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Mood: Crazy crazy - Mood history
Real Name: DeNnIs (ICE) or (DC)
Gender: Male
Status: Single & looking
Location: Victorville, California, U.S.A.
Birthdate: Jul 2, 1983, I'm 25 and a Cancer
My +Buddies: !!!![ALLY]*, !!amanduh, *Laurla*, .C., Amberfette, DreamofJeany, Pam~, SkipToMyLou, SuMMeRs.MuTTi
+Buddy Of: (Amba_Chan), *Laurla*, Amberfette, BeautifulVamp, Brazil_Gurla, DreamofJeany, frichen, LilRaver88, lo§erd0rk, nympho_babe12, Pam~, plurblondie, PrInCeSsBaBi, SlipknotRaver, slipraversgrl, SpOnGeBoBsGrL, Spork281, SuGa_BuGa, telltaleheart, TOYbox_killa, zackery16, ^_^Zippy*_*
Bio:
i am 5’11 i have baby blue eyes i ride motocross/ and im a metal head
hardcore punk rawker im in a hardcore rock band called "DYING IN GODS
GRAPS"
i play the guitar and i sing ad i have the hottest girlfriend in
the world named ANDI


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[b]PIERCINGS = My ears at a 00g, the side of my lip at 12g my eye brow at
12g and my nipple at 12g


FAVORITE BANDS


40below summer, 7 seconds, a life once lost, a static lullaby, aerosmith,
alixisonfire, anti-flag, as i lay dying, atreyu, atticus, avoid one thing, beneath the
ashes, bleed the dream, bleeding through, blindside, blood brothers, blood hound gang,
brand new, breaking benjamin, cannibal corpse, chevelle, clearing autumn skies, cold, dead
poetic, deadsy, def leopard, dimmu borgir, disturbed, dope, evergreen terrace, every time
i die, fear before the march of flames, first blood, from autumn to ashes, funeral for a
friend, give up the ghost, godgory, guano apes, hopesfall, ill nino, in flames, integrity,
jack off jill, kittie, korn, linkin park, love hope and fear, madball, mastodon,
metallica, mindless self indulgence, most precious blood, my chemical romance, new found
glory, nickelback, over my dead body, papa roach, perfect nothing, piant it black, poison
the well, premonitions of war, rammstein, scorpions, sick of it all, slapshot, slipknot,
smile empty soul, soulfly, spineshank, staind, stone sour, story of the year, strapping
young lad, stutterfly, taken back sunday, terror, the beautiful mistake, the bled, the
union underground, thin lizzy, three days grace, thrice, throwdown, thursday, trapt, trust
company, underOath, unearth, walls of jericho, yellowcard


What doesn´t kill you, makes you stronger.

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yahoo: x69_blindside_69x
aim: motocrossman192


HEAVEN SHALL BURN


numbing the pain
Dreams torn to pieces, broken like glass Hope faded away, withered like leaves Not knowing
is blessing, ignorance the only protection Nothing is numbing my pain The fragments of my
faith Became the blade in my hand Just darkness my eyes see Pushed me to the end of all
dead-end-streets A curse - cannot lie to myself I'm doomed - cannot silence my heart Fear
is the tool, conformity our medicine How can I smile as this age dies, like everybody else
Dancing around the fire, that burns this world Cannot bend down, I would just break I hate
myself for playing their game Parents poison their children, never teach them to question
If it only wasn't for this certainty in me I am a giant in their tiny world


THE WEAPON THEY FEAR
Words - these words of freedom A bequest - never to be silenced In this world of lies, the
truth, it means resistance To make the masses see and sense their needs He healed so many
aching hearts and wounds And threw back the baseness - back to where it came from Aspired
from the middle of his brothers Charged this suffering and oppression One single voice
became a storm His words and melodies - the weapon they fear Threw back the baseness -
back from where it came Nobody is chosen to suffer Nobody is destined to rule Gagged his
mouth but not his songs, the songs we sing Fettered his hands but not the words he wrote
These songs we'll sing!
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[center]CLOSED CASKETS
Parade in bright lights I wish you were holding my breath Tonite is perfect for
bloodletting But I'm alone again It looks like christmas time Bite my lip and tears fill
my I'll carry on, I'm better off living without you No one to pull me under, this time I'm
pulling through Everything beautiful dies So I kiss it goodbye Sever my life from yours
The parade comes to town Everybody gather around I love the way you smile in the
nite.



