19-01-2008 7:46 PM
Still I wonder what happen to you and how you and your son are doing. When your feeling
empty try to keep me in your memory. I've never been perfect but neither have you. I put
all my hope in for this one day when I can finally talk to you again. Last time we talked
I pushed you away, I can't get you out of my life and I don't want to. Ally where are you?
24-12-2007 (Christmas time)
Dear Allison
As every year I tried to send you an email Allison but none of your accounts excist
anymore as you deleted them. I have no chance to get a hold of you as Becka blocked me off
saying you don't want to get in touch with me. I wish you and your son a Merry Christmas
and a Happy New Year! Hopefully if you read this I will hear from you again. You are not
forgotten...
03-04-2007
MISSION ALLISON KELLEY:
I try to get a hold of her like you have no idea ! She deleted all her email addys, every
profile anywhere. She is like a GHOST now. I did search for weeks. I talked to many
people. I can't get a life sign of her, just nothing. If anyone can help me please to find
her !? I can call her now in Canada. I found a way that costs only 2 Dollars for 3 Hours
of calling...well she is gone that is it and that 6 days before my 27th Birthday. I look
for her now for about 3 month. Oh well meet me in the mad house. Chris got
insane.........
22-08-2006
In Pain that Buckles out your knees...could you stop this if I plead ! I don't want it,
don't want it anymore !! The way to love anything is to realize that it might be lost.
07-02-2006
So leave yourself intact..cause I won't be coming back. In a phrase to cut these Lips...I
loved you. I got a single silver Bullet..shot right through my
To prove I can survive without you !
06-01-2006
You want apologies…Girl you might hold your breath until your breathing stops
forever….forever. The only thing you’ll get is this cure on your lips..I hope it tastes of
me forever.
25-12-2005 9:01 PM
They Say It Fades If You Let It....Love Was Made To Forget It. I carved your name across
my Eyelids...You pray for Rain I pray for Blindness
16-11-2005 6:35 AM
I've packed my bags and I'm leaving.I'll start something new in my life.Nothing has been
easier for me,than beeing close to someone like you.It's hard to say goodbye to someone
like you.But I'm sure we'll meet again.Cause maybe it's you ?I'm gonna miss the things you
said.You could turn grey to be beautiful.With your words you hit me by surprise.With your
joy of life you inspired me.So I'll leave.But I will remember.Don't ever forget that.
Someone always said to me...You need to let go of things memories that has kept me awake
each and every night.
I never looked at the world like I do today,things happend and this world will never be
the same...I guess you could say that my life has not been served on a tray.
Some might say that god is with us all.After all these years he's now lost all my
faith.Things turned out bad and I was about to fall.I heal my soul without any help from
the man above.
Christian
15-11-2005 9:56 PM
I know a place, secret and concealed.I'll take you there, if you open up.We can dive from
the cliffs, into the clear blue.We can sit all night, watch the fire underneath,the
stars.
You say true love is hard to find...But I'll search for that very special one.I know that
deep inside my lonely heart I have something that you need,
that you yearn for.
You say I'll be alright.But I'm not sure about that.You gave me your word.But you broke a
promise.
Like petals on a daisy...She loves me, she loves me not.I pick them for confirmation
She loves me, she loves me not
29-09-2005 7:39 PM
My friend Charlie is very sick. I tried talking to him but his wife was on the computer
answering me. I would give my life for his life because he haves beautiful Children and an
awesome wife. I wouldn't mind to give my life for his one because I don't have anything to
lose. I don't have my own family, no kids ,nothing, not even a steady girlfriend. Charlie
is a great person and it's fact that he will die in a few month. Could be sooner or later,
nobody knows. His doctor told him in February that he had only 6-12 month left
I see my life a bit different. I live the day, because feeling healthy is something you
can't buy with money. His only wish is to be better...he had cancer for 4 years and didn't
even knew it.
We the Users (WinMX Community) and The Source Code (TSC) took over the WinMX Network. We
are running currently two Hosts Cache Servers. Everything will stay the same except our
loved WinMX is running now on different Servers and not as before on the FrontCode
Technologies Hosts Cache Servers ! Nobody have to give up WinMX. It's easy to get back
online with it and connect to the Network again ! Our Servers are still running on Beta so
give us time because we started from the scratch !!! Down below are the 5 steps to get
WinMX connected to the Hosts Cache Servers again
We have made history here...never before in the history of the world has a peer 2 peer
network been shut down only to have come back by way of being "hijacked" by it's
users. I believe the recording industry will find the WinMX community to be more resilient
and far more difficult to remove than they expected.
