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Hiya!

I’m here cause ce2 told me to be. I pretty much only do stuff cause people tell me
to. That’s a trait of the Libra.

I’m here in Alberta for my own reasons though, but what they are is not yet clear.
The answer appears to be infront of me, but is avoiding the question.

The reason I tell myself I am here is that I had to get away from my freinds, too crazy.
In 1999 I got arrested for drinking and driving the year I was on probation I was arrested
2, but never charged. Living in Nelson (BC), just wasn’t helping me to be healthy.
Here I drink every couple weeks, and smoke pot even less.

I miss my friends and I know they don’t go as hard as they used to, but I
can’t be sure that they won’t again if I come back to them. I was in Vancouver
for reading week and I smoked hash with my buddy Ethan everyday. Only drank twice, but
still. Nothing bad happened, but if that lasted for much longer who’s to say what
would have happened. And I know he hardly smokes that much weed anymore it’s just
the history we have together. Same as when I was at home for Christmas, me and my bro
smoked weed every night for 2 weeks straight, and I know he never smoked like that before
I got him into it. The drinking wasn’t a daily thing like when I was living there
before, but a couple nights I went pretty hard. My law breaking days seem to be behind me,
but who’s to say if that started up again. I do have a healthier mind and body then
I did (I can’t drink like I used to), but my soul still needs some healing.

I wish I had all the answers sometimes, but there are only questions. Pages that have past
by, but were left blank, what can you do to fix that.