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Login: afender4alice
Role: Regular Please buy me a CS account :) No profile pic selected
Mood: Lonely lonely - Mood history
Real Name: patrick
Gender: Male
Status: Single & not looking
Location:
Birthdate: Mar 5, 1987, I'm 21 and a Pisces
My +Buddies: love_suxs, SquirmyMonkey, Vi(X)cks
+Buddy Of: SquirmyMonkey
Bio:
I’m a US Marine, I like to hunt, shoot guns, work out, I’m currently in love, uh, there is
a lot more about me on my myspace, so read that too. Yeah, well, lets go into some detail
here. I've moved more than most people in the military do. 5 diff places in South
Carolina, Florida, Virginia, and now Minnesota, leaving again for wherever the Lord and
Lady seem to take me. I feel that everything happens for a reason, and I am a firm beliver
in Karma, and the Law of Three. I'm Wiccan, and no, that does NOT mean that I worship the
Devil, in fact, I dont belive in any absolute good or evil, there must be balance.
I'm set to go to basic on 9/11, but I may leave earlier due to circumstances that are
beyond my control. Well, I would say that I have reliquinshed control of the situation but
I try to influence it as much as possible. Its a long story, well, not really, but its
complicated. Yeah. Ok then, well, there is a lot to me, and I dont think I could possibly
type it all up in a day, maybe a week though.
Well, moving right along now, lets talk about sacrifice. I USED to be bi, and a
transvestite, but alas, I have sacrificed it (blindly, I might add) for love, or so it
would seem, Yeah, I sacrificed a lot, espically to move to Minnesota, but I feel it all
happened for a reason, even though I got dumped in 3 weeks time, oh well, whatever. Yup,
it all happens for a reason, I keep telling myself that, but sometimes I feel that it is
all an illusion, that we create our own fate, and not that we follow along a set path,
that we meet the people that we do because we just do, not because we were meant to, but
alas, I cling to the hope, that everything does happen for a reason, its whats got me this
far, and what will probably get me farther still.
Read my myspace (my website will take you there) and you can find out a lot more about
me.
Well, my life can be sumed up by one thing, I'm just Donnie wishing he was smart enough to
see where his Gretchen was all along, and now wishing he was with her...

Contact

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 my personal pics (7, 7 new Comments Enabled)
  yeah, there are more on myspace, but you get the jist of it...

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My Poems

 Gretchen (1 | 2006-06-02 Comments Enabled )
 why? (1 | 2006-05-16 Comments Enabled )
 every day (0 | 2006-05-15 Comments Enabled )
 in my confusion... (1 | 2006-05-15 Comments Enabled )
 just for her (0 | 2006-05-15 Comments Enabled )
 peace? (0 | 2006-05-15 Comments Enabled )
 random emotions grouping together words... (1 | 2006-05-15 Comments Enabled )
 searching (0 | 2006-05-15 Comments Enabled )
 Take it all! (0 | 2006-05-15 Comments Enabled )
 the pain of I (0 | 2006-05-15 Comments Enabled )
 the Queen (1 | 2006-05-15 Comments Enabled )
 the wickedness of a silver-tongue (0 | 2006-05-15 Comments Enabled )
 through it all (0 | 2006-05-15 Comments Enabled )
 to The Huntress (0 | 2006-05-15 Comments Enabled )
 to the woman (1 | 2006-05-15 Comments Enabled )

My Journal

Whats in my head... (2)

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