WinMX was served a Cease and Desist Order on Sept 19,2005. by the RIAA (Recording Industry
Association of America).On the Sept 20th around 16:00 GMT they pulled their peer caches
(what you use to connect to the network) and WinMX became a lame duck, dead in the
water..... or so our enemies thought.
At this point, an effort by the users began to fight back. There is still a ways to go,
but as of now Sept 24, 2005 people are now able to connect to the network as they were
before the problem started.
In the long run I believe the results of the actions taken will in the long run make WinMX
a better program, it will just take a little time to do so. I have ultimate faith in the
WinMX community, it has come together better than anyone would have anticipated. Rather
than fall apart, it has risen to the challenge. And for that I can only thank the userbase
and their loyalty to the program.
Fact#1:WinMX was shut down because of illegal files.
Fact#2:It’s still here because of “US”
Fact#3:The World is going to find out what the fuck we did.
Fact#4:Somebody is going to be really pissed about it.
Fact#5:They are going to try harder then they have ever tried before to shut us down for
good.
LONG LIVE WinMX.... RIAA (Recording Industry Association of America) I Got Two Words For
Ya
ya'll know which ones...
And in the immortal words of Mr. Garrison from Southpark, RIAA u
diiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiie!!!!!!
Getting WinMX to connect again aka Fixing WinMX
Here is the link that explains every single detail. It's easy to get it back working !
http://www.vladd44.com/mx/peercaches.php
And here is the link for the setup files in case you deleted your WinMX already...
http://archive.winmxworld.com/WinMX/WinMx%20Releases/
ALSO for those asking What is a host file? What does it do? go here for some info.
http://accs-net.com/hosts/what_is_hosts.html
WinMX SHUT DOWN
While one or a combination of multiple applications may fill the digital void left by
WinMX, it’s difficult to replace the communal nature of this network. WinMX provided one
of the few enclaves that provided a feeling of community in an online world with ever
growing commercialism.
In mid-September, the RIAA sent Frontcode Technologies a cease and desist letter asking
them to implement filters to make it impossible for users to download copyrighted material
from their site, or shut down. Frontcode seems to have shut down the network for now.
Earlier this year, the U.S. Supreme Court decided that maintainers of a network can be
held responsible to the content shared on P2P networks.
WinMX fans awoke Wednesday to disturbing news. However before realizing this news, the
WinMX population was faced with the inability to connect to this community. Finally news
reports began circulating that individuals were not alone and indeed the entire community
had collapsed including the WinMX.com website.
Although the demise of FrontCode Technologies along with its WinMX.com homepage would not
have been the end of the world, WinMX.com provided the all-important host cache server.
This server provided the IP addresses to WinMX supernodes, thereby allowing clients entry
to the network. With the WinMX.com domain eliminated, the network collapsed. That is
unless of course someone establishes a new method of connecting to WinMX hosts.
A WinMX group named TheSourceCode has created a hosts file that allows clients to connect
to the WinMX network. The instructions are currently being distributed through a
collaborative effort with P2Pzone.net, a popular Italian P2P news site. The combined
effort to resurrect the WinMX network also includes individuals named
"SABre'911", "Polini" and "Ramna."
The method is quite simple. Those involved in the effort have indexed over 200 functioning
WinMX hosts readily available to incoming WinMX connections. It requires the user to
download a new host list provided from P2PZone.net, which redirects the WinMX client to
the functioning hosts. From P2Pzone.net:
This is the procedure to configure your pc to connect with WinMx: 5 STEPS to make it WORK
!
1) Download a new host file from this URL: http://205.238.40.1/hosts/hosts
2) After downloading the "hosts" file (is a windows file included in the system)
we can proceed.
3) Now paste the new file "hosts" in the Windows directory respective to its
version:
For Windows 95/98/Me the directory is c: \windows\hosts
For Windows NT/2000/XP Pro the directory is c: \winnt\system32\drivers\etc\hosts
For Windows XP Home the directory is c: \windows\system32\drivers\etc\hosts
Now we can replace the "hosts" file.
4) For Win2k & XP users, sometimes may be necessary use the command "ipconfig
/flushdns" from the command prompt.
5) Now, open WinMx and try to connect with primary connection!