RaMmStEiN


Eins, zwei, drei, vier, fünf, sechs, sieben, acht, neun, aus.

Alle warten auf das Licht
Fürchtet euch fürchtet euch nicht
Die Sonne scheint mir aus den Augen
sie wird heut Nacht nicht untergehen
und die Welt zählt laut bis zehn

eins
Hier kommt die Sonne
zwei
Hier kommt die Sonne
drei
Sie ist der hellste Stern von allen
vier
Hier kommt die Sonne

Die Sonne scheint mir aus den Händen
kann verbrennen kann euch blenden
wenn sie aus den Fäusten bricht
legt sich heiss auf das Gesicht
sie wird heut Nacht nicht untergehen
und die Welt zählt laut bis zehn

eins
Hier kommt die Sonne
zwei
Hier kommt die Sonne
drei
Sie ist der hellste Stern von allen
vier
Hier kommt die Sonne
funf
Hier kommt die Sonne
sechs
Hier kommt die Sonne
sieben
Sie ist der hellste Stern von allen
acht, neun
Hier kommt die Sonne

Die Sonne scheint mir aus den Händen
kann verbrennen kann dich blenden
wenn sie aus den Fäusten bricht
legt sich heiss auf dein Gesicht
legt sich schmerzend auf die Brust
das Gleichgewicht wird zum Verlust
lässt dich hart zu Boden gehen
und die Welt zählt laut bis zehn

eins
Hier kommt die Sonne
zwei
Hier kommt die Sonne
drei
Sie ist der hellste Stern von allen
vier
und wird nie vom Himmel fallen
funf
Hier kommt die Sonne
sechs
Hier kommt die Sonne
sieben
Sie ist der hellste Stern von allen
acht, neun
Hier kommt die Sonne
auf



A STATIC LULLABY


A star up in the sky
A Poem to the dead
Let this mistake
Bring a vivid crystal to her eyes
So drain out my lungs
Before the fluid brings a choke
I cannot inhale the sparkle of your voice

A star up in the sky
A poem to the dead
Let this mistake
Bring a vivid crystal to her eyes
So drain out my lungs
Before the fluid brings a choke
I cannot inhale the sparkle of your voice

Let me walk on high wire of rusty nails
While barefoot shedding the flesh of our existance

I don’t want anybody to fall

A star up in the sky
A poem to the dead
Let this mistake
Bring a vivid crystal to her eyes
So drain out my lungs
Before the fluid brings a choke
I cannot inhale the sparkle of your voice

Now’s it time
Now’s it time

The more I try
The more I lose
But today
Will you remember me ?

But today
Will you remember me ?
But today
Your eyes

Your eyes
They shine
Your eyes

Your eyes
They shine
Your eyes

Your eyes
They shine
Your eyes

Your eyes
They shine
Your eyes

Your eyes

Your eyes
They shine
Your eyes

Walking home
Street lights go out

Walking home
Street lights go out

A star up in the sky
A poem to the dead
Let this mistake
Bring a vivid crystal to her eyes
So drain out my lungs
Before the fluid brings a choke
I cannot inhale the sparkle of your voice




REMEMBERING NEVER


BLEEDING THE DEATH

Deceived of all your dreams
Betrayed by all your leaders
This shall no place to be
This, a dead-end future

Take a walk through grey, concrete deserts
Apathetic faces, empty eyes - the only thing you will see
A whole country bleeding to death
One big illusion - bleeding to death

