| Bio: |
Wiccan. Wanna chat? write me. I dig honest people who love to have fun and aren't afraid
to go against the crowd.
/Keep Smiling!/ it makes people wonder what you're up to..
Love BTVS? Please check out my web site: http://www.freewebs.com/slayrgirl/
Movies I dig:
A Christmas story
Batman Begins
Contact
Crash
Cruel Intentions
Fight club
Indiana Jones (Temple of Doom, Raiders of The Lost Arc, The Last Crusade)
LOTR Trilogy
Les Miserables
Psycho
Se7en
Silence of The Lambs
Sling Blade
The Godfather Trilogy
The Shining
The Sixth Sense
The Grudge
The Green Mile
The Others
The Secret Window
More to come...
Likes:
Wicca
Animals
Nature
dragons
Candles
music
Marlboro Reds
furry things
books
my computer
poetry
Bacardi
Jell-O Shots
Mudslide
Lemon Drop
Kamikaze
Mai Tai
Tom Collins
Things I hate:
school
PREPS
SLUTS
religion bashers
Religious discrimination
math
pop bands
Music I like:
AC/DC
Aerosmith
Atmosphere
Beatles
Beck
Cars
Coldplay
Dishwalla
Eagles
ELO
Eric Clapton
Evanescence
Interpol
Jimi Hendrix
Kinks
Pink Floyd
slipknot
Velvet Chain
Queen
Rush
REM
Sex Pistols
Smashing Pumpkins
Soft Cell
Talking Heads
The Verve
The Cure
The Godz
shows i like:
Buffy The Vampire Slayer
Charmed
Law & Order: CI and SVU
Nip/Tuck
Invasion
Lost
Grey's Anatomy
POEMS:
Thomas Hardy
Ah, Are You Digging On My Grave?
Poem lyrics of Ah, Are You Digging On My Grave? by Thomas Hardy.
"Ah, are you digging on my grave,
My loved one? -- planting rue?"
-- "No: yesterday he went to wed
One of the brightest wealth has bred.
'It cannot hurt her now,' he said,
'That I should not be true.'"
"Then who is digging on my grave,
My nearest dearest kin?"
-- "Ah, no: they sit and think, 'What use!
What good will planting flowers produce?
No tendance of her mound can loose
Her spirit from Death's gin.'"
"But someone digs upon my grave?
My enemy? -- prodding sly?"
-- "Nay: when she heard you had passed the Gate
That shuts on all flesh soon or late,
She thought you no more worth her hate,
And cares not where you lie.
"Then, who is digging on my grave?
Say -- since I have not guessed!"
-- "O it is I, my mistress dear,
Your little dog, who still lives near,
And much I hope my movements here
Have not disturbed your rest?"
"Ah yes! You dig upon my grave...
Why flashed it not to me
That one true heart was left behind!
What feeling do we ever find
To equal among human kind
A dog's fidelity!"
"Mistress, I dug upon your grave
To bury a bone, in case
I should be hungry near this spot
When passing on my daily trot.
I am sorry, but I quite forgot
It was your resting place."
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Edmund Spenser - Sonnet 30 (Fire And Ice)
My love is like to ice, and I to fire:
how comes it then that this her cold so great
is not dissolv'd through my so hot desire,
but harder grows, the more I her entreat?
Or how comes it that my exceeding heat
is not delayed by her heart frozen cold,
but that I burn much more in boiling sweat,
and feel my flames augmented manifold?
What more miraculous thing may be told
that fire, which all thing melts, should harden ice:
and ice which is congealed with senseless cold,
should kindle fire by wonderful device?
Such is the pow'r of love in gentle mind
that it can alter all the course of kind.
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Edmund Spencer- Sonnet 75
One day I wrote her name upon the strand,
But came the waves and washed it away:
Again I wrote it with a second hand,
But came the tide, and made my pains his prey.
Vain man, said she, that doest in vain assay
A mortal thing so to immortalize,
For I myself shall like to this decay,
And eek my name be wiped out likewise.
Not so (quoth I), let baser things devise
To die in dust, but you shall live by fame:
My verse your virtues rare shall eternize,
And in the heavens write your glorious name.
Where whenas Death shall all the world subdue,
Out love shall live, and later life renew.
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Emily Dickenson
I CAN wade grief,
Whole pools of it,—
I ’m used to that.
But the least push of joy
Breaks up my feet,
And I tip—drunken.
Let no pebble smile,
’T was the new liquor,—
That was all!
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Power is only pain, 10
Stranded, through discipline,
Till weights will hang.
Give balm to giants,
And they ’ll wilt, like men.
Give Himmaleh,— 15
They ’ll carry him!
