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God Was Your Closest Friend
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To: My friend Jennie who passed away not to long ago. Rest In Peace My Dear Friend.
I knew you were hurting although you wouldn’t cry,
And I could see you were suffering, see the pain in your eye
I wanted to comfort you, to hold you, be with you that day,
You looked so helpless and frail while in bed you did lay.
I watched as you shivered from a new pain,
And wondered how I might have handled the same.
I wanted to scream, to shout, and to yell,
You said you were fine although your skin was so pale.
I knew in my heart your time was near end,
And wished I could take you, your body to mend.
I knew that soon God would be your closest friend,
You told me many times that’s how it would end.
I stood there watching as each breath came slow,
And fought to find courage, my emotions were low.
I promised you when the time came that I’d not cry,
You never saw my eyes wet, always they were dry.
I held your hand as I silently said goodbye,
And knew in my heart that soon you would die.
I stroked your forehead and said how I loved you,
You nodded and smiled and I knew that you knew.
I no longer care, my tears I can’t hide,
And as I stood there waiting for death by your side.
I knew then that God was your closest friend,
You had told me many times that’s how it would end.
It’s Life, I’ve Dealt, You Should Too
You work so hard to deal with this thing,
The fact that you have it and the problems it brings.
So when you finally get control of this flaw,
Everyone around you seems to watch you in awe.
You never learn why it’s happened to you,
And you must work that much harder to make dreams come true.
But what’s happened has happened, and it’s now part of life
So why give up in yourself, why live with such strife.
The best you can do is fight back twice as hard,
Just be careful, make right choices and play the right cards.
As they say what doesn’t kill you can only make you stronger,
It’s been here for awhile, it’ll be here for a while longer.
So why can’t people see past this technicality,
Having problems with my breathing is now my specialty.
I should have a master’s degree in what to do,
So please don’t treat me any different, I’m just the same as you.
When people have pity it just makes me feel sad,
Do you think it makes me feel better, well it makes me so mad.
I can’t stand the fact that people look at me and stare,
What you don’t think I can see you, oh I know you’re there.
I know what I can, and cannot do,
So why try to stop me, it’s not up to you.
If I want to work my ass off until death,
Let it be that way, let me use my last breath.
I’d rather go through life living, even if it is in pain,
Rather then sitting all day, slowly going insane.
So now that you know just how it has to be,
Are you going to treat me right, or like a baby.
I don’t care what you think is the best thing to do,
If you can’t support me and my choices, then the heck with you.
Quotes
"Its what you didn't say that made me cry..."
"When you can't fall asleep at night-thats cause your in someone elses
dreams...."
"Theres a big difference between loving someone and being in love."
"For 1 minute i wish you could see yourself the way i see you...then you would know
why I love you"
"Love starts with a hug, grows with a kiss, and ends with a tear..."
(((Lets be us again)))
"I asked God for a flower he gave me a garden. I asked for a tree he gave me a
forest. I asked for a river he gave me an ocean. I asked for a friend he gave me
you."
.."TrUe LoVe"..OnLy CoMeS OnCe In A LiFe TiMe!!
"Love is not 50/50, it is not give and take. In love each partner gives 100% and
takes nothing in return."
"One night, the moon said to me, 'If he makes you cry, why don't you leave him?' I
looked at the moon and said, 'Moon, would you ever leave your sky?'"
"Respect me and every lady,
because underneeth the make-up and hair
thers a little sign that says
handle with care"
"I miss you when I go to bed at night, but even more when i wake up."
"When I first saw you I was afraid to talk to you, when I first talked to you I was
afraid to like you, when I first liked you I was afraid to love you know that I love you
im afraid to lose you"
"Don’t say you love me unless you mean it cause I might do some thing crazy like
believe it."
"To one world your just one person, but to one person you mean the world"
"Never try to free your self from love because then you will enslave your self in
loneliness."
"Never fall for a person that won't catch you"
"fate decides who walks into your life.
You decide who you let stay, who you
let walk away, and who you refuse to
let walk out"
GOSH LIFE WAS SOOO MUCH EASIER WHEN BOYS HAD COOTIES!
"No man is worth your tears, yet the one who is won't make you cry"
I am Me
I am friendly but temperamental
I’m strong but sensitive
I’m loud but quiet
I’m aggressive but sweet
I’m goofy but serious
I laugh and I cry
I giggle and I weep
I’m happy but sad
But most or all, I am me.
Books I've Read ~N~ Enjoyed
*The Little Prince
*Treasury of American Poetry (Best-Loved Poems By American Poets)
*Never Saw The Sun Rise (The Private Diary of A Fifteen-Year-Old Recovering From Drugs &
Alcohol.)
*Anne Frank (A True Diary)
*Part One: The Child Called "It" (Depressing, Yet Very Sad <True Story>)
*Part Two: The Lost Boy (It Gets Better Not to Depressing)
*Part Three: The Man Named David (The End)
Pluse More...
<I love to read as long as the writer can keep me entertained>
"Never Judge A Book By Its Cover... As You Don't Like 2 Be Judged."
TV Show I Enjoy
*Invader Zim
*Tin Titans
*Smallvill (Clark Kent is hot but Lex Luther Is hotter)
*Evergreen
*Gilmore girls
*Static Shock
*Family Guy
*Who's Line Is It Anyways....Where The Points Don't Count. That's Right The Points Don't
Count.-Drew Cary
*Spongebob Squarepants
*Liberty Kids
Movies I Enjoy
* ZOMBIE MOVIES YAY!
*Triple XXX (Vin Diesel is hot)
*Matrix all of them (Keanu Reeves is also hot)
*The Pianist (About Jews)
*Finding Nemo (My favorite movie)
*Lilo & Stitch
*Monsters,Inc
*8-Mile
*The Spirited Away (Japanese Movie they R the Best)
*Blade all of them
Much Much More.... |
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