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Crazyness
i can't really do shit
but open my eyes
and look to the skies.
i pray hard,
and i start to realize
that to win my prize,
i gotta close off my mind,
get out of this bind,
and know that everything will be fine.
i struggle every day,
in every way,
can't do shit but pray
that everything is ok.
i have much more to say.
the things that i've done?
they'll never change,
and because of that,
my mind was deranged.
but i was shown the way,
a path to make it ok,
make my own way
and discover the day.
i am the light
to brighten your fight,
and clear the path
to win this blood bath,
'cause that's what it is;
an immortal fight
between darkness and light.
i am the sunshine,
and the truth is mine.
its the only way
to feel ok.
my inner torment is cold,
it freezes my heart
and keeps my fresh start
from succeeding...
i end up bleeding.
As high as the sky,
so my work is fleeting.
can you open your eyes?
can you see the sunrise?
anything to keep your pain from my mind.
the beauty is what makes me cry,
its what makes me weep.
the love I WILL KEEP.
and i can share in the wear
that you hold down deep.
the life inside me,
they'll never take away.
COME ON! TRY ME!
i'll fucking blow you away!

my fingers clutch at his throat,
hoping he chokes.
my anger runs deep,
deeper than most,
but sill i let go.

"it's who i am and how i feel,"
even when they ask,
"what's the deal?"
i don't care.
i'll take your wear...
make you happy enough to care.
i'll make you see
how much you can be,
because only the truth will set me free.
i've shed too many tears
to just get over this fear.
i've fought too many battles
just to up and shift gears.
i'm on a path...
one that is hard,
but no matter what happens,
i'll show disregard,
because the beginning is near
and i can wait.
i'll wait until he knocks
on hell's front gates.
only then can i fly,
and i WILL fly.
as high as the sky,
right in front of your eyes.
i now realize;
everything is ok.
you're making your way,
and because of that,
i let it go today.
no more anger.
no more fear.
i hold onto truth,
and truth holds dear
what is known as love,
as pure as a dove
that flies
as high as the sky.
i opened your eyes...
gave you the incentive
to spread you wings and fly.
i can sense the life
that blossoms inside.
and i can see it in your eyes
that you want to cry.
but you have to be strong,
you have to do right.
how else can we possibly
win this fight?
not alone, of course.
but together we can...
together we'll conquer
what is at hand.
you've changed my destiny,
you've raised my faith.
you've shown me that safety
is just a phone call away.
you've helped me with demons
too strong to defeat.
you've saved me from pain,
and shown their deceit.
i wasn't at my best,
but you showed me right.
its just a little crazyness.

and now...all i have left to prove
is how much i love you.

inspired by Truth
a man that changed my life forever. good and bad.