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Stoked  - Mood history |
| Real Name: |
Keila |
| Gender: |
Female |
| Status: |
Single & not looking |
| Location: |
Belton, Missouri, U.S.A. |
| Birthdate: |
Oct 27, 1984, I'm 23 and a Scorpio |
| My +Buddies: |
!~*Scotty*~!, .*.Mizz_Momma.*., .Dirty.Mexican., .MommyBorn., AddictInTheAttic, C00kieM0nster, CapnFantasmo, Confuz*E, Corduroy, darkstar101, Fuck*Off, GlowWurm, Greenii, G_Kitty, inebreatedcow, InkGirl, iStrive2Thrive, KandyGlow, Kelsey, Lardass, LovingDadof2, Mr_Douchebag, rixorz555, SupahDuck, TallestPurple, Tha-Ho, ¤MissKitty¤ |
| +Buddy Of: |
!.*Fierce*.!, !~*Scotty*~!, !~Joe~!, *(Jizzle)*, *~Kristi~*, --StarBrite--, -bdubs-, .*.Mizz_Momma.*., .Dirty.Mexican., .MommyBorn., AddictInTheAttic, beefalabonfont, Ben.Jam.In, BRSbass, C00kieM0nster, CapnFantasmo, chelseagirl26, Confuz*E, Corduroy, daidilus, DarkLotuz, DarkRobby, darkstar101, Elektrik_Glow, Fuck*Off, Glitch, GlowWurm, godd121, Greenii, G_Kitty, HCvern, Heero_Yuy, inebreatedcow, INKandBLOOD, InkGirl, iStrive2Thrive, J.RODDER, Johnny5, jsarfabbf, K-RISSY, Kameron, KandyGlow, karterbinks, Kelsey, Kittenfish9, Lardass, LovingDadof2, MagicDreamXxX, MindyMoo, Mr_Douchebag, NCbluegirl18, PatInTheHat, Rob_Paradox, Rocky_211, skeet, Spectre_Ninja, Starry-eyes, SuggaBabie, SupahDuck, TallestPurple, TinUH, Toby_Dammit, trance2night, WhoAreYou, xdiskobiskitx, ¤MissKitty¤, §P!N |
| Bio: |
"The only time I'd kick you outta bed would be to fuck you on the floor!"
-Jester-
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"It's all just fucking static in my head that transforms to noise in another
persons ears anyways." -Me-2007.Feb
All you really need to know is: I'm the one and only Keila.
There is no other like me.
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.oO:.Kilo.Style.:Oo.
I’m not a Raver, nor a Kandy Kid. I’m neither Gothic nor Punk, or Preppy,
Jock'ish -insert the rest of the stereotypes here- Please understand this and say
the previous sentence out loud to yourself several times before you decide to
message me with your witty comments.
-I’m Keila-
A little delusional, a touch of psychosis, maybe a
dash of obsessive compulsive. I’m a junkie and a
fiend. I don’t suffer from my paranoid hallucinations…I simply enjoy
and embrace them. I adore anyone/anything that allows their
imagination to envision the impossible.
-Creativity-
I really enjoy and take comfort in my manic
episodes. When the Shadow People come to me in full color or the
television in my head goes off air for the day (or night), well that’s
when paranoia sets in. They come and go in pieces… fragments. And
yes, these things I refer to as My Shadows are fully colored, well
speaking, good conversationalists, social and a very active type of Shadow - They
never stay long, here and there...then through the wall, ceiling or floor they go
off to do whatever brightly colored shadows do.
-My visual fixations-
I mean honestly, there's nothing better than a Severe Manic Bipolar Chronic
Paranoia with tags of Insomnia and more than just a few bouts
with...ehhh...something along the lines of Schizophrenic/Multiple
Personalities...who’s also extremely Delusional...and just
happens to be a Conspiracy Theorist Recluse....No wait, that does
indeed get better...when two of her best female friends happen to
be the same way as above stated...but toss in a few more disorders
from the Mental Grab Bag. That's as good as it gets.
-Genuine Smile-
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.oO:.Familiar.Solace.:Oo.
My family is the world and beyond to me. I will go to the ends
of the earth to help them, defend them with my dying breath even if they're
wrong. My blood family may be down to 4 people, not including myself.
Now, the respect, honest, trust, love and loyalty I have for my blood, I also have
for those few people that have been there through out my life and are still here. Those
few people know me, for the most part, inside and out, sometimes better
than I know myself.
-That's what slipcovers are for-
I trust a lot more than I'd be willing to admit. I will help
anyone that comes to me and asks for it, whether it be a friend, a stranger or my worst
enemy. I have always and probably will always put everyone else and helping them,
before myself. If it's in my power, trust that I will do it, but trust
that my son comes before and is above everyone and everything else.
