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Mood: Ecstatic ecstatic - Mood history
Real Name: Nikita
Gender: Female
Status: Attached & not looking
Location: Topeka, Kansas, U.S.A.
Birthdate: Jul 10, 1989, I'm 19 and a Cancer
My +Buddies: (Mend[it]upp), .adin.alexandra., .Jane.Doe., angelofnight, boredomsucks, BRANdNASIUm, butrdtost, DeathFlower, Dirne, EternalShadow, Frinchey, HottiHot, InTheseWeeds, M., missingme, mnkeepoo, Piss_On_Rap, SomeRandomGuy, TheFreak15, trinasaur, xchevellex, [L][O][V][E]
+Buddy Of: *teddy_bear*, .:so:.:lost:., .Jane.Doe., angelofnight, BRANdNASIUm, HottiHot, InTheseWeeds, Violent_Joe69, xchevellex, [L][O][V][E]
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Tattered Pages

and this tragedy
has taken the best of me
who i am
where ive been
in its entirety
cut me open
like an old wound
leave me here
to say goodbye
swallow me whole
like a jagged little pill
to ease the pain inside
torn apart
left here to cry
mistake me for an angel
surround me with glass
break my life wide open
for everyone to see
then leave me stranded
with no one left but me

6.15.06



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from an email sent to me by my bro, its such great advice:

Life is a choice. We get up. We go to school. We choose our friends, we
choose our favorite color. A choice that affects the future no matter how
small it is. Affecting the future is what we will do, and what we just did.
You have so much to look forward to, and so much not to. But you have to choose to
live
, not to quit. You’ve made some pretty affecting choices, and
now the scars are permanent proof. But nothing in your life is bad enough to
end it. Dreams of sugar plums and maple leaves make life seem so dull, don’t they? But
when you figure out a way to harness a dream, harness the good inside you
that says "I am in control of me, and I will show the world that I will make
it"...then the choices in life will be all too splendid
to make.




just remember that the color of your hair and who you date don't define
who you are. make sure your life is about you, and not what other people
see.


Contact

Message: send me a private message
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Homepage: don't have one
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My Gallery

 :Beyond Beautiful: (47, 47 new Comments Enabled)
  artwork... kurt halsey.. michael parkes, and others

 :Dirty Little Secret: (118, 118 new Comments Enabled)
  uploaded 3:17:08

 :girlinthebigbox: (47, 47 new Comments Enabled)

 :icons: (103, 103 new Comments Enabled)

 :kurt halsey: (65, 65 new Comments Enabled)
  artwork by kurt halsey

 :Life Support: (110, 110 new Comments Enabled)

 :More than a Memory: (60, 60 new Comments Enabled)
  older pictures of me

 :Name: (4, 4 new Comments Enabled)
  newer pics of me

 :Photograph: (73, 73 new Comments Enabled)

 :pon and zi: (51, 51 new Comments Enabled)
  pon and zi

 :Postsecret Archive (1): (600, 600 new Comments Enabled)
  images that i had before the picture crash, uploaded Dec 25-6, 2006- July 30, 2007

 :Postsecret Archive (2): (600, 600 new Comments Enabled)
  uploaded 7/30/07-3/17/08

 :This Is A Forgery: (29, 29 new Comments Enabled)
  photoshops by me or other people

 :Who Will Save Us Now: (56, 56 new Comments Enabled)

My Reviews

 Movie: Love Actually (2007-01-03)
 Movie: Crash (2007-01-03)
 Movie: Jesus Camp (2007-01-03)
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My Poems

 Tattered Pages (0 | 2006-06-15 Comments Enabled )
 Empty Wishes (for Jim) (0 | 2005-11-24 Comments Enabled )
 Bring Me To Life (0 | 2005-10-19 Comments Enabled )
 Ode to a Friend (0 | 2005-10-19 Comments Enabled )
 My Broken Promise to You (1 | 2005-09-11 Comments Enabled )
 Afraid (0 | 2005-08-12 Comments Enabled )
 Audience of One (0 | 2005-08-12 Comments Enabled )
 Beautiful to Me (0 | 2005-08-12 Comments Enabled )
 Beauty (0 | 2005-08-12 Comments Enabled )
 Broken Promise (written to a special friend) (0 | 2005-08-12 Comments Enabled )
 Change (0 | 2005-08-12 Comments Enabled )
 Choked (0 | 2005-08-12 Comments Enabled )
 Confused (0 | 2005-08-12 Comments Enabled )
 Creative Writing (0 | 2005-08-12 Comments Enabled )
 Destruction (0 | 2005-08-12 Comments Enabled )
 Disappearing Father (0 | 2005-08-12 Comments Enabled )
 Empty (0 | 2005-08-12 Comments Enabled )
 Fear (0 | 2005-08-12 Comments Enabled )
 Forgotten (0 | 2005-08-12 Comments Enabled )
 Lost (0 | 2005-08-12 Comments Enabled )
 No Excuse (0 | 2005-08-12 Comments Enabled )
 Nothing but Pain (0 | 2005-08-12 Comments Enabled )
 Poetry (2 | 2005-08-12 Comments Enabled )
 Questions (0 | 2005-08-12 Comments Enabled )
 Rays of Hope (0 | 2005-08-12 Comments Enabled )
 Reflections (0 | 2005-08-12 Comments Enabled )
 Speechless (0 | 2005-08-12 Comments Enabled )
 Staring Back (0 | 2005-08-12 Comments Enabled )
 Stars (1 | 2005-08-12 Comments Enabled )
 Ten (0 | 2005-08-12 Comments Enabled )
 The Corner (0 | 2005-08-12 Comments Enabled )
 The Poet (0 | 2005-08-12 Comments Enabled )
 Trapped (0 | 2005-08-12 Comments Enabled )
 Unspoken Words (0 | 2005-08-12 Comments Enabled )
 Untitled (Version 1) (0 | 2005-08-12 Comments Enabled )
 Untitled (version 2) (0 | 2005-08-12 Comments Enabled )
 Untitled 2 (0 | 2005-08-12 Comments Enabled )
 Untouched (0 | 2005-08-12 Comments Enabled )
 Visions of a Dying Youth (0 | 2005-08-12 Comments Enabled )
 Words (0 | 2005-08-12 Comments Enabled )
 Sad Goodbyes (0 | 2005-08-11 Comments Enabled )
 Still (1 | 2005-08-11 Comments Enabled )
 Tears of Pain (0 | 2005-08-11 Comments Enabled )
 Bridges~ Ode to a "Father" (2 | 2004-07-14 Comments Enabled )
 don’t forget the memories (2 | 2004-05-22 Comments Enabled )
 why me? (2 | 2004-03-27 Comments Enabled )
 torment (4 | 2004-03-20 Comments Enabled )

My Journal

:Somewhere in the Middle: (814 Comments Enabled Private Journal)
Music History

My Attended Events

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