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right back at cha buddy...



...You should never regrete the things you do because at one point, what you did, was what
you wanted to do...





and i dont want the world to see me because i dont
think that they’d understand...and when everything is ment to be broken..i just want you
to know who i am







i hate everything about you






all
I
wanna
do
is
lose
myself
in
your
room
all
you
want
is
just
a
slow
fuck
in
the
afternoon






Torn


She sits in her room as she cries and cries,
Hiding the abuse behind the lies.
She hides her true feelings behind her smile,
And no one knew what was going on all the while.
Deep down inside shes tattered and torn,
Truly wishing she was never born.

Everyday people would wonder and ask,
But she hides it all behind her smiling mask.
Everyone sees the pain in her eyes,
But they all ignore it and believe her lies.

Most of the time she was left home alone,
But then hed come home drunk and stoned.
Hed yell and scream with all his might,
Throwing her into a fit of fright.
Then hed hit her and throw her around,
Leaving her sprawled out, half dead on the ground.

Then the next day shed go to school,
With her smiling mask, playing everyone for a fool.
If they saw her bruises shed make up more lies,
To hide the abuse and pain deep inside.

She put up with the abuse for years and years,
Until finally one night she ended her tears.
In her house on that stormy night,
Though very scared and full of fright;
She pulled the trigger and ended her life.







~~~~Tears are the words the heart can’t say~~~~




















Pain doesnt care who you are












....When you don’t want to feel, death can seem like a dream. But seeing death, really
seeing it, makes dreaming about it fucking ridiculous....