Luca, the administrator of P2Pzone.net, tells Slyck.com this is a temporary fix and the
developers are working on a more permanent solution. From public reaction so far and from
our own testing, this method works exceedingly well. WinMX fans will certainly have a
place to call home once again.
WINMX IS NOT DEAD IT'S ALIVE!
LONG LIVE WinMX
orbz a PureRave user does have definitely a good point !
orbz said: "its only a legal issue if people are swapping files made by big-name
major label "artists"
the thing is that that music is not only terrible but they're obviously all money-crazed,
the musicians and the executives
there is much better, much more creative, much more interesting, and honestly the only
innovative music that is made by independant artists who are making it because they want
to make art, not because they want to make money, and who are more than happy to give it
away for free if it just means their artistic expression is actually getting expressed to
people".
02-August-2005 11:27 PM
Tell me that you listen…tell me can you hear ? Get yourself together girl before this
here. Cause I ain’t gonna take it…take it anymore.
I said I’ll be your lover, never said I’ll be……more.
Do I have to listen to your sadly lies…time has come to break these ties. You better
listen you’re gonna feel the pain
02-August-2005 1:43 PM
~Fire with Fire~
I have found the love story of my life. When I was 8 years old I sneaked on the TV and
watched a movie named "Fire with Fire" It is a movie about two teenagers who run
away to be together. When I was 8 years old I didn't knew what love is. But there was this
feeling for these many years that passed by. I tried to get the movie, but it came never
out on DVD. It was only available on VHS. I found a girl on E-bay who had the movie. I
told her the story how I tried to find it since I was 8 years old. She cancelled the
auction, and sent me the movie. A feeling like this movie gave me is priceless. If someone
haves the chance to get this very rare movie then you should watch it. Believe me you will
not regret it. I promise...Finally after 17 years I hold the movie in my hands. It's
unbelievable. The movie is from 1986 and with Virginia Madsen and Craig Sheffer...
01-August-2005 9:49 PM
I guess being single isn't so bad. At least I don't get hurt that way. Neither do I have
to listen to lies. The people who told me to wait and don't watch out for anyone are
probably right. I will try this way and see what happens
It's no worth it to get
attached to someone. In the end nothing will work out for me. I am tired to always move my
ass and do really everything for a girl. I gave it up. It's no use.
29-July-2005 8:39 PM
UPDATE part one: It’s always good to have someone back you up, especially when your heart
is about to break. In this case it is my sorry ass
For those who wonder why I’ve
been so happy and at the same time very sad will understand when they read the text down
below.
The text down below is such a second opinion of a friend who I consider one of my closest
friends. Distance does not matter in this case. Thank you…
In my opinion, this girl just can't seem to make up her mind. rude people would say she's
got abandonment issues. i do have to give her credit for breaking up with the guy right
after she found out that he cheated. most girls would've cried and given him the second
chance. which means to some guys; i still have her...and as long as i don't get caught, i
can still get it somewhere else too!
she may come to see you, but keep in mind that she's 16. which means she's still got
another 2 years of high school. and no, i'm not saying anything about her age. it's never
your fault what year you were born, only how wisely you choose to spend the time you've
had so far. i'm 17 myself, remember? i think this girl thinks nothing may really happen,
as she is in another country. some girls are like that. they like to play and trail you
along when they think there's no risk involved. i should know. shes your friend so you
feel protective over her...maybe a little posessive but whatever happens to this girl is
going to happen whether you'd like it to or not. i don't think she should've began dating
the best friend, that doesn't seem like a good move. one thing i was thinking of...you
said she got upset when you brought up the boyfriend. why do you think that is? sometimes
you just have to read between the lines. if she thinks of you more often than her current
boyfriend, then maybe she should cut him loose. if her feelings for you are true, wouldn't
she herself feel the need to do this? i think maybe i could offer more insight if i knew
her side of the story. didnt you say earlier that she got upset when she heard that she
couldn't have more than one guy? in all fairness, if that were true and she has that
"free love" mentality, she shouldn't have broken up with the ex because odds are
she may have said as much to him. then he, in turn, could have used that as his soapbox.
if she says she can do it, then why can't i? she needs some one on one time with a pillar
candle and a mirror. reflection time. deep thinking. ya know?
i don't consider this girl a slut, only a little confused. is there any way i can talk to
her myself? maybe she should recognize that this guy is her ex's best friend and he could
very well be planning some kind of revenge type thing. like wooing her, bedding her then
letting her fall on her ass. no girl should be treated that way. i don't want to seem as
if i'm discouraging you from this girl, because you care for her, but some distance is
definitely in order.
if you feel more miserable than happy, why are you asking me? i don't have to tell you
twice do i? find someone who cares deeply for you. someone near you so that you don't have
to be alone when the sun goes down. it's not in your best intrest to pine for this girl
when she's holding someone else. god, that sounded horrible, but i can't get the
expression right, what i'm really trying to say, in an email. but i'm telling you you
deserve someone who can be with you. after all, the love we give is the love we recieve.
if you give your love to someone, shouldn't you have love back? chris think on that for a
while.
