"Every Single Day"
See all the people longing to be
Living their lives regretlessly
Trying to repress the pain in their lives
Reassuring themselves living with lies
No way to break through not on my own
Can't push away all the sorrow I've known
Have to release every thought or care
And take control life is a dare
I can start over today
Live my life a different way
Can't find a way to erase bad times to make
Everything OK
I'll start over and live every single day
Regrest and memories no remorse no apologies
No reason for me to despair no future at all
Ask if I care
I got time on my side twenty four hours in my life
Can't hang on to what's in my past
Full speed ahead hard and fast
At the end with each dropping sun
Can't erase what has been done who cares
What happened long ago I don't want to know
Can't face tomorrow with these thoughts
Of yesterday
I can't escape the lies and make them go away
Wish I had the answers to make it through
Can't shake these images no matter what I do
I guess I'll use them to make me a stronger man
I'll use each
Twisted tortured memory to help me understand
And I will learn
From mistakes
To find a way
I guess I'll have to live with them every single day
-- YOUR HERITAGE: German, English, Scottish, French and Danish
-- THE SHOES YOU WORE TODAY: Madamoiselles
-- YOUR EYES: Blue/grey
-- YOUR WEAKNESS: Cheese
-- YOUR FEARS: SPIDERS and other bugs. Plus suffocation
-- ONE THING YOU'D LIKE TO ACHIEVE: making $100,000/ yr minimum
-----------------WHAT IS------------------
-- YOUR THOUGHTS FIRST WAKING UP: i gotta piss
-- THE FIRST FEATURE YOU NOTICE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX: how they dress
-- THE FIRST FEATURE YOU NOTICE IN THE SAME SEX: how they dress
-- YOUR BEST PHYSICAL FEATURE: eyes/tits
-- YOUR BEDTIME: depends when i work
-- YOUR GREATEST ACCOMPLISHMENT: school
-- YOUR MOST MISSED MEMORY: partying/dancing all night
-----------------YOU PREFER------------------
-- PEPSI OR COKE: FUCk pepsi
-- MCDONALD'S OR BURGER KING: MCDonalds
-- SINGLE OR GROUP DATES: single but thats only if there isnt a 3rd added to the mix
-- ADIDAS OR NIKE: Adidas
-- CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA: the 2.. twisted
-- CAPPUCCINO OR COFFEE: Coffee--hazelnut
-----------------DO YOU------------------
-- SMOKE: when im at work or DRUNK
-- TAKE A SHOWER EVERYDAY: always
-- HAVE A CRUSH(ES): only one and im married to him
-- WHO ARE THEY: hubbs
-- DO YOU THINK YOU'VE BEEN IN LOVE?: a few times
-- WANT TO GO TO COLLEGE: did and am going back
-- LIKE HIGH SCHOOL: kinda....
-- WANT TO GET MARRIED: wanna see the ring???
-- TYPE WITH YOUR FINGERS ON THE RIGHT KEYS: point and type
-- THINK YOU'RE ATTRACTIVE: im attractive but my body aint what it used to be
-- THINK YOU'RE A HEALTH FREAK: whats healthy anyways??
-- GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS: just my mom, my dad can suck it
-- LIKE THUNDERSTORMS: to watch em, not to drive in em
-- PLAY AN INSTRUMENT: i used to play the violin and viola
------------IN THE PAST MONTH DID:/:HAVE YOU--------------
-- DRANK ALCOHOL: what do you think??
-- SMOKE(D): Yes
-- DONE A DRUG: hah....i wish
-- HAVE SEX: yes.....
-- MADE OUT: definitly
-- GO ON A DATE: everyday
-- GO TO THE MALL: yep
-- EATEN SUSHI: not lately
-- BEEN ON STAGE: only if i were a srtipper
-- BEEN DUMPED: hahhahaha
-- GONE SKATING: naw
-- MADE HOMEMADE COOKIES: prepackaged
-- BEEN IN LOVE: everyday
-- DYED YOUR HAIR: yesssss
-- STOLEN ANYTHING: what kind of a loser would?
