Newly seperated from the US Army, it is time to walk into the future that I lay before
myself...
17Aug06 is my final day within the system. I will be off to Fairfield OH just outside of
Cinncinnatti for 2-3 months, then off to Chicago to stay!
Soon to be out of the Imerialistic system back to a normal life and job... Well, as
normal as can be expected after the 2 years in the 82nd Airborne... Now, I am trying to
find a new place to visit for a few years and carve out a little existence in school and
enjoy life for all its worth once more... Maybe Onterio or Toronto... somewhere north...
I have had my fill of the Chicago area for now... Now I will see where the road brings
me in the near future...
And what if you discovered that which is the most compassionate of all is in fact
the most judgemental of all? to be compassionate for all, is to take on a heavy burden
even those with the purest of intent are still only men... for in that lies the flaw...
the ego... even some of the high lama’s cling to their egos... Their egos create an
ideal that one should be dutiful to recieve that which is for every man to have...
one day a young man on acid realized that all matter is merely energy condensed into a
slow vibration, that there is no such thing as death, and that we are experiencing
ourselves subjectivly.
Ladies and gentlemen, I stand before you to stand behind you to tell you something I know
nothing about. Thursday, which is Good friday, we’re having a Father’s Day party for
mother’s only. Admission is free, pay at the door, pull out a chair and sit on the floor.
Money is the root of all evil... And man needs roots...
Respect can not be bought... Its only sold...
And in recumbent fallacy’s tomarrows mysteries pierce through the veil with a fervor
beyond the grasp of men... Look unto ones self and see the portrait we paint for the
world to judge us by... For always we are far more beautiful than we believe so...
~Me
Music: Infected Mushroom, Jorg, Shiva Shidapu, mmmm Goa... 3D, CyC Tyme, Goa’s Arc,
AK-1200, Alec Empire, SugarCubes, Bjork, Dimmu Borgir, Gary Numan, Hendrix, Rolling
Stones, Goo Goo Dolls, Portishead, NIN, Tool, VNV Nation, Sisters of Mercy, London After
Midnight, Poe, Cruxshadows, The Synthetic Dream Foundation, Freezpop(YAY FOR FREEZPOP!)
...
I be a Combat Medic in the United States Army, 82nd Airborne... "I serve my country
and my country men, not the administrations or institutions that govern the land."
My job is to save lives and that is what I shall do... To never take a life but to
willingly give my own for the life of another... A simple and meaningful exchange...
Perhaps I will learn what it is to be held to this world but not today.. For my spirit is
free and amazed by the wonders of life and decadence that surrounds every place one
looks... Tomarrow is always another day to start anew... The only thing holding you back
is yourself... Free yourself and the world is limitless... Nothing is more wonderous
than a single experience... Be is watching death... an outstanding orgasim... or simply
watching the cars go by... Mmmm... That pretty well describes who I am and my ideals...
Outside from my writings I am relativaly level headed if not a bit passionate when I get
going... Drop a line if ya care always welcoming new friends
AIM Xoanthrope1
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