23-July-2005 22:17PM
What a lovely day. My Hard Disk Drive in my Computer got this S.M.A.R.T. Status function,
which is checking itself.
Look what it just told me: Premistakes: Forthcoming overrun is announced!
OH OH. Very shitty that is. That means it will die on me and with all my data and just all
my stuff on my computer will be gone. Where should I get 320 GB of data space so fast ? I
hope this thing doesn't wreck so soon or I promise it will die by the sword
23-July-2005 9:16 AM
I am finally back from the hospital. It doesn't matter what was wrong with me. I don't
wanna talk about it. Just letting my friends know that I am back, and I am not recovered
yet from my visit. Man...there wasn't even one sexy nurse...that is messed up ! I want my
money back
Since I know at least one person will read this I’ve decided to update this profile page
once in a while after things and impacts that has happened lately or recently. I have
nobody to talk to, so you know I have only this way to let it out and send out my so
called “silent scream” for help… I know it is only wishful thinking but maybe one girl
will rescue me out of my misery one day. If it is you who is reading this…can you tell me
what is taking you so long ?
12-July-2005 9:25 PM
Very interesting update. Those who know about Cassy and the story about her that has
happened between me and her will find this update very interesting...
I talked to this guy online. His name is Brandon. She used to date him, but now they are
only friends. However...he told me that she haves a new boyfriend. He is 24 and works for
her dad in the Military. This is so messed up !!!
Wanna know why ! She always told me
she can't date older guys because of her parents. She would have always a excuse to have
no time for me, though why did she came over once in a while to see me ? Anyways that is
so the shit, because that 24 year old guy asked her to marry him !!! HA SHIT. WHAT A BUNCH
OF SHIT IS GOING ON HERE...Her boyfriend will go in September for 6 month on TDY,a nd when
they come Though she gave me a living hell and bring me down like no other. I wish her
luck. I don't know why she rejected me one year and two years ago, but I never wanted to
accept that she only maked me feel miserable and sad
I have one last thing to do and
give her back a picture of herself that she has left here for me. I will send it in the
mail, even though she only lives 3 minutes away. I wanna forget her for all my life. No
way I am gonna show up where she is, or I'll end up in the mad house !
I don't
know why I feel hurt. I have no feelings left for her. I despise her.
05-June-2005 11:16 PM
Once in a while I talk to this one girl on MSN. She lives next Village. We’ve never met or
anything before. We have been talking for like 12 month now. She was always telling her
problems and I simply listened and tried to make her feel better. I know her e-mail
address from Cassy the girl that rejected me I guess. She just never had time for me, or
simply didn’t wanted to make any time for me. She always had an excuse. However…let me
continue this recent story, because the story about Cassy is old and painful. I only want
to forget if that is even possible. It was last week when I’ve seen this one girl I was
talking about on the beginning again. Her name is Aleksa and she is American. She told me
that she haven’t heard from her boyfriend for over a week now and it isn’t normal that he
doesn’t pick up his cell phone. Since she had no other chance to reach him as for to go
over his house which is kinda far away I offered her I would give her a ride to her
boyfriends house. You have to think, that I never seen her and she said that is really
sweet from me. She accepted my offer and she told me to meet her where she lives at like
10:00 PM. The people who know me know that I am a reliable honest guy who haves no bad
intentions. She had to sneak out of her house because she is 17 and as she told me her mom
wasn’t suppose to know that her so called boyfriend is 25 years old and in the Air Force.
