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CS Lite |
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Happy  - Mood history |
| Real Name: |
Nichol |
| Gender: |
Female |
| Status: |
Not specified |
| Location: |
Kansas, U.S.A. |
| Birthdate: |
Jul 27, 1991, I'm 16 and a Leo |
| My +Buddies: |
(Break[it]Downn), (Mend[it]upp), *_miranda_*, .:so:.:lost:., 1sexyBeotch, ed_castello, Jeremi09, only_yours09, sweetchiq09, TheFreak15, Twiztid_Juggalo, WickedKlownLove, x3lets_do_it |
| +Buddy Of: |
(Break[it]Downn), (Mend[it]upp), *_miranda_*, .:so:.:lost:., 1sexyBeotch, AtaniFrostwulf, cheerbabe8490, ed_castello, fineasshoney, HannahRuth, InTheseWeeds, JB_420, Jeremi09, maizebab09, muchclownlove, only_yours09, plsmdrgn, purplefreak10, Rowanangel99, SnowyX500, sweetchiq09, TheFreak15, the_bitch_33, Twiztid_Juggalo, WickedKlownLove, x3Baby_Phatx3 |
| Bio: |
Have you ever thought that if one thing hadn't happened, a whole set of things
never would have either? Like dominoes; a single event kicked off an unstoppable series of
changes that gained momentum and spun out of control, and nothing was ever the same again.
Don't ever doubt that a mere second can change your life forever.
[[sometimes]] I cry for no good reason
[[sometimes]] I fight when I ain't mad
[[sometimes]] it hurts and I ain't bleeding
[[sometimes]] I laugh when things go bad.
Every song ends, but thats no reason not to enjoy the music.!
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.x.L.Y.R.I.C.S.x.
Now you've gone away
Don't worry it's okay
That you're gone away
Further than yesterday
But you'll never leave these scenes
My mind replays
You don' thave to be a superstar
Boy, I like you right where you are
I know this ain't no fly by night
I promise, if you were mine...
Your eyes make me weak,
I don't know why
Your eyes make me scared to
tell the truth. I thought my
heart was bullet proof
Now I'm dancing on the roof
And everybody knows I'm into you
Friends are telling me I lost my mind
When I hooked up with you
Maybe that's true
Said I'll wake up one day
Asking what did I do?
Maybe that's true too
When I'm with you everythings alright
All I know is how I feel
When you're with me.
If you had only told me how you really felt
I could of put my feelings into someone else
But I was busy thinking I was where I was suppose to be
Silly silly me
And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think they'd understand
When everythings made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
I'm completley unconnected
Constantly rejected
Like everything I"ve ever loved is coming down
I'm drowning in emotion
In the middle of the ocean
Never knowing when its over
And I'm going down
That's how I feel
I'm over your lies
And I'm over your games
I'm over you asking me,
When you know I'm not okay
Anyone who can touch you
Can hurt you or heal you
Anyone who can reach you
Can love you or leave you
I bruise easily
So be gentle when you handle me
Theres a mark you leave
Like a love heart carved on a tree
I bruise easily
Now I'm done believing you
you don't know what I"m feeling
I'm more than what
you made of me
I see right through your game boy
And I know exactly what I'm in for
You tried to deny all your actions
For once in your life be a real man
At least give me the proper respect
Of the truth I already know you did it.
I will never be like you
I'll never do the things you do
Selfish and lonely, whats your problem
Letting go of you and this
Is harder than I thought but I will not be
poisoned by your actions
She'll never know loves true potential
Lost in the open wind
To his impatience
Never feelign they would fall apart
She let her feelings grow
To tears she'll never show now
You should have thought about the way you treated me
You should have thought about the things that you said to me
I should have walked away the first time I saw your face
It so distracted me nearly lost in the fast lane
I'm still afraid of those mistakes I've made
I'm mostly memories, most missed
opportunities, mostly minor tradgedies
It's so hard to keep a straight face
When all I really wanna do is scream.
You'll let me know by letting go.
It's your way of showing me your
running the show
What a disaster it would be if you
discovered that I cared a little too much
for friends but not enough to share
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.x.Q.U.O.T.E.S.x.
its sad how some of us live so far in the past & refuse to move on.
its sad how so many of us try to move on, but cant & just go back to the past.
its sad how many of us finally do move on, get hurt, & go right back into the past.
When you look at a person, any person, remember that
everyone has a story. Everyone has gone through something
that has changed them.
shes just a teenage girl whos sick of it all. shes tired of girls believing in
stupid lies & cheating boys. she cant stand how everybodys just looking for someone to
hurt. & how nobody tells the truth anymore. shes just a teenage girl who wants to go back
to the old days.
i know in the back of my mind that life would be so much easier if i never talked
to you again. if i shut you out of my life & moved on. then i could finally get over you.
but you make me happy & whether or not its right or wrong .. i dont have the strength to
give up.
Don't attach yourself to anyone who shows you the least bit of attention because
you're lonely. Loneliness is the human condition, no one is ever going to fill that space.
The best you can do is know yourself; know what you want.
anyone can give up. its the easiest thing in the world to do. but to hold it
together when everyone else would understand if you fell apart, thats true
strength.
if you dont like someone, the way he holds his spoon will make you furious. if you
care about someone, he can turn his plate over in your lap & you wont mind.
I looked out the car window today and I'm realizing that I miss you again, it's
funny how out of nowhere you came to mind. The truth is, I wish you were still
here.
When I look around I think this is good enough. And I try to laugh at whatever
life brings because when I look down, I just miss all the good stuff and when I look up, I
just trip over things.
even when the sun forgets to shine,
i'll be there to hold you through the night.
and even when we're miles and miles apart,
you're the only one who holds my heart.
Listen to you best friends when they tell
you he's not worth it ; because they can see
what you're afraid too
This past year,
I've learned that goodbyes will always hurt,
Pictures never replace being there,
and memories, good or bad will
bring tears to your eyes,
and words will never be able
to replace the feelings.
Unlike her, I was there for you
during the tough times,
when you actually needed a best friend.
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She’s been there from the beginning.
We’re [[not]] best friends, but were there
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