-----------------HAVE YOU EVER------------------
-- FLOWN ON A PLANE: Yep
-- MISSED WORK/SCHOOL BECAUSE IT WAS RAINING?:nope
-- TOLD A GUY/GIRL THAT YOU LIKED THEM?: sure
-- CRIED DURING A MOVIE?: im a bitch
-- EVER THOUGHT AN ANIMATED CHARACTER WAS HOT?: haha............................yeah
-- HAD AN IMAGINARY FRIEND: had a green blanket named "Ganky" who i talked to.
-- BEEN ON STAGE?: not when i was sober
-- CUT YOUR OWN HAIR: when i was little
-- HAD CRUSH ON A TEACHER?: nope
-- PLAYED A GAME THAT REQUIRED REMOVAL OF CLOTHING?: seven minutes in heaven baby...hah.
-- BEEN CAUGHT "DOING SOMETHING": ......
-- BEEN CALLED A TEASE: naw cause i get down to it
-- ACTUALLY WANTED TO DIE: many times
-- ACTUALLY WANTED TO KILL SOMEONE: not recently
-- GOTTEN BEATEN UP?: NOPE!!!!! im a scrapper..
-- BEEN IN A FIGHT: fuck yea
-- INJURED SOMEONE DELIBERATELY?: sure have
-- SHOPLIFTED: naw
-- BETRAYED A FRIEND: nope but they have betrayed me
-- BEEN IN INTENSIVE CARE:nope
-- BEEN ATTACKED BY AN ANIMAL: everyday by my dog with kisses
-- BEEN SNOWED ON: moledigger
-- BEEN HAILED ON: right in the eye
-----------------THE FUTURE------------------
-- AGE YOU HOPE TO BE MARRIED: 22..im 23 now
-- NUMBERS AND NAMES OF CHILDREN YOU WANT: not right now
-- DESCRIBE YOUR DREAM WEDDING: had it..red.
-- HOW DO YOU WANT TO DIE?: quick
-- WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP? a doctor
--WHAT COUNTRY WOULD YOU MOST LIKE TO VISIT?: anywhere
-----------------OPPOSITE/SAME SEX------------------
-- BEST EYE COLOR: hazel
-- BEST HAIR COLOR:black
-- SHORT OR LONG HAIR: short
-- BEST HEIGHT: 6'4''
-- BEST WEIGHT: 175
-- BEST FIRST DATE LOCATION: in the bed
-- BEST FIRST KISS LOCATION: at the doorstep -- MOST ROMANTIC MOMENT: too many to
remember
-----------------NUMBER OF-----------------
-- NUMBER OF BOYFRIENDS/GIRLFRIENDS YOU'VE HAD:too many
-- NUMBER OF KISSES YOU'VE GIVEN: total??? 1000000000000000000000 and it keeps going
-- NUMBER OF DRUGS TAKEN ILLEGALLY:too many
-- NUMBER OF PEOPLE I COULD TRUST WITH MY LIFE: hahaha 1
-- NUMBER OF PIERCINGS: only 4 now but i had more
-- NUMBER OF TATTOOS: 2 but im getting more
-- NUMBER OF TIMES MY NAME HAS APPEARED IN THE NEWSPAPER?: none..i think
-- NUMBER OF SCARS ON MY BODY: ALOT
-- NUMBER OF THINGS IN MY PAST THAT I REGRET: we all have something.
----------------FAVORITES-----------------
-- SHAMPOO: PAul Mitchell
-- FAV COLOR: BLACK
-- DAY/NIGHT: day
-- SUMMER/WINTER: Summer
-- LACE OR SATIN: satin?
-- FAVE CARTOON CHARACTER: meatwad
-- FAVE FOOD: anything..im not picky
-- FAVE MOVIE: Sunshine of the spotless mind
-- FAVE TV SERIES: im not big on TV series
-- FAVE MUSIC: DnB, hip hop, punk
-- FAVE SPORT: football
-- FAVE ACTIVITY: walking my dog or swimming....and of course being lazy.
----------------GEEK------------------
-- PC OR MAC: there is a difference??
