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Name: jaren
Birthdate: july 8th
Birthplace: top city
Current Location: top city
Eye Color: brown
Hair Color: brown
Height:5'9
Weight: 175
Piercings: 1
Tatoos: none yet
Boyfriend/Girlfriend: single
Overused Phraze: lol
FAVORITES
Food: idk prolly pizza or mexican
Candy: umm twix or snickers
Number: 17 or 85
Color: red
Animal: cat
Drink: idk some kinda soda
Alcohol Drink: jack danials
Bagel: ??
Letter: uh idc lol?
Body Part on Opposite sex: eyes
This or That
Pepsi or Coke: coke
McDonalds or BurgerKing: mcdondalds
Strawberry or Watermelon: both
Hot tea or Ice tea: hot
Chocolate or Vanilla both
Hot Chocolate or Coffee: hot
Kiss or Hug: both
Dog or Cat: cat
Rap or Punk: rap
Summer or Winter: winter
Scary Movies or Funny Movies: i like em both
Love or Money: love
YOUR...
Bedtime: whenever i fall asleep
Most Missed Memory: being a kid
Best phyiscal feature: idk eyes?
First Thought Waking Up: SNOOZE!
Goal for this year: idk
Best Friends: Tanner chance coda.....
Weakness: nothin im unstopable
Fears: jail
Heritage: white
Longest relationship: 9 months
HAVE YOU...
Ever Drank: yea
Ever Smoked: yea
Pot: if u know me u can awnser this question urslef
Ever been Drunk: fuck yea
Ever been beaten up: yea
Ever beaten someone up: yea
Ever Shoplifted: yea
Ever Skinny Dipped: yea
Ever Kissed Opposite sex: yea
Been Dumped Lately:ya
IN A GUY/GIRL
Favorite Eye Color: idc as long as they are pretty
Favorite Hair Color:blonde
Short or Long: dont matter
Height: shorter than me
Style: idc
Looks or Personality: both
Hot or Cute both
Drugs and Alcohol: depends how much
Muscular or Really Skinny: um neither
RANDOMS
Number of Regrets in the Past: to many
What country do you want to Visit: amsterdam
How do you want to Die: idk..
Been to the Mall Lately: no not really
Do you like Thunderstorms: yea when i sleep
Get along with your Parents: soemtimes
Health Freak: naw
Do you think your Attractive: im ight i guess
Believe in Yourself: yea
Want to go to College: nope maybe tech school
Do you Smoke: damn straight
Do you Drink: yes i do
Shower Daily: yea
Been in Love: yes but out of now
Do you Sing: yea but i suck lol
Do you want Children: someday
Have your future kids names planned out: dont
Age you wanna lose your Virginity: lost it
Hate anyone: ya they know who dey are












i love weed.....
i love to smoke weed.
i love how it smeells...
i love how it tastes.
i love how it makes me feel.
its a fucking beautiful thing.
LEAGALIZE IT!! so that i can grow it in my backyard.

I pays no rent, cars wit no lease
Got eight killas wit badges

I'd rather pack the heat and not need
rather than need one and not have it,


i aint got no homies so if your rollin with me your family

Tanner
Chance
skylar
Coda
matt
tylar
james
rochelle
mike
jimmy
Rego
trent
charlie
chis
tony
justin
......










"Suicide Letters"\




[1st Verse]

Picture me
In a casket
Blasted
Never nobody
Knew how long
The pain lasted
Keep my eyes tight
I'm frightened
But I fights like Tyson
When playin' this game of life
I'm losing
Longing to be enlightened
Absorb my mind state
Reduce the crime rate
And take me out
When running toward the Lord
I see 'em fake me
Out shook me
So from church I play hookie
Listen to the words of a brother
The sick stutters
So you better better
Get the get the bags ready
Comes a killer killer
Like Skagnetti
My brains contaminated
Hella rotten
Wasn't me that killed you
Who was it what was it
The effects of the mildew
My brain's wilted
In my eyes the world is a bit tilted
Lord take me away
Before somebody else gets killed
Blood spilled
Seriously
This is the letter to my homies
I'll be missin'
God told me to behold a pale horse
But I didn't listen
It's hard man
My life is scarred man
I'm losing my mind
So now it's time
Sincerely sign
N9NE

[Chorus]

I just wanna die
I don't want to wake up
I don't wanna cuz
That's the way that I feel
I'm barely hanging on
I don't want to wake up
I don't wanna cuz
That's the way it has to be

[repeat 2x]

[2nd Verse]

I made your life a living hell
With my infidelity
Remember your telling me
All I give a damn about
Is weed stems and melodies
Remember you
Spent 30 minutes in the hospital parking lot
Crying
When the blood test read
The baby of another woman was mine
99.99
You should've left
Along time ago like Mary J. say
Just let it go like Ray J.
Con't
I know your mamma heard
You yelling mayday
Spent my life trying to R-A to the P
You sick of me
Always bein' B to the R-O-K to the E
Now there's nothin'
Else left of me
I was a bum
But you still wanted some
Through the rain, snow and thunder
Foul ups , bleeps and blunders
But no man shall tear asunder
Is what you said
You should've put multi bullets
In my head
When you found that evil
Instinct was a song
Where the events actually went on
This is the letter
To my homie, my friend
Who put up with me for 8
So now to take me
Really quickly is my fate
I'm sorry
For making it hard
I know your scarred
I'm losing my mind
So now it's time
Sincerely sign
N9ne

[Chorus]

I just want to die
I don't want to wake up
I don't wanna cuz
That's the way that I feel
I'm barely hanging on
I don't want to wake up
I don't wanna cuz
That's the way it has to be

[repeat 2x]

[3rd Verse]

I love ya'll
The dynamic duo, my babies
It ain't your fault
That your daddy's crazy
Donny,
I miss your drumming like me
One day you'll be ruling
Leelee,
I miss you in my face
Yellin'
Daddy, what you doin'
You two are the reason
Why I'm still standing today
But I'm 1600 miles away
And you get my heart sinkin'
When I start thinkin' about you babies
I heavily start drinkin'
On a daily puffin'
I'm seeing my heart
I gots to toughin'
Can't see me leavin' my angels with nothin'
So I keep bussin'
Use my pain for you two
I've gotta come up in the game
So one day you can do the same with yours
Love you galore
And I ain't playin'
makin' me put an end
To this suicidal mind state sayin'

[chorus]

I don't want to wake up
I don't wanna cuz
That's the way I feel
I'm barely hanging on
I don't want to wake up
I don't wanna cuz
That's the way it has to be

[repeat 2x]