Okay, so I was there ready to pick her up, and after a few minutes she really showed up. I
was shocked for a moment and didn’t get out of my car cause I was like..damn why is she so
hot ! lol. She was like get out of the car and give me a hug, Chris. I forgot my
manors…sorry ladies ! So on the way she said it’s all cool and she can trust me because of
the fact that I knew her friend Cassy. I told her the whole story about Cassy and I know
you don’t bad mouth about a girl in front of a other girl, but it did just hurt and felt
good to let her all know. It was a half hour ride as we reached her boyfriend house and I
told her I would give her backup if she needed any. She said, wait in the car, Chris. We
saw there was light at his window, but he didn’t opened…after a few minutes she came back
and said he is not home. We had to hurry back because it would be bad if her mom found out
she was talking to a empty bed,lol. On the way home she asked me if I could drive her to
another place where he might be. I was so tired and I haven’t slept the two night before
cause I had to study for school and work. I was driving on the way to this other place as
shit happened. The cops pulled me, checked my ID’s and told me to get out of my car. My
heart was beating like crazy because I have never been pulled over before. Aleksa said she
is bad luck and I was like no that is not true…The Cop said I was driving to slow. I said
I am so tired officer and that is why I drive more cautious and he thought I did drugs or
I did drink something. He said close your eyes for 30 seconds and open your eyes after 30
seconds. I imaged a digital watch in my mind and it worked. He said everything is fine and
let me continue my drive.
It was almost midnight when we reached the second location. Her boyfriend and this other
girl with the baby weren’t there, and she thought maybe he is cheating on her, but well we
haven’t seen anyone so we didn’t know. By that time we did laugh a lot and it was fun
cruising around with Aleksa. I was just so mad dead tired. I was driving her back home,
and dropped her off. She gave me a hug and said bye.
The next day I sent her a few text messages to her cell phone to check out if everything
is okay with her and that she haven’t been caught by her mom. She didn’t reply to me so I
got worried. I e-mailed her a long e-mail and well here is what she wrote back…
““Hey, Thats good that u got things cleared out at work. Dont want u to stay in trouble or
nothing. Well I'm not really in the mood to talk so I don't have much to say, but thank u
for the complament. Yeah u seem to be the reliable type of guy. I didn't think u where shy
at all, u was actually real talkative. It's all good that u was driving slow u was tired I
can understand and thx for taking me. I have a lot on my mind right now so Im not really
in the mood to keep on going. Im sorry! I just wanted to thank u once again for the ride.
Im out.““
…Let me know what you thought about it. It was almost one PM when I came home. I guess I
liked her a little bit, even so she speaks with an Russian accent. She offered me to help
me study with my English, because I have in a week a English exam and it isn’t one of
those easy things really…I gave her my school papers, because she wanted to take a look at
it and meet me later to teach me those things. I know I need my papers to study but I
haven’t heard from her anymore, and I blocked her on MSN, because I know I was only good
for driving her around for the search of her boyfriend. I will copy those English lesson
papers from my friend and so I don’t need to see her again to pick them up. You say what
did I expect ? I don’t know to be honest. I know I get attached to easily and feel hurt. I
don’t know if she have found or heard from her boyfriend again, but she isn’t any better
than Cassy…
I guess that is so far all that made me feel sad and lonely again, besides a few hours
ago I’ve seen my car got badly damaged on the left side. One of the shocks which hold the
tyre is losing Oil and that shit will cost a couple hundred Dollars to fix, so I see
myself next morning at the garage again to get it fixed before I die on the highway. You
see I have so much luck… NO shit
08-May-2005
I just came back home from my neighbours wedding. It is 1:57 AM. I don't know, but I can't
fall asleep. I guess I just think too much sometimes and that isn't so good for me. I
guess it's better to let it all out and write it down. maybe I will feel better then. I
write this to whoever will read it. Not that I expect anyone would read this.
However...don't get me wrong I am happy that my neighbour Frank got married, but I realize
now how fast time is passing by. I was over his house, until he met his girlfriend (his
wife now). I mean I grew up with him, and he is 30 now. What Ia m trying to say is that I
look at myself and I feel like I am running out of time. I am now 25 and I still haven't
found someone. I try and take Frank as a Benchmark, like I compare my life to his. Like I
have 5 more years to find someone. A lot of people at the Wedding said that I will be the
next one. I don't think I will be the next one to get married. Show me someone who would
marry me. Have fun looking. I highly doubt it cause I gave up. It is to complicated for
me. And you won't find the one just by going out. But when will she find me when I least
expect it ? Why does it take so long ? Can you please be so nice and hurry up a little
bit...? I am really waiting my ass off
It's horrible for me to be alone. But I can't
just date like others. It's hard for me. And what would I get ? I would meet lots of
people but mostly it would be superficial, but not from my side. I can't deal with that. I
lose my way sometimes but if you seem to understand that I only want someone, a single
girl "Now and Forever". Dating won't make me happy. I was fighting long enough.