No young hands to built it up
Cities fall to ruin
Just old men left to mourn
Four decades of a life denied
Abused good will to exploit us
Brothers turned to victors
Fooled by ancient propaganda
A bottle - your illusion
Your home just like a colony



ATREYU


THE REMEMBRANCE BALLAD

These days are closing in
The end has become apparent
We're only here for so long
Will anyone remember my name
When time has washed away the dust of our ashes?
When my head rests in a velvet lined casket?
What's out there?
What is my eternal fate?
It only just recently hit me
That this life is just a state
Mortality fading, like the innocence of love
I'm scared to death of what's to become

Of my immortal soul of this eternal flame
Will you remember?
Will your heart sing with pain?
Who calls out my name?
Who can tell me what happens
When my eyes close for the last time?
Does it all simply end in a blanket of darkness
What of my soul, what of my soul?

All those things you couldn't say
You should've said
All those I-love-you's lost
Weighed more like lead on your chest

What if I could take back all those misspent days?
Every second of anger, I would wash my sins away



ILL NINO



I am so unlike you
In so many ways
I know I’m just a copy
That carries on the stains

We make the same mistake
We all wanted the same
We leave behind the stains
I cannot separate

All the lies in me
All that dies in me X2
How can I live without you?

I am your mirror image
I’m all you left behind
Who made me what I am?
And who the hell am I?

We make the same mistake
We all wanted the same
We leave behind the stains
I cannot separate

All the lies in me
All that dies in me X2
How can I live without you?

I know that our lives are the same
Just to rid my name of dirty stains
I will not follow your steps in the same way
That you walked away and pushed away
And I will not live

Do you think of me?
Do you dream of me?
I always dream about you

All the lies in me
All that dies in me X2
How can I live without you?



I cannot justify you envy
But I will be understanding when you stay
Then I will satisfy you in every (way)
But I’m not feeling coherent when you say

When it cuts
It cuts
It cuts Hard

And I

When it cuts
It cuts
It cuts Hard

And I die again
Again

Though I’m right
I don’t think I’ll win this fight
But I’m trying though its ripping me inside
Just in case that I’m taking up your space
I’ll be feeling too
Whatever’s left inside

When it cuts
It cuts
It cuts Hard

And I

When it cuts
It cuts
It cuts Hard

And I die again
I can’t go on

I’m not that string
I’m so alone
You just gotta set me free
I’m still living every day
No way
I dont care what you say
Your eyes despise my lies
Say goodbye

When it cuts
It cuts
It cuts Hard

And I

When it cuts
It cuts
It cuts Hard

And I die again
Again
Again

Waste your breath


ATREYU


BLEEDING MASCARA


a wraith with an angel's body
a demon with a smile of gold
you soul sucker
i wont become like you

a killer with the perfect weapons
crystal eyes and a heart of coal
you soul sucker
i wont loose myself in you

look how pretty she is
when she falls down
and theres no beauty in
bleeding mascara

her lips are quivering
like a withering rose
shes back again

what the fuck do you think love means
its much more then words and feelings
sucking me dry
is my marrow that sweet
your dead lovers have left a trail of
broken hearts and misspent hopes
sucking them dry
does their marrow taste of sweetness, sweetness?
i hope you choke

look how pretty she is
when she falls down
and there's no beauty in
bleeding mascara



DEAD TO FALL



BASTARD SET OF DREAMS


Take your schemes and your idle screams
To an audience who doesn't care what they mean
From what we've built, take what you need
To serve a bastard set of dreams

Sell your image, and market your heart
Capital gain, until it falls apart
A thousand open ears, and still not a word to say(2x)

Take your schemes and your idle screams
To an audience who doesn't care what they mean
From what we've built, take what you need
To serve a bastard set of dreams(3x)



