Jessie is the title of this human shell. Endurance, power sports, and music are the
reasons for keeping it alive. Some days I'm the nice geek in the library, or the mean girl
on the field. ... either way, I bite, so leave me alone. Yes I'm a geek. I believe
intelligence to be the sexiest thing ever. I love biology, chemistry, ecology, earth
sciences, socoal sciences, sociology, criminal law, but I hate computers. I'm such a
retard at computers. I'm capable of playing solitaire and fucking around on the internet.
Educate me?
Nothing depresses me more than optimism. I think soccer is the greatest fucking sport ever
invented. I enjoy conflict when I'm in the mood for debate or a good fight, but otherwise,
I'm usually pretty quiet. Imagination is more important than knowledge. I hate people, yet
I find them fascinating. If I didn't invent people-watching, then I'd like to meet the
person who did. If you read this, you owe me a quarter.
Ooh, look, I'm finally back from MEXICO, after a lovely season of soccer and hostelling!
Since London UK, I've seen about 20 different countries in 3 months. Done Paris,
Barcelona, the French Riviera, Venice, Florence, Rome, Vatican City, Corfu, Athens,
Mykonos, Kavala, Cannakale, Istanbul, the Black Sea, Bucharest, Brasov, Cluj, Budapest,
Vienna, Munich, the Austrian Tyrol, Jungfrau in the Swiss Alps, the Rhine Valley,
Heidelberg on the Neckar River, Belgium, small seashore towns of Holland, and
Amsterdammage! Germany, Belgium, and UK in August, Mexico in September, and more after
that. Nice to finally be home. Home feels like luxury, compared to the backpacking
lifestyle. The Los Cabos area in Mexico was beautiful, but it was sooo hot. I could not
stand the humidity. Looking forward to a good boarding season close to home.
So yeay for living in dirty hostels with all of my possessions in a backpack that
hopefully does not get stollen... if anyone has any suggestions, or knows of good places
to visit and stay, please let me know. Next time around, I'll be staying with some
friends. But also woring for room and board at hostels in the cities in which I plan on
staying for a while. Takes about five hours hours out of the day, but saves so much
money.
Next budget trip could take place in my falling-apart POS car. His name is Tommy Turcel.
He is older than me LOL> I have to hit Toronto, Ottawa, Montreal, and Quebec City this
summer. Did WEMF, but that's with Amanda's car. I've already been to the East coast, but
there's not alot I want to do on the west coast in the summer. Maybe I'll take my
snowboard out there in the winter though?
Not looking for a boy. I think the female body is the most beautiful thing ever created.
Backpacking, I've enjoyed meeting people from all over the globe. Always interested in
meeting awesome people to add to my collection of friends all over the world, becuase it's
awesome to just go visit someone in Berlin or Sydney for six months!
WEMF '06!!! Fucking amazing! Very dirty and crowded camping sites, but best music ever...
dancing from dusk till dawn rocks, times TWO!!! 2007 was far too mainstream for me. Like,
where did all the top40 clubbers come from? ewe. Prolly won't do wemf again.
Bah! I hate people who judge others before they really know them, and even when you do
know someone, then still, who the hell do you think you are to judge anyone but yourself?
I love to go for runs in the rain. Fuck I love being active... too much energy, I can't
stop playing sports. Yeay soccer and snowboarding. I hate being inside. It's so beautiful
outside, especially at night... but I'm claustrophobic, so outside anywhere beats being
inside anywhere. I love people who are as active as me, otherwise I sometimes get bored of
them.
Music is my religion and my drug.
I do not choose parties for the people or the food/drinks or thepopularity of the event. I
choose my raves based on the DJs that will be spinning, and the types of music that I know
will do something special for me. It is my mission to dance and get high on the music.
That's it.
Dancing is a very personal and spiritual experience for me. And unfortunately I haven't
learned how to share it, so I cannot dance wit other people. Sometimes I'd like to, but I
find that when I try, it just doesn't work. We're not compatible. They get in the way.
They restrict my movement, and thus my expression. So I walk to the area of the dancefloor
where there is the most space (I feel kind of bad for not being able to dance with people,
but it's like they just Don't Get It sometimes and all I can do is smile politely and
dance away) Sometimes it's not even on the dancefloor. And I close my eyes, and the music
surrounds me and I get lost in it. I feel it. Deep down. And everywhere. I become one with
the music. It moves me. Okay, sometimes it's just the bass shaking my body, but that's
cool too. lol.
I do not do any drugs. (Not even advil!) Never have. I am curious. I do believe that we
should try everything once, and that nothing is bad in moderation (varying definitions of
"everything", "bad", and "moderation"
. However, I have such
an amazing time just getting high on the music, and my own adrenaline (mmm exercise). If I
drank, I would be too uncoordinated to express myself through dance. It would be like
alcohol is robbing me of my experience. I would be much more appreciative if a cute girl
brought me some water, not some sugary alcoholic diabetic-coma-inducing-beverage. So I
don't even drink when I go to clubs. Alright, maybe some bars with bad music, where a good
Belgian beer provides good social lubrication and helps make the mainstream top40 crap
more tolerable. And although I am interested in utilizing particular narcotics to enhance
my musical (not social) experience and see how it affects my interpretation, I don't feel
that right now is the time for me. I think I will explore that world when the music and
environment no longer do it for me. Or when I get old and don't have the energy to get all
the way though the night. But as it stands, I am having a wonderful sober young time, and
recommend that everyone else give it a try!
I do find Trance to affect me the most, particularly goa trance (love Amsterdam for those
goa parties), and Hard Trance. The harder and faster it is, the more excited it gets me. I
fuck to Hardcore. er, yeah, I even dance at the bus stop, and on the subway. In the mall,
on the stret, wherever I feel the need. hehee. That's maybe too much information, so I'll
stop now. :p And I always wonder if anyone else feels this way, but regardless, I'mma keep
doin' it 'till they lock me up.
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