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I Never
(_) I NEVER HAVE BEEN DRUNK
(_) I NEVER HAVE SMOKED POT
(_) I NEVER HAVE KISSED A MEMBER OF THE OPPOSITE SEX
(_) I NEVER HAVE KISSED A MEMBER OF THE SAME SEX
(x) I NEVER CRASHED A FRIEND’S CAR
(x) I NEVER BEEN TO JAPAN
(x) I NEVER RODE IN A TAXI
(x) I NEVER HAD ANAL SEX
(x) I NEVER HAVE BEEN IN LOVE
(x) I NEVER HAD SEX
(x) I NEVER HAVE HAD SEX IN PUBLIC
(x) I NEVER HAVE BEEN DUMPED
(_) I NEVER SHOPLIFTED
(x) I NEVER HAVE BEEN FIRED
(_) I NEVER BEEN IN A FIST FIGHT
(x) I NEVER HAD A THREESOME
(_) I NEVER SNUCK OUT OF MY PARENT’S HOUSE
(x) I NEVER BEEN TIED UP (SEXUALLY)
(x) I NEVER PISSED ON MYSELF
(x) I NEVER HAD SEX WITH A MEMBER OF THE SAME SEX
(x) I NEVER BEEN ARRESTED
(_) I NEVER MADE OUT WITH A STRANGER
(_) I NEVER STOLE SOMETHING FROM MY JOB
(x) I NEVER CELEBRATED NEW YEARS IN TIME SQUARE
(_) I NEVER WENT ON A BLIND DATE
(_) I NEVER LIED TO A FRIEND
(_) I NEVER HAD A CRUSH ON A TEACHER
(x) I NEVER CELEBRATED MARDI-GRAS IN NEW ORLEANS
(x) I NEVER BEEN TO EUROPE
(_) I NEVER SKIPPED SCHOOL
(x) I NEVER SLEPT WITH A CO-WORKER
(_) I NEVER CUT MYSELF ON PURPOSE
(x) I NEVER HAD SEX AT THE OFFICE
(x) I NEVER HAD SEX WITH MORE THAN ONE PERSON WITHIN THE SAME WEEK
(x) I NEVER HAVE POSED NUDE
(x) I NEVER GOT SOMEONE DRUNK JUST TO HAVE SEX WITH THEM
(_) I HAVE NEVER DRIVEN A CAR ILLEGALLY
(x) I HAVE NEVER BEEN ON TV
(_) I HAVE NEVER SNORTED ANYTHING
(x) I HAVE NEVER HAD SEX IN THE SHOWER
(x) I HAVE NEVER CHEATED ON ANYONE
(_) I HAVE NEVER STOLE ANTHING FROM SOMEONE I LOVED
I
KISS
GIRLS
AND
BOYS
I see things that aren't really there.
I find it hard to keep my problems to myself.
I have a broken heart.
I wish I could help my father.
I want an ice cream cone.
I have a need for closeness.
I hate pretension.
I miss feeling whole.
I fear change, but love it at the same time.
I hear things that aren't said.
I feel alone.
I smell like vanilla and ciggarettes.
I crave affection.
I search for an answer.
I wonder what it would be like to be telekinetic.
I regret nothing and everything at the same time.
I love sand between my toes and lying in the grass.
I long for familiarity.
I always prick myself with the needle.
I listen to good music.
I believe that this is may be as good as it gets.
I win rarely.
I am Ashley - that's all I'm able to be.
I care too much/too little.
I always get into trouble.
I am crazy and abnormal.
I believe that everything will work itself out ...eventually.
I have an active imagination.
I cringe at the thought of my mother. [/puple]
I dance whenever I can.
I sing in the shower/all the time.
I cry when I don't want to.
I learn things the hard way.
I do not feel as much as I used too.
I succeed because I am driven.
I fail because I lack motivation.
I fight because I feel controlled by others.
I write constantly.
I give money to friends.
I confuse everyone, including myself.
I never drink orange juice after brushing my teeth ...anymore.
Have you ever smoked? yes
2. Been drunk as hell? yes
3. Screwed someone of the opposite sex? no
4. Screwed someone of the same sex? no
5. Shoplifted? no
6. Lied? yes
7. Betrayed a friend? no, and i never intend to
8. Been to jail? no
9. Smoked weed? yes
10. Done LSD? no
11. Done any other illegal drug? no
12. Given oral sex? no
13. Received oral sex? no
14. Screwed something not of human race? no
15. Screwed something not alive? no
16. Cheated on someone? no
17. Used someone? no, i don't think so
18. Paid someone for sex? no
19. Been paid for sex? no
20. Played strip poker? no
21. Skipped school? yes
22. Skipped school to get high/drunk? yes
23. Danced naked? yes, but its part of my religion
24. Danced naked in public? yes
25. Flashed someone? yes
28. Kissed someone of the same sex? yes
29. Held hands? yes, all the time
30. Hugged someone? i'm a hug-aholic
31. French kissed? yes
32. Had sexual fantasies? yes
33. Had gay/lesbian fantasies? yes
34. Stolen money? no
35. Stole money from family? no
36. Stolen drugs from family? no
37. Been convicted of a crime? no
38. Dated someone because you heard they were easy? no
39. Had someone date you because they thought you were easy? no
40. Been called a whore? no
41. Been called a bitch? yes, but i am
42. Watched porn? yes
43. Taped porn? no
44. Watched porn you tape? no
45. Kissed someone while in a moving in a vehicle? yes
46. Screwed someone while moving in a vehicle? no
47. Used sex toys? yes
48. Tried to kill yourself? no
49. Tried to kill someone else? not that you could prove
50. Told someone you hated them? yes
51. Told someone you loved them and didn’t mean it? yes
52. Has anyone told you they loved you the first day you started dating him/her?
yes
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We have, I fear, confused power with greatness. ~Stewart Udall
"The modern conservative is engaged in one of man’s oldest exercises in moral
philosophy; that is, the search for a superior moral justification for selfishness."
~John Kenneth Galbraith
"A conservative is a man with two perfectly good legs who, however, has never learned
how to walk forward." ~Franklin D. Roosevelt, radio
speech, 26 October 1939 |
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