BLOOD TO THE MOON

Are we going to die? I think so.
Going nowhere fast, and if it's all we know
Tied up, beaten, tortured, with no place else to go
We've all been through this, some with scars to show
Driving forward, falling toward impending doom
Intoxicated by the blood of the moon
I've driven the final nain into my coffin
My head is killing me, reminding me
Of what I have done to myself
This is the end of life as we know it
Following the path chosen by our guide
A giant of a man, living two different lives
Not a moment's grace, this is where we draw the line
Face our fears or face the facts, this is where we die
We're on our own
But in this togeather
This is the end, prepare to die



THINGS I LOVE/BANDS :


~MOTOCROSS~
~DEATH METAL ~
~RAVES ~
~THE COLOR BLUE~
~SLIPKNOT~
~COLD(THE BAND)~
~EXTREME SPORTSsmile~
~DRINKING~
~CLUBING~
~ILL NINO~
~40 BELOW SUMMER~
~BRAND NEW~
~THREE DAYS GRACE~
~THRICE~
~PIZZA~
~CHINESE~
~NICKELBACK~
~HAVING SEX~
~I LOVE TO FIGHT~


THINGS I HATE:
*PREPS*
*STUCK UP PREPS*
*VEGGIES*
*SOFT MUSIC*
*DEFTONES*
*SUGAR CULT*
*MEST*
*COPS*
*RAP*
*MOST ALL EMO PUNK*
*THE COLD*
*GUY WHO SAY THEY CAN RIDE BUT THEY CAN’T RIDE FOR SHIT*
*CAROLINE*


EVENTS I BEEN TOO:
1. X FEST
2.OZZFEST2003
3.SANDBLAST 2003
4.WARP TOUR2003
5.DJ FEST
6.PAYABLE ON EARTH TOUR
7.THQ supercross
8.METALLICA/GODSMACK
9.AS I LAY DYING/ JOB FOR A COWBOY
10. SLIPKNOT SUBLINAL VERSUS TOUR
11.FINCH/A STATIC LULLABY/ RX BANDITS


[b][center]»Disasterpiece«

I wanna slit your throat and fuck the wound
I wanna push my face in and feel the swoon
I wanna dig inside, find a little bit of me
Cuz the line gets crossed when you don?t come clean

My wormwood meets your pesticide
You?ll never get out, coz you were never alive
I am infinite, I am the infant finite
Come a little closer and I?ll show you why

(NO ONE IS - SAFE)
Noises, noises, people make noises
people make noises when they?re sick
Nothing to do except hold on to NOTHING

How does it feel to be locked inside another dream
That never had a chance of being realized?
What the fuck are you lookin? at?
I?ll tell you what you?re lookin? at
Everyone you ever fuckin? laughed at

Look in my eyes for the answers - typical
I can feel it underneath like a miracle
Everybody in the world needs more than
Lies and consequences to poser them
Once again, it?s me and no one else
I can?t remember if there was a someone else
It?s not mine, it?s not fair, it?s outta my hands
And it?s shaking - you?ll never take me

(NO ONE IS - SAFE)
Noises, noises, people make noises
People make noises when they?re sick
Nothing to do except hold on to NOTHING

NOTHING!

(HATE) Hate ain?t enough to describe me
(SCREAM) Somewhere between screaming and crying
I?m not supposed to be here
I?m not supoosed to be

(WHY) When do I get to know why?
(BITTER) Bitter as the stink of when I try
I?m not supposed to be here
I?m not supposed to be
Pull your hands away

I?m gone - goodbye - it?s so depressing
Withering away
Take a look - inside - my soul is missing
All I have is dead, so I?ll take you with me
Feel like I?m erased - so kill me just in case

(COVET) Everything around me?s mine
(STY) Can?t see through the sties in my eyes
I?m not supposed to be here
I?m not supposed to be

(DOWN) Scratching and clawing all the way
(STAY) You won?t let me fucking stay
I?m not supposed to be here
I?m not supposed to be

(LIVE) Is there another way to live?
(DIE) Cuz it?s the only way to die
I?m not supposed to be here
I?m not supposed to be

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