I could write a long story, but believe me it's been told often enough and won't change
anything. Dating brings up my hopes but it won't take long until my hopes get shattered
and I'll be disappointed again...
You see maybe it's just me. Am I just complicated ?
And what is the matter ? Why is never something working out for me ? Okay maybe if I would
move to the states or to Canada that might higher my chances big time since I really want
a only English speaking girlfriend. I don't get along with Germans. Can't believe I say
that as a German. I am not even picky. It's nice to be told that I am cute or how
attractive girls think I am, and that they love me for my personality...but hey think
about it for a minute ! What does this all help me when I am forever alone ?! I don't need
looks. I bet my ass if I was butt ugly I would be happy in love with someone. I am not
even good looking. This is getting frustrating right now. Love is just a fading memory. I
guess I have to stay a prisoner of this pain
Well whoever reads this, have a good night
Stranger
By the way I am not feeling any better by now. Maybe you can do something
about. As I said...if you could just please hurry up
"Good judgement is the product of experience...Experience is the product of bad
judgement."
"I refuse to tiptoe through life only to arrive safely at death"
How I want things to be in a serious Relationship:
Treating each other with love and respect. Having the ability to talk about things and to
be honest with each other. Being lovers and also best friends.
What I've learned from my past Relationships:
What it means to love someone and that you never stop learning from each other.
It's TIME to THANK the handful people who were there for me when I was feeling so terribly
down because of my half way exams from the
03-01-05.
I didn't expected sooo much feedback,and all this support !!! I don't know what to say...
I feel so loved
and I wanna thank every single person for being there for me. I
don't take that for granted and it is very appreciated
In the end it's those few
special people who make me smile and who really cheered me up with all their help and
support. Thank you so much PureRave People !!!
Wenn man etwas hat zum Beispiel einen Menschen den man Liebt...dann zweifelt man nicht !
Man weis ganz einfach was man hat und glaubt daran..---Nur was tun wenn der den man Liebt
die eigene Liebe nicht erwiedert ? Dumm gelaufen, was ?!
Well out of no where this really cool girl Monica mails me and tells me what she thought
about my whole story. I think she is definitely so right, and thank you for cheering me up
babe
Here is what she wrote:
I’m sorry you had your heart broken more than once. I know what it’s like. And yes- you’re
right, it’s very easy to give up on love. I know a thing or two about heartbreak and it’s
not cool, but you know what makes it ok? I am a GREAT person, and if someone was stupid
enough to break MY heart, then they didn’t deserve me...no matter how much I loved them,
and that’s how you have to look at it...They’re missing out on YOU... I learned that the
hard way, but I finally got it...Just be patient and don’t LOOK for love, it’ll come when
it’s ready to come, because the more you rush it, the longer it takes, at least that’s
what it seems like -Monica
You’ve all heard it...so I guess Love will find me. Where are you hiding Love !!? Come out
and show yourself !!!!
My name is Chris. If you wanna know anything else then send me a line or two, and I shall
reply as soon as I am able to... I protect the weak ones, and i try to help whenever I
can....I am just a lonely heart, searching for my true love. All I want is to be loved. I
live about 4 miles away from Ramstein Air Force Base. About 42 000 americans are stationed
here. They call my area "Little America". I wish I could speak all day long
english. German is my first language, but english is so much easier. People say that I am
a special person, but isn’t everybody special in their own unique way ? ? ? Life
is...what you make out of it !
People give up so easy on the things they love, until they get older and realize what they
had...but then it’s to late. If you really believe in something it will work out even so
it seems like it’s impossible. Giving up is just so easy...though I am trying not to
understand.
Sometimes the Image of love gets everyone caught up, everyone loves to be swept away once
in a while…I was there twice, and to tell the truth I’m not ready to do it again. I’ve
gone through so much and been hurt so many times. There is someone for everyone, always.
No one deserves to have their heart broken, but its just the way of life…
Some girls don’t know what they want...they don’t know a good thing when it’s right in
front of their face !
I think that you cant waste your life away upset at what people have done to hurt you so
much but then again you can forget...well try anyway that is why I try to be happy most of
the time.
I just know it's the person you like and not what they look like you can't like someone
for what they look like because in the end it's who they are.
Yeah well that's what I think many others would beg to differ I guess.
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