way To Get Older and Not Die (62, 62 new )
Xofer’s birthday party! February 21, 2009. • Xofraud. (94, 94 new )
:( My Reviews• Event: Liquid Sessions Saturdays @ Toi Bar (2010-02-28)
• Event: Total Request Rave 4 (2009-11-15)
• Event: Birthday FunPatio (2009-07-19)
• Event: Bra’s for a Cause - Breast Cancer Fundraiser (2009-03-09)
• Event: Anniversary of TDSK - 8 Year Edition (2008-11-16)
• Event: Enchantment Under the Sea Dance (2008-07-29)
• Event: Danny Byrd (2008-05-03)
• Event: Ooh Crikey, Wot A Ripoff (2007-07-16)
• Event: Make It Funky 2 Year (2007-04-02)
• Event: Kenya Dig It (2007-01-02)
• View Reviews My Poems• adult in disguise (1 | 2007-11-16 )
• blue (1 | 2007-11-16 )
• SHEER TERROR (2 | 2005-10-22 )
• new year’s eve 2004/5 (2 | 2004-12-31 )
• cat kisses (2 | 2004-04-21 )
• to George, with extreme admiration. (3 | 2004-03-04 )
• i don’t wanna be a fat guy (6 | 2003-11-27 )
• if I could blow up this computer program I would (7 | 2003-11-11 )
• jews on parade (5 | 2003-05-25 )
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