-- BROWSER: what ever i feel like using
-- MP3 PLAYER: i have a mpe/dig camera/ camcorder
-- DESKTOP OR LAPTOP: whatever
-- MAIN SOFTWARE: i dont get it
-- EVER MADE A WEBSITE: nope
-- ESSENTIAL GADGET: microwave
----------------RIGHT NOW------------------
-- WEARING: wifebeater/ pajama bottoms/ headband
-- DRINKING: nothing
-- THINKING ABOUT: finishing this and my bed behind me
-- LISTENING TO: hubbs snore
---------------IN THE LAST 24 HRS------------------
-- CRIED: naw
-- WORN JEANS: nope
-- MET SOMEONE NEW ONLINE: nope
-- SLEPT HOW MANY HOURS: 9
-- DONE LAUNDRY: No
-- DROVE A CAR: yeah
-- EXERCISED: work is exercising right?
---------------DO YOU BELIEVE IN--------------
-- YOURSELF: depends pn what time of the month
-- YOUR FRIENDS: i really dont have any just aquaintances
-- SANTA CLAUS: no
-- TOOTH FAIRY: no
-- DESTINY/FATE: sometimes
-- ANGELS: YES
-- GHOSTS: not sure
-- UFO'S: YES
-- GOD: on a good day
--------FRIENDS AND LIFE------------------
-- DO YOU EVER WISH YOU HAD ANOTHER NAME?: yep
-- DO YOU HAVE A GIRLFRIEND/BOYFRIEND?: yes,,husband actually
-- DO YOU LIKE ANYONE?: ^^^
-- WHICH ONE OF YOUR FRIENDS ACTS THE MOST LIKE YOU?: see above answer about friends
-- WHO HAVE YOU KNOWN THE LONGEST OF YOUR FRIENDS?: Jen but i dont talk to her. She lives
in Florida
-- ARE YOU CLOSE TO ANY FAMILY MEMBER?: i love my mom and my sisters and brother.
-- WHEN HAVE YOU CRIED THE MOST: too many instances
-- WHAT'S THE BEST FEELING IN THE WORLD?: sex
--WHAT THE WORST FEELING?: losing your mind
-- CLOSE FRIENDS?: just me and my bitch
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+CURRENT+
WHAT TIME IS IT NOW?: 1:50am
CURRENT MOOD: anxious
CURRENT MUSIC:nothing
CURRENT TASTE: tooth paste
CURRENT HAIR: ponytail with headband
CURRENT ANNOYANCE: my back hurts
CURRENT SMELL: my dog farted
CURRENT THING I OUGHT TO BE DOING: sit ups
CURRENT WINDOWS OPEN: nope a/c running
CURRENT DESKTOP PICTURE: black nothingness
CURRENT BOOK: not reading
CURRENT JOB: Nurse
+DO I+
HAVE A DREAM THAT KEEPS COMING BACK?: yeah....what the fuck
REMEMBER YOUR FIRST LOVE?: yup
STILL LOVE HIM/HER: fuck no
READ THE NEWSPAPER?: mostly sundays
BELIEVE IT'S POSSIBLE TO REMAIN FAITHFUL FOREVER?: yeah
CONSIDER YOURSELF TOLERANT OF OTHERS?: unless im drunk
CONSIDER LOVE A MISTAKE?: never
LIKE THE TASTE OF ALCOHOL?: not vodka
HAVE A FAVORITE CANDY?: i like em all
DO WELL IN SCHOOL?: nursing school yes high school no
WEAR HATS?: sometimes
WISH ON STARS?:yeah
LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?: Nope..chicken scratch
CARE ABOUT LOOKS?:not concerned about other..only me and hubbs
+LOVE AND STUFF+
GAY? STRAIGHT? BI? NULL?: straight with bi tendencies
FIRST CRUSH: had
EVER BEEN IN A THING CALLED LOVE?: wasnt this asked already??
DO YOU BELIEVE IN LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT?: eh...i guess
DO YOU BELIEVE IN "THE ONE?": YESSS
+ARE YOU+
A WUSS: i can be
A DRUGGIE: used to be
A DAYDREAMER: who isnt?
A FREAK: wouldnt you like to know
A DORK: only on the weekends
A BITCH/AN ASSHOLE: all the time
A BRAT: yep
SARCASTIC: all the time
SHY: can be
ADVENTUROUS: can be when im not lazy
JOKER: when im drunk
HAPPY: most of the time
+LAST+ [finally]
LAST BOOK YOU READ: I dunno
LAST MOVIE YOU SAW: Hostage
LAST THING YOU HAD TO DRINK: Coke
LAST TIME YOU SHOWERED: earlier before work
LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE: Grandma
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