-He is my life-
The rest are just road side attractions meant to be admired from
your car or picked up and held closely through out your life.
-And I get to continue watching cartoons-
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.oO:.Harmonious.Rejections.:Oo.
Melodies. I'm a junkie for some straight up
fucking great lyrics. I listen to everything.
From Beethoven to Pantera. - Tupac to Benny Benassi.
My mood always alters my musical selection. I tend to stay within what I know I
love, those being: APC, Tool, Rehab, Sublime, Benassi, Anna Nalick...and the like.
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.oO:.Fondling That One Special Banana.:Oo.
It's an odd feeling to have on your own, but when you're able to give someone else
all of everything you never thought you'd be able to, let alone have the
capacity and ability to offer so freely...it's an even more fucked up
sensation. A good sensation because it signals that maturity, that sense of
compassion and total understanding of actions that have had to
be taken...The fact that he is still one of my best friends, and we
still love and support each other as one should, is almost dumbfounding to me.
Never did I ever think that I would be willing to understand something like this, nor
would I have ever believed that I could still stand by and support
someone, no matter what their decisions may be.
That is how true friends should be ...straight up. None of the
bullshit trickery, none of the "lying or with holding parts of the
truth" to spare feelings and even if you don't agree with the actions and
choices, you still stand beside that person. No matter how silly it may
seem to you. Or how much said choices really do tear you apart inside.
You still love the fucker. And you can still kick 'em really
hard...in their kneecap.
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.oO:.Transmissions.Interrupted.:Oo.
If you feel it necessary to leave comments on my journal, images, poetry etc
then please do so with an open mind. I am involved in the Body
Modification world, various Fetish Photography, and
Addiction Deviants, if you don’t know what I’m talking about, then you
should close purerave and do a simple educational search on
google about the topic. There is nothing I dislike more than
ignorance. I understand I am ignorant on just as many
things as everyone else is, BUT I am at least willing to learn/try.
-Be open to new things-
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"Sometimes you find yourself in the middle of nowhere, and
sometimes, in the middle of nowhere... you find yourself."
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“Life is a sexually transmitted disease.”
–Anonymous
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“Imagination is more important than knowledge...” –Albert
Einstein
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My Gallery• ღSurrëål (36, 36 new   )
Choice.Pics • ღTħэråpy (4, 4 new )
-Stuff For Therapy- • .Ava. (109, 109 new )
My Daughter, Ava.
Due December 9, 2008 • .Deana.Rose.2008 (9, 9 new ) • .End of June- Random (26, 26 new) • 01ღLitħium|Lipς (192, 192 new )
-Myself-
I feel like this time is different, everything about you wants to stimulate my senses. • 02ღLivin’ς|Easy (19, 19 new )
Beginning of Summer 2008 • 02ღNumэrφ|2 (254, 254 new )
-Jaidyn’s 2nd Birthday-
Who lives in a pineapple under the sea?! SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS! • 02ღTħiς|Tråin (938, 938 new )
-My Son-
I think you should stop your crying, here’s my kerchief to dry your eyes- You know I love you. • 02ღTħis|Tråin.v2 (84, 84 new ) • 03ღMφmma|Izza|Thug (134, 134 new )
-My Son & I-
My momma izza thug, she’ll fuck you up- A little gun powder in the laundry detergent, but she still makes me mind my manners. • 04ღEåςtэr (38, 38 new )
2008 • 04ღLφvэ (568, 568 new )
-My Family-
Misty green and blue, love to love to love you; Don’t say that you’ll never know, love to love to love you. • 05ღBådfiςħ (249, 249 new )
-Girls Best Friends-
Tell me that I’ll never be set free, but I’m a parasite, creep and crawl into the night, tell me are you a badfish? • 06ღPull|Tħåt|Håir (228, 228 new )
-Fucktional Family-
Every single vicious thought, I love it, fuck it- I’m gonna make that eyeshadow smear, I’m sick of messing around, I wanna pull that hair • 07ღCφφl|Breez& (30, 30 new )
-Weekend of Peace- Mother nature is a manic depressive And father time is a dead beat dad with excessive drinking problems Now he’s lost and swerve and talk and slur and slipping on the earths frosting surface But I’m walking perfectly • 07ღMåkэ|Out|Båndit (449, 449 new )
-My Other Halves-
I’m the make out bandit, if you don’t understand it- keep your damn love thing away from me cause I’m the make out bandit- keep your one night stands away from me. • 08ღFuck|W/your|Head (303, 303 new )
-Em&Em&12-
I want to get inside your head and just fuck with your brain- fuck with your head. • 09ღStφrmcħasin (45, 45 new )
-Rehab-
I’m so outta hand, I don’t even fuck with me- I’m going trippin’, drunk and slippin’, sleeping in ditches. Every 2 hours I take a pill that’s where I’m at- it’s oh so real. • 10ღBurritφς (376, 376 new )
-My Son & Friends-
I don’t wanna have to listen, to all the stupid shit you have to say cause I ain’t even gonna get out of bed. I ain’t getting out of bed today. • 11ღIn|My|Infåncy (239, 239 new )
-Deviantart-
Black and white are all I see in my infancy. Red and yellow they came to be, reaching out to me-as above, so is below. • 12ღFucking|Kħåki (572, 572 new )
-Color Deviants-
You are not the contents of your wallet, you are not the clothes you wear, you are not your grande latte • 13ღSpin|Sugår (157, 157 new )
-My Art-
I want perfection - I’m real need, I’ve seen attention - See through me, Call on me - Spin spin sugar • 14ღDrэåming (95, 95 new )
-Friends Art-
No words, no talk- we’ll go dreaming, no pain, no hurt- we’ll go dreaming. • 15ღSφfter|World (89, 89 new )
-A Softer World-
How I’m feeling everyday, the whole entire sky is turning gray. Clinically Insane and this is something I can’t betray. • 16ღDråw (11, 11 new )
-stuff to draw- • 16ღLåςt|Tåttoo (67, 67 new )
-Structure Bases For My Tattoo Designing-
This will be my last tattoo, to cover the memory of someone I thought I’d always be- make it hurt, make it bleed. • 17ღRåiny|Dåyς (144, 144 new )
-Viewing In Hindsight-
Good for sleeping when it’s gray and cold they got a way of making you feel like you’re getting old- your memories of being worry free have all been sold. • 18ღMy|Rucå (109, 109 new )
-Love Stuff-
Am I the only one tell me and she said your not the only one, but your the best bradley • 19ღYφur|Sφul (127, 127 new )
-Penetration Stuff-
Do you want to spend the night with me? Come on baby I can light your fire...all night long. I wanna touch your soul. • 20ღBråin|Dåmåge (94, 94 new )
-Chemical Stuff-
Ever since the day I was born, drugs is what they used to say I was on, said I never knew which way I was going. • 21ღSun|Stφrm (303, 303 new )
-Life Stuff-
And I know there’s something beautiful within my grasp and I think I’m satisfied but it won’t last, and I know to lace my boots up and pick my path, I’ll pick another rainstorm to fill my glass • 22ღMusic|In|Mэ (81, 81 new )
-Hard Beats-
It’s the music in me, it’s the only thing that keeps me alive. • 23ღTħiς|Town (54, 54 new )
-My Home, KC MO-
This town is my home- it’s deep in my soul, Thats why I’m at home, even when I’m on the road. • 24ღPэarlς (19, 19 new )
-Comic Strip- • 25ღLåte|Night|Curly (20, 20 new )
Valentines Day @ The Brick, KC MO • Displaced Pictures (6, 6 new )
random photos i need to organize • JunkiэღLφve (18, 18 new )
Print Screens Of My Progress • LovэღCħåos (97, 97 new )
Christmas @ home, New Years with Purdy My Reviews• Movie: Pan’s Labyrinth (2007-06-20)
• Music: Icky Thump (2007-06-19)
• Movie: SLC Punk (2006-11-12)
• Movie: Charlie and the Chocolate Factory (2006-11-06)
• Music: All The Right Reasons (2006-11-06)
• Music: Foiled (2006-11-04)
• Movie: Tim Burtons "Nightmare Before Christmas 3D" (2006-10-29)
• Movie: Saw III (2006-10-29)
• Music: American Idiot (2006-10-21)
• Movie: Requiem For a Dream (2006-10-19)
• View Reviews My Poems• Variations of Gray; By Angela aka Confuz*E (1 | 2006-11-16  )
• -A Melancholy Glimpse Of A Dream- (1 | 2006-01-20 )
• -In Search Of A Self Inflicted Familiarity- (1 | 2006-01-20 )
• -Raping A Displaced Emotional Scar- (4 | 2006-01-20 )
• -The Consistency Of Your Shadows Fallen Embers- (0 | 2006-01-20 )
• -The Disorientation Of A Numb Existence- (0 | 2006-01-20 )
• Detached (1 | 2004-12-28 )
• The Jailbait’s Pedofile Cunt (2 | 2004-12-28 )
• Unfinished Emotion (2 | 2004-12-28 )
• Adams First Regret By: .the.haunted. (0 | 2004-06-30 )
• I’ll Be There (0 | 2004-05-12 )
• Given.:.Up (2 | 2004-04-01 )
• Powdered.:.Whore (6 | 2004-04-01 )
• Bittersweet.:.Relapse (3 | 2004-03-31 )
• Mr.:.Sandman (12 | 2002-10-24 )
My JournalReach Into My Dream